what is meds and what isn't

[Guest guest]

Well, I've posted a bit about how I am feeling frustrated at work. The

problem is that I am part of a team of 4 and, as my best friend our

accountant put it, based on the monthly billing numbers for the past 6

months: " If the team's workload was a pie, girlscout is taking 1/2 of the pie

and the other 3 people are sharing the other half. " Keep in mind that the

other 3 people are paid to work full time while I am paid 20% less because I

only work 4 days a week! Ridiculous! And I worked overtime every week for

the entire spring because I was so busy, while my co-workers poo-pooed my

requests for help.

I talked to my dept leader today about it and I think I got through on some

points, though not all. She is my friend and I really am grateful for my job

and the creative freedom it allows me - but I don't want to do all the work

while everyone else sits and watches me do it. The poor lady (my boss) has

no head for numbers at all and I don't think she grasps how meaningful and

important these billing numbers are! (I am one of the only people I have

ever met who works in my industry (advertising and PR) who loves statistics

- oooh, back up, okay - one of the only people I have EVER met, other than

bink).

Feeling down today too, can't eat at all because of the dental work(which is

sort of a good thing, right?) and so my energy is down and I am feeling more

pain than usual,esp in the mouth, but pain is a fibromyalgia symptom and my

meds helped me with that. How do I know how much of this is the changes in

my psych meds and how much isn't? Oh well, I took the night off from dance

tonight and BF is at a class so I am just going to take care of myself

tonight. I get the night to myself, yay!

girlscout