Guest guest Posted September 18, 2008 Report Share Posted September 18, 2008 One of the hardest things for me to face is my ACTUAL feelings towards my parents. The truth is, I HATE them. That's my true emotion. In my dreams at night, I scream at them " I hate you! " And that's what I want to be able to say to my parents in the light of day. It's kind of scary. No one in our society is supposed to hate their parents. But they used me & my sister as their emotional lightning rods & I hate them for it. They used me to prop up their unhappy marriage...I hate the for that, too. They made me responsible for their tormented emotions & their unhappiness. I don't want revenge, but I want them to know how much evil they spread in the name of pretending to be Mr. & Mrs. Perfect. I wish I could rub their faces in their own mess--then change my name, change my life and move on. I wish I could erase the past and start fresh...this time knowing & experiencing what real love is. I'm clueless. How do you learn about true love when all you ever knew was false love & hatred? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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