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i just got a bunch of emails about the group, but i think this is how i get started ...i'm mj and i'm here for support ... i just started reading the book and i'm "making peace with food" or trying at least ... i really really like what the books says and feel like i'm starting to make progress, but i'm also feeling like i'm not because i'm having thoughts of going on a diet "just to drop some weight" because i've gained since starting to make peace with food ... i was already at my highest weight ever and i've stopped weighing myself, but i know i've gained even more because my pants are super tight ... the problem and only reason i'm having dieting thoughts is because i don't have the money to buy clothes that fit while i work on becoming an intuitive eater ... i don't make much $ to

begin with but on top of it i got myself into a lot of debt and about a year ago finally went to credit counseling so i can get out of debt so now i'm on a very tight budget ... so i literally have bras that are way too tight and falling apart, like 3 pairs of underwear that are comfortable, 3 pairs of pants that fit (and now one is getting really uncomfortable), and sweaters that hide my stomach - all other shirts, pants, etc are extremely tight and so they make me feel even worse ... i wish i could live in my pj's... wow i'm rambling - but i just wanted to find a group who might have some experience or know what i'm going through ... if i gain any more weight i won't be able to go to work because i won't have any clothes to go in, but i also don't want to give up on what i think will be a life changing process ... __________________________________________________