Guest guest Posted January 4, 2008 Report Share Posted January 4, 2008 thank you for all your kind and understanding words - it means so much to me that there are people who " get it " , and who are experiencing the same sort of struggle. it's such an isolating struggle, or at least it has been for me, until now. i've done some crying today (well as much as one can do with 8 and 11 year old boys all up in my face. lol)and spent some time alone to cry some more when my husband came home. i felt so sad for what i've done to my body and for the first time actually felt some compassion for myself instead of loathing - i kind of got in touch with the little girl I was, and acknowledged that this is the way i learned to cope, and it's no longer necessary to me. i think there might be some grief there as well - i'm losing my pacifier, in a way. it's so loaded, where is the bottom!? thanks again for your support and kind words! Kim Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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