Hello, here is an update on me!

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Hello everyone,

I'm so very sorry I'm not around all that much. I have a great deal going on in

my life. About a month and a half ago, I ended up with a few large bumps on the

back of my head with cuts on the top of each lump. The largest lump was about

the size of a baseball and although has shrunk considerably, is still there

along with the scab. What caused them resulted in a pretty bad concussion to

where I'm still feeling the effects of not being able to think clearly, focus

very well, and what not. I didn't go to the hospital or doctor, and yes I know

that was a very bad decision. I also ended up with a broken nose when that

happened. The cause is a long story that I don't really want to go into.

My nose has not healed yet either because it has been re-broken three more

times, for lack of a better phrase since it never fixed. The last re-break was

just a couple days ago. Again, I don't really want to go into how it's happened

every time even though one of which was my knee giving out in a dark hallway and

I couldn't catch myself as my face smashed against the wall. Yes, I know that

one was my own fault for not having a light on to be able to see lol.

My pain has been pretty active which I'm not too happy about, but it's still

less of a bother here in southern New Mexico than it was in Fairbanks, Alaska

and Rapid City, South Dakota which is great! The weather here tends to be more

stable and it's warmer of coarse. It's been absolutely beautiful and warm here

the last week too!

I had to meet up with my ex-husband a few weeks ago at the local Wal-Mart. He

had to come down here for his aunt's funeral and since he will be leaving South

Dakota this upcoming summer to go on a one year remote tour assignment followed

by another assignment overseas, he brought my other dog, Molly, to me. So I

have my Molly and my Mickey dogs as well as two of my cats (Moose and ).

I'm very grateful for that because I love my furry children and they lift my

spirits some. That is something I really need since I am depressed and a few

weeks ago got extremely low again.

I still work at a discount store as a people greeter where I sit at a little

table and an expiration date checker. I still work extreme part time, which is

actually more than I can really handle and I have to miss some work every week

which isn't good, but I love that I have a job where I'm out of the house and

around people since I'm having a very hard time getting disability. It

definitely is a mood enhancer to have my little job lol. I've made some good

friends and ran into old high school friends with whom I'm getting back in touch

with. I think that's just too cool .

Anyway, I wanted to pop in and say hello and let everyone know somewhat of how

I'm doing. I can't really go into too much detail on some aspects, but I'm ok!

Gentle hugs!

Love,

Becky in NM