This is one of the worst days of my life...

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I went to custody trial today for my son that my fada is trying to

take from me (not my daughter) and low and behold, my fiancee's nada

was there to testify against me along with my brainwashed brother

and my sorry a** daughter's father.

I have never had so many enemies at one time in one place and they

are all such good actors. My mother and attorney and the GAL told

me to keep my composure and the faith and God will see me through.

It was soooo hard to sit there and listen to the campaign.

All I have ever tried to do was be a good daughter, I paid the price

for going NC and removing my son from fada's home, for being a

supportive sibling up until the point where my mental health and

physical wellbeing was more important than his, and for " stealing

and bewitching " my fiancee away from his nada and family.

I had a meltdown when I got home, unfortunately in front of my

children. I have been being a rock up until that point. I'm 6.5

months pregnant and now fiancee's nada says that she is taking me to

court to see her only " grandbaby " IF it's her son's child. Mind

you, he is indefinitely NC with her as well.

It's been continued to 11/7/08 and I'm missing classes because of

this, not to mention my witnesses missing work and being

inconvenienced by having to travel to an adjacent county for this.

Btw, daughter's father is taking me to custody court 11/4/08 as well

and 11/21/08 I have trumped up domestice violence charges to fight

due to fada and his wife in conjunction with the custody case.

I think they want me to miscarry.

Labor pains were easier to bear than this...