My NJ Trip Report; Good News and Bad News

[Guest guest]

Dear friends:

I did attend the Natural Solutions Foundation War Council meeting in Newton, NJ,

and I met a lot of wonderful people there. This was a meeting that I was

allowed to attend by paying " at the door " , as I simply did not have enough money

to go to it until I got my January SSD check.

I did prepare for this meeting as much as I could, in the short time that I had

to do so. Hamilton College allowed me to run a laser printer non-stop for over

five hours one day, and for an hour and a half on another day as well. During

this time I printed out thirty copies of a few dozen (or more) blogs on my

WordPress site (http://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/). I also went to Staples

and had them make thirty copies of Willy's " before and after " pictures. I put

one of these pictures, and a set of the copies of the blogs that I had made, in

a large envelope. My point in doing so was to be able to pass out what I knew

about the correction of depression, ADHD, bipolar disorder, and schizophrenia to

many of the attendees, and many of the speakers, at this War Council conference.

I also got a new pair of glasses (I was admittedly gifted the money to do so by

my ex-wife Pamela, as I could not afford such on my own). In addition to this,

I borrowed some decent clothes, and a nice pair of shoes, from my brother

. And I made up baggies to take with me, such that I could be well for

the entire time.

I showed up in NJ stable and well, and ready to effectively share a message of

great hope with any and all that would listen to what I had to say.

This was a great conference!!! Despite the fact that there were numerous

technical difficulties with the audio and sound going out over the Web, I was

very impressed with the content of this conference, as well as the quality of

people that attended. (The Natural Solutions Foundation people did explain to

all that this was the first Webinar conference that they had put on. They

stated that they had " learned a great deal from their mistakes " in regard to

audio and video technical difficulties, such that these will be avoided in the

future.) Putting these technical difficulties aside, the content of many of the

presentations was very insightful, if not extremely so. I learned a good deal

at this conference that I did not know before, despite the fact I was lobbying

" what Willy and I had discovered " most of the time.

Near the very end of the conference, I did get a chance to put in a solid plug

for my son Willy's recovery, and what it means, as a member of the audience. I

wish to deeply thank Dr. Rima Laibow for allowing me to do this. I also wish to

thank her for repeating the gist of what I said to the audience on the Web (she

did this for others as well, not just for myself).

My only disappointment at this War Council meeting was that I did not have a

chance to be an unscheduled speaker at the end. I had hoped that perhaps I

would be allowed ten minutes at the end of the conference to speak in front of

the microphone. My volunteering to do this on the afternoon of the first day of

the conference was not accepted by those it was made to. I graciously accepted

this. (I was not scheduled to speak after all. For me to expect a change in

the rules " on-site " , such that I could speak, was a big " if " , and I knew this

prior to attending. This is why I brought so much literature with me to hand

out, as I knew that I probably was not going to be allowed to speak in from of

the microphone. The literature that I brought with me was a way to be heard

without my being a formal speaker.)

After the conference was over, I did have the pleasure of attending the " wrap up

dinner " of many of the conference principals, and some of the attendees.

I cannot thank Dr. Rima Laibow, Maj. General Stubblebine (Ret.), and the rest of

the Natural Solutions Foundation, enough for both the work that they do, and for

this War Council meeting that I just attended. These are great people fighting

for a just cause, and they are doing a very commendable job. (If you do not get

their free newsletter yet, I highly suggest that you do.

http://www.healthfreedomusa.org/)

I left this conference late Sunday night (January 3rd), enroute to Atlantic City

to get a bit of followup work done (using my laptop) and to see an old friend.

Here is where things get interesting, to say the very least.

On Monday and Tuesday immediately following the War Council meeting, a three way

email conversation between (1) myself, (2) a conventional doctor practicing in

Manhattan that had " gone alternative " , and (3) Dr. Rima Laibow took place. The

gist of this email conversation was (1) Dr. Laibow asked me how I could best

help the cause, (2) I told her that " before and after " video testimony of

persons that were depressed and used a Willy's baggie approach would be very

damaging to Big Pharma, and (3) the doctor in NYC expressed an interest in

trying such, assuming the patient confidentiality issue could be overcome

(adequately addressed).

While the above email conversation was occurring, I knew Big Pharma was reading

everything that I wrote as I wrote it (I was writing it from " my infected

laptop " ). They are also able to read what people email to me when I open it

(via screen capture or some other means).

As soon as the doctor in NYC expressed an interest in working with me, I knew

that I might be in trouble safety-wise, and that I should change motels. This

is becuase I knew that what was being proposed by the doctor in NYC simply could

not be allowed to happen, as far as Big Pharma goes. (I finally had found a

collaborative and respectful doctor to work with, and the Natural Solutuons

Foundation represents " a horn that can immediately be heard around the world " .

Our three way collaboration would be too damaging to Big Pharma. It simply

could not occur.)

Well, I did not move motels. I booked another day, knowing my life was at risk

to do so. I am tired of running. I also thought " well, I might be OK staying

in this motel, for if I disappear now, right after this War Council conference,

everyone will know Big Pharma was behind this, and they are afraid of making a

martyr out of me " .

Instead of being fearful and moving motels, I baited Big Pharma with " a second

horn that can immediately be heard around the world " . As I was going to go up

to NYC soon anyway (to work with this particular doctor), I made an open offer

to speak to the Icarus Project. I wrote this material from " my hacked laptop " ,

and posted it all over the Internet. Either of these two avenues (the doctor in

NYC and the Natural Solutions Foundation, or my speaking at an Icarus Project

meeting), would quickly move forward the truth about the tremendous therapeutic

power of the entire range of nutrients " taken all at once " .

What an idiot I was in assuming that action would not be taken by what I was

writing, and what was being written to me, from this motel in NJ. I was dead

wrong in this assumption that I was safe emailing the parties that I was from

this motel in NJ. At this point in time, I am 99% percent certain that on or

about 8:30 PM Wednesday night an attempt was made to grab me and make me

disappear " Jimmy Hoffa style " . If I had pulled into the parking lot of this

motel even five minutes after I did, I would not have realized such, as I would

not have seen what I had. I am extremely lucky to be alive.

I immediately returned to Utica, NY the day after the above, after booking

another room for Wednesday night in Atlantic City, one that was not in my name.

Incidentally, I did go to the police that Thursday morning requesting an escort

to get my stuff out of the room of the motel. They would not escort me, but I

was told to go back to the motel and see if the car was still there (the one

that I was concerned about). The policeman I spoke to told me to copy down the

plate number of the car in question, and bring this number back to him so he

could run it. He told me if they did not like what they saw from running the

plate number, they would escort me back to my room to get my stuff.

Unfortunately, the car in question was gone. I emptied my room as quickly as

possible, and drove immediately back home.

Since I have been home, a number of strange things have occurred. These strange

things include (1) some phone calls being unable to be made from my cell phone,

(2) the email ability of my cell phone stopped working for two days (an event

Verizon could not explain, as even giving me a new phone did not help here), (3)

the furnace in the apartment of a friend and that I was crashing in quit

working, and (4) I read an email that stated that the Center For Science in the

Public Interest has asked the FDA to abolish the health claims of supplements

unless they go through the " drug approval process " . Maybe all these events are

not related to " the attempt to make me disappear in NJ " , but certainly some of

them are, at least in my opinion.

Conclusion

The bottom line of the above is that I have known for at years that if I succeed

in my goals, Big Pharma is doomed. They know this just as well as I do. I came

far too close to succeeding in NJ, and this was untenable to them.

I sincerely believe that some party hired by a drug company took a shot at

taking me out by grabbing me, and making me " disappear Jimmy Hoffa style " , on

January 6, 2010.

I now know (to the point of near certainty) that my fear of Big Pharma, since

they began repeatedly hacking computers I am using beginning in June 2006, was,

and is, justified. And I know at this point that if Big Pharma catches me alone

again, such that they can grab me and stuff me in a car without it being

witnessed by anyone, I am a dead man.

I have grown weary asking the world for help. My last call for help was prior to

this conference. This request netted me a single donation of $20, and a very

supportive card from an anonymous person, who remarked how courageous I was to

be doing what I was doing, I deeply appreciate the fact that at least one person

understands what I am trying to do, and gave me a bit of help. However, I am

done asking the world for help. As desperately as I need fiscal help in order to

continue my work (of trying to help the world), it may be " too little too late " .

Darman

http://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/