highs, lows. prayers

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HIGHS:

Helped do a letter stating he will be moved by March 1,

Went with to see a place it is sort a small but okay for

himself, it has living room and bedroom together and large kitchen

and washroom it is only 450$ for him to pay for rent, and now he pays

550$.

Went to The Outpost Gathering place, yesterday my friend, whom is a

pastor preached she is very easy to listen to, she doesn't pound the

thing into you.

Then went over to a friend for a few hours her daughter was there and

said if I can get the rug from her place I can have it and it would

be perfect for our basement.

one of our boarders went back to work today after being off for

5weeks from having surgery.

Am going to see my psy. tomorrow and going to talk to him privately

about my gambling see if it is connected with the meds I am on, and

if not then is there something that can stop it or change the brain

chemicals.

Going to the Celebrate Recovery group tonight will be 2'nd time

Never mentioned to anyone we need help with food and all of a sudden

a box of things showed up at our door so GOD DOES KNOW.

It is mild out but the dampness is coming in quickly but there isn't

any snow on the ground and it is above 0*C now, and my electric chair

has more power on milder days on the freezing cold ones it barely

makes it uptown and back I am on flashing red but on mild ones I stay

on green light till I get home

LOWS:

Just not feeling right Dr. did change my meds last week I just

started the new ones yesterday but one of them I haven't gotten yet

because it costs 150$ per month, I was able to pay for the rest I

think 3 out of 4 are better than none.

Came home last Fri. to where my pup spread all over a 10lb bag of

cedar shavings, 10lb bag of wild bird seed, 5lb bag of rat food that

I use for my dagues.

Figured out how much money I have spent in the past few months I

could have paid off my cable bill without a problem,

Basement needs tiding up so we can get the bedroom down there, and

need to do work in the living room maybe after I get fully on the

meds and finish the apt we have then I will be able to work on them.

Don't know how the money will come in at the end of the month but

have faith will have enough for everything, if need to will do income

tax early so can pay for everything cause getting dogs is as

important as bills this next month.

Have resorted to using a cane when I am out without my chair, but

last week took 3 falls when I didn't or not using it properly. It

just shock me and made me realize that MS isn't anything it mess with

and it will keep getting worse

My MS gets worse then the IBS acts up then the pain then the chest

pains then the MS, which way does it turn or when does it stop? I

know getting right meds help but it is so hard to get the correct

stuff when live on assistance! They regulate what is covered and the

good stuff isn't only the copy cat types of meds.

PRAYERS:

For our boarder that he keeps healing like he is

For my husband and right now he won't attend church, he has changed a

lot and is more easy temper and I know God is working in him he just

doesn't want to do the church yet.

Figure out how going to pay for the meds every month as it will come

to be over 350$ and ODSP [Ontario Disability Support Plan] doesn't

cover them because they are experimental

Have a plan on how to pay off the last big bill is my cable I owe 850

$ but they said I can pay it in 2 payments of 425$ this month then

same next month and I have committed myself to do it, and if I do

this it won't interfere with the other bills, just leave our food

tight but manageable as I am not taking the bus or cabs anywhere and

having no social life, but that is ok it is winter here.

Have to go to get another MRI but this one of head and neck area,

cause getting electrical shocks in extremities

For my mom she was able to send me 6 pictures of me when I was a kid

and she says she has more but being last kid in the family they don't

have many pictures, and dad only died on Aug 30'th/07 so it is hard

for her she isn't eating properly she may be 80lb if that. And she is

having problems with her stomach, I think it is depression over the

grieving as they were married 64yrs and together for almost 70yrs.

Doug and I have the psy, apt tomorrow, then need to go with him to an

internalist apt on Thurs, and dietitian apt on Fri.

Then with for 2 apt next month.

I need to find a ride to Paris for Aug 30'th as have to go back to

the sleep lab as I may sleep for 3 or 4 hrs a night and I snore even

with the machine on.

The dogs have a vet apt on the 30'th for shots and nails, bath, and

Whimpy is getting a trim as she has the boarder collie type hair even

though she is boarder collie, lab, terrier. I am able to take them in

and leave them then go do some shopping then can pick them up later

in the day.

To be able to absorb and understand my failures and to correct the

stuff I have destroyed or mend any pot holes I have made.

later kim