I'm in a different kind of chronic pain

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*To all:

It is now 9:50AM PST

I'm in a different kind of chronic pain. It is a pain known as

loneliness.

I was offline all day yesterday because of that pain. I never got out

of bed.

I'm fed up with not having any friends that live close enough to me

that they could come to my home for a visit. I moved to Fresno from the SF

bay area in July of 1999. I have tried to make friends in this town and have

failed miserably.

I have three friends here in California. All of them live too far from

me to come to my home.

I have a ton of friends on the Internet.

Unfortunately, there isn't a pain medication that takes away the misery

of loneliness.

So, I just sit in my recliner and cry. The only friends that I have to

talk to are the walls and the ceilings.

I'm also tired of not receiving phone calls. There have been times when

I have gone several days between incoming phone calls.

I'm DESPERATE for any and all advice!! Please help me!! Thanks!!

H.

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