(ttc) 28 days and counting......

March 27, 2000

Well, as you can see from the subject heading, I am at day 28 of this cycle.

Jan was 28 days, and Feb was 30. Last month, I had 14 dpo then AF. I

ovulated on day 15 this month, so I guess this should be a 29 day cycle.

Does that sound right? I think it is. Okay. Anyway. I did not decide to

post for that weird little spillage there. DH left today for a field prob.

They are supposed to be out for 12 days. The timing really stinks, although

I know he'll be home for o. But this is a really bad time for me to be alone

also. It doesn't matter what happened this month, I wil be going through

something alone. Okay. Here's the deal. I posted earlier about how I did

not really worry about bd on the right days, it just kind of happened. And

that was so relaxing and all of that. Well, I am not so relaxed anymore.

For the past couple of days, I have been really nauseous. For the past few

months, I have had nausea around the time AF is due, but it was off and on

all day. Yesterday and today, it has been at the same times. I've also been

tired and took a nap both days, and when I woke up was when the nausea hit

me. Of course, I was weak and already took a hpt. Yesterday actually. For

the past few days, I've had this feeling (as well as ) so I went out and

bought a test first thing in the morning, so I would be able to use first

mornings urine, and it came out neg. At first I believed the results, but

this feeling sick thing made me start doubting them. Am I crazy? Should I

not even be thinking about it since I've had this sick feeling before AF

before? And bc I am not even late yet? I don't know. This is what I meant

by either way, I'm going through something by myself. If AF comes, I will be

disappointed and be by myself, then I'll have to take that stupid medicine

that depresses me, and be by myself still. And if AF doesn't come, and I get

a pos test, I will be going through all of the worrying by myself. Well, not

by myself. He's going to be worried too. But he's about 3 hours from home,

so I will be alone.

Okay, I think I am going to stop babbling now. Bye.

Amy

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