Day After Day - After Day - After Day

[Guest guest]

I understand that my pain is a bit unique in that it is from brain damage from a

drug and I can't take another drug to stop the physical pain (or the mental) but

pain is pain.

I hardly sleep and when I wake up I try to lay in bed quietly for hours so my

wife can sleep and the outside chance I will get 15 extra minutes ( most nights

are 2 to 4 hours) Then the morning comes and I have hours and hours to suffer. I

cant watch TV or read or cook so I have to sit and pace alternately all day.

Read a few posts, breathe and pray.

The symptoms change and move around but never are better - every second is total

hell. I know regular pain as I was in a near death auto accident in 1990 and it

took years to recover.

So my question is, if you are in this form of serious pain how do you keep going

without out wanting to jump off a bridge. I don't see anything ahead but more

unbearable suffering and no medical help (and I have seen the best around the

USA)

Thanks for responding