Re: I love you all/Thank you, KATE!

[Guest guest]

Kate; just know that we are all pulling for you and for those kids!

love,

n, in case you are still reading my posts after that last gem

which I sent!

more n,

more love, to you and to each in our group(s)

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> Hey you guys....you are all the best. I love you so much. It is very

> discouraging

> around here, but I'm trying to keep my head above water. The relationships

> are broken, (with dad and kids) but mine are fairly intact...at least so

> far.

> Cassy just called me! Oh, Cassy, what a love you are! I've been worried sick

> about you, and you called to see how I WAS!

> You are each gems in my life; sparkling, twinkling, amazing treasured gems!

> It is hard to hold on, but with friends like you, you each make it easier.

> It

> is more challenging last wk and this, when instead of my 2 sessions per wk.

> I see my therapist, I see him only once-last Friday, and this Friday. Then,

> at our last session, he said that my insurance has only been paying for once

> a wk--so we are waiting to see if they come forward with the rest, or I'll

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> to pay the difference, and then it will have to be only once a wk. I can see

> him.

> I don't have the financial resources to see him more.

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> I am trying to figure out what job I would be best suited for. Something

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> enjoy is childcare, and there is this health club only about 3 miles away

> that I

> could possibly work in the nursery--I may have mentioned it before. Now that

> the kids are going back to school, and I see how much our finances need to

> increase-

> not that I'd make that much there, but it would at least help with the

> groceries. So,

> I think I may be looking into that as soon as tomorrow or Thursday.

> Have any of you had the experience of feeling restless; feeling as though

> you are

> crawling out of your own skin; and/or an unnatural and odd feeling. Like I

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> don't feel myself. I wonder if it could be from withdrawal from various

> meds.

> I am tapering off the tegretol and the TN pain is raging something fierce

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> now. I like the idea of getting off of it, but wonder if this is making me

> feel so

> weird. The pain is rather horrific. Those of you with TN I know can relate.

> It is

> in my eye and cheek. Like an ice pick--stabbing, pins and needles, prickly,

> crawly-

> well you know the 'drill'! lol. it's bad.

> love you all, sweet dreams, kate

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> We can only be said to be alive in those moments

> when our hearts are conscious of our treasures.

> ~Thornton Wilder

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