Guest guest Posted October 13, 2002 Report Share Posted October 13, 2002 Sissi, I can appreciate how frustrating and exhausting it must be to waken to mayhem on a regular basis. It does seem to me that you all might benefit from Boone being able to have his own room with a door that could be locked. Until very recently has always had his own room with a door that we could lock from the outside, and until we moved into this house his room was rather barren. When he was five it was void of all but the basic essentials: dresser, bed, beloved blanket and dinosaur. had to be contained or no one slept. If they did sleep we woke to destruction. I think Gail was four when she broke the steel frame on her bed so her mattress and box spring sat on the floor for a couple of years. I still have no earthly idea how she managed to literally crack a steel frame at only four years of age. If you are dealing with depression then improving Boone's nighttime management will improve your sleep and help you also. Keep hanging in there Sissi. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 13, 2002 Report Share Posted November 13, 2002 The older he gets, the more obvious it becomes how different he really is from everyone else. The pacing and that thing he does with his arms, he sort of twists them around each other as he constantly paces. Most of the time he walks on the outside soles of his feet. It looks like he's got some sort of muscular disease, but he's perfectly healthy because he can walk normally too. It didn't look so unusual when he was a toddler -- or even a preschooler. But now ... How can he be sooooo smart and still be so severely autistic? I guess I have fooled myself again. I always make myself think he'll end up being higher functioning than they say because he is so damned smart. Then when it hits me -- when I realize they're right, that they were always right. I can't handle it. The way they all looked at me with such pity when I tried to tell them they were wrong. Dammit it's not fair. It's not fair that he has this amazing mind and he's still so ... disabled. He's not like other kids. He's not even like other autistic kids. He's not like anyone. I am a mess. I can barely function. When I get up in the morning and see the destruction that went on while we were asleep, I can't deal with it. He gets up at night and tears up the house. The utensils are out on the floor in weird clock and fan patterns. Every thing he can reach is on the floor, usually broken. He's destroyed two TVs, two VCRs, A DVD player, my bed, the bunk beds in his room and a lot of other things. What am I supposed to do? I can't tie him down at night. I can't keep the door locked because he shares a room with Dillon. He doesn't even sleep in the room since he broke the bunk beds anyway -- I guess because we took the beds out. How in the hell does a 5YO kid break bunk beds anyway??? My life is so completely out of control that I just don't know if I can handle it. What am I supposed to do? Sissi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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