Guest guest Posted January 1, 2008 Report Share Posted January 1, 2008 Hey you guys....you are all the best. I love you so much. It is very discouraging around here, but I'm trying to keep my head above water. The relationships are broken, (with dad and kids) but mine are fairly intact...at least so far. Cassy just called me! Oh, Cassy, what a love you are! I've been worried sick about you, and you called to see how I WAS! You are each gems in my life; sparkling, twinkling, amazing treasured gems! It is hard to hold on, but with friends like you, you each make it easier. It is more challenging last wk and this, when instead of my 2 sessions per wk. I see my therapist, I see him only once-last Friday, and this Friday. Then, at our last session, he said that my insurance has only been paying for once a wk--so we are waiting to see if they come forward with the rest, or I'll have to pay the difference, and then it will have to be only once a wk. I can see him. I don't have the financial resources to see him more. I am trying to figure out what job I would be best suited for. Something that I enjoy is childcare, and there is this health club only about 3 miles away that I could possibly work in the nursery--I may have mentioned it before. Now that the kids are going back to school, and I see how much our finances need to increase- not that I'd make that much there, but it would at least help with the groceries. So, I think I may be looking into that as soon as tomorrow or Thursday. Have any of you had the experience of feeling restless; feeling as though you are crawling out of your own skin; and/or an unnatural and odd feeling. Like I just don't feel myself. I wonder if it could be from withdrawal from various meds. I am tapering off the tegretol and the TN pain is raging something fierce right now. I like the idea of getting off of it, but wonder if this is making me feel so weird. The pain is rather horrific. Those of you with TN I know can relate. It is in my eye and cheek. Like an ice pick--stabbing, pins and needles, prickly, crawly- well you know the 'drill'! lol. it's bad. love you all, sweet dreams, kate We can only be said to be alive in those momentswhen our hearts are conscious of our treasures.~Thornton Wilder Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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