Guest guest Posted November 9, 2008 Report Share Posted November 9, 2008 HIV is a gift from god' M T SajuFirst Published : 07 Nov 2008 02:39:00 AM ISTLast Updated : 09 Nov 2008 01:51:26 AM IST Her friends called her `Radio' because she would chat all the while. That was a decade ago. " These days, TV is my husband, " says Daisy, sitting in her Chennai home at Kodambakkam, where she has been living for six years — alone, all this while. The air inside her old single-bedroom flat smells of spirit and dettol. Two small teddy bear dolls, facing each other, hang from the window. A Bible, two portraits of Jesus, some NGO guidelines for AIDS patients and a couple of pirated DVDs. That's all. The only expensive thing in the room is a laptop, property of the NGO with whom she is working. As we talk, Daisy opens a word file on her laptop. She is writing her memoirs. " I've completed 25 pages. I want to finish it as early as possible, " she says. The copy reads almost like a guideline for HIV-positive people. But that doesn't matter. It's just a beginning. Daisy has a lot to tell, even though she doubts whether words can ever explain the helplessness of a woman who unexpectedly gets to know about her HIV status while working in an orthodox Muslim country in the late 1990s. " I was working as a lab technician at a hospital in Oman. One day, a group of accident victims was admitted. Our blood bank was running out of stock. So I had to donate blood. The donor test was done. Out of the eight samples, only mine was HIV-positive. It was shocking. Fearing deportation, I kept my HIV status secret, " she says. Many sleepless nights followed. Finally, Daisy told her sister, who worked as a nurse in a nearby hospital, and a close friend. She got in touch with a person in Madurai who promised he would get her medicine to cure HIV patients. But there was a problem: the cost, around Rs 1 lakh, and who would find this amount? With her sister's help she somehow managed to get the money. But the medicine didn't work. For a while, she stayed at her sister's house. " Though my sister treated many HIV people, she was scared. Those days, in Oman they used to treat AIDS patients after covering the whole body. Nobody would enter those wards other than the duty doctor and nurses. So my sister advised me to go back to India, " says Daisy. Daisy was clueless about how she got infected until she saw her husband 's medical report. " When I came back I went to Vellore, my native place (in north Tamil Nadu). My husband was sick. His parents were taking care of my three-year-old daughter. At home, he confessed that he was HIV positive. " It was a frying-pan-to-fire situation for Daisy. She was forced to return to Oman. " I wanted to give my daughter a good education, for which I needed money. My husband was not earning a single rupee. So I decided to go back to work. " Daisy's husband was against this. To stop her, he tore up her passport. But she somehow managed to get a new passport and left for Oman. Back in Oman, things went from bad to worse. Her sister was not happy with her return. Then, her husband started harassing her over phone and letters. " My husband used to call me three times a day asking me to return. He alleged that I was having a relationship with someone. Having the virus was not a problem but torture by my husband was. " Finally, she returned to India. Her husband had circulated `notices' with her picture attached among her friends and relatives in Vellore, disclosing her HIV status. " Even my mother was scared to come near me, " she says. " I had to use a separate bathroom, towel and soap. It was disgusting. But I didn't want to live with my husband. " Frustrated, Daisy went back again to Oman where she was shifted to a hospital on Mazeera Island. But her husband didn't keep quiet. He fired his last salvo — a letter to the ruler. But the hospital authorities were sympathetic, though they asked her to undergo one more test, which she did. The result was the same. As she was getting ready for her return, she got a telegram from India: " is dead " . But it was too late. At Oman airport, everything was done in a hurry. " They stamped `contagious disease' on my visa, " she remembers. " Three rows before and behind me were kept vacant. But the airhostesses were nice, they treated me well. " The death of her husband was a turning point. " I met a couple of people from the NGOs in Chennai who advised me to continue to work for the welfare of HIV patients. Now, I am happy. I don't even worry about my disease. I am happy, " she says. " My only hope is my daughter, " she says and shows me the girl's photographs taken a couple of months ago when she attained puberty. Thank god, she is HIV-negative, " sighs Daisy. — saju.madhavankutty@... http://www.expressbuzz.com/edition/story.aspx?Title=%E2%80% 98HIV+is+a+gift+from+god%E2%80% 99 & artid=mZnjSebfaJM= & SectionID=f4OberbKin4= & MainSectionID=f4OberbKin4 = & SEO=HIV,+DAISY & SectionName=cxWvYpmNp4fBHAeKn3LcnQ== Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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