I am soooo sick and sooooo sad.

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I have the FLU. I don't think I have ever been this sick. I am soooo scared

that is going to get sick. My In-Laws were down for a visit this weekend

and as they were leaving my mother in law said if you want I will take

home with me (I am going to go to Oklahoma on Tuesday to close on our house)

so it would be from sunday-tuesday. I felt soooo bad and my husabnd has to go

to work tomorrow I just didn't know what I was going to do so I said ok. Now

my baby is GONE!!!! I can't stand it. EVERYTHING looks like him. We have sooo

many picture's on the wall of him and whenever I look at one I start crying. I

am soooooo sad. I am sooooo worried he won't nurse again when he sees me.

That woudl BREAK my heart.

Any idea's on what I can do when I get my baby back to make sure he nurses

again??

I can't believe he is gone. I was trying to rest (We ALWAYS take a nap

together) and I just cried and cried I NEED my baby!!!!!!!

I love you !!!!!!

SOOOOOO sad.

Amy