Need help now .... not when I can get an appointment

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One of my doctor's had said that my current medical problems are not a result of my illness but are physcoshematic (? spelling)

I get dizzy spells ... no medical reason. They happen all the time. The neurologist says that all the tests are fine. Talking with him made me feel okay that it is not medical/ physical not medical/ mental.

I feel like I am going backwards. For 10 years I was dealing with a chronic illness and I was doing well. Was not having any symptoms and off all my medications.

This summer the doctor talked me into going back on a medication because evidence was showing that I might get worse if I wasn't on a disease modifying drug. After tests and talking I went back on a medication.

The drug is 1500 of which 312 I have to pay ... every month.

anyway ....

the last four months I have been having dizzy spells sometime a lot sometimes none. Anyway, they happen all the time and anywhere.

As I said it is been rule out not to be medical but mental.

a long time ago I was depressed and I used to cut myself ... I used to attack myself.

Now my body is attacking me and I can't deal with it. Last Wednesday, I collapsed in the mall and spent 11 hours at the hospital and now

Work has told me not to comeback without the " problem " being solved or resolved. I collapsed at work on Thursday.

My neuro is getting me into see a specialist that I had in the past that brushed me off to similes because he says I need that type of doctor and he was the only one in the area.

But what do I do in the mean time ... I need to work to pay for the drugs, lifestyle aids and the bills.

Nothing to make me happy ... just to keep on living ....

where can I get help NOW.............. right now?