What a day!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Hello to all of you wonderful ladies,

I need to vent ... The Dr. called this morning and he said that he did not

think an hsg was necessary at this point. He feels we need to ttc and go

from there if we are not successful. I shared with him our concerns and he

said even the hsg was not a " for sure " thing, we could still have another ep

even if the hsg showed a clear tube. Does that seem correct??? I also

talked to the Dr. about this extra heavy bleeding I have had with this visit

from AF, as well as the 1st one after the ep. He does not seem too

concerned about that either....WELL let me tell you I, for 2 days did

nothing but bleed like there was no end, I do not think this is normal after

an ep (rupture) and a D & C...Does anyone know about this.

I went to work this morning only to find out, I am on a permanent " lunch

hour " . I had only been there since June 14 and know I am unemployed. I am

TOO AGGRESSIVE .... ever heard of being let go for being too aggressive not

to mention I tried to be too professional for a small town office. Oh well

nothing like feeling like a huge failure. Cannot keep a job, cannnot

conceive....

Well then I get a phone call from my mom --- my paternal grandpa is now in

Hospice of Cincinnati not expected to make it through the week...I get into

my car to go see him about 1 & 1/2 hour drive and my car breaks down on the

expressway on the way to see him.. My dh is unreachable today and my dad

and mom are at Hospice already also unreachable....My car finally started

and got me there and home, after sitting for 45 mins... Yes we have a cell

phone .. Where is it you ask?? Dh neglected to tell me he brought it in the

house to charge it, and well, it is on top of the refrigerator. Good place

for it huh??

I know there are lots of others that have it much worse, but today it seems

not to be so if you know what I mean....??? The 2 yr old does have

pneumonia and we spent all night Sat. and all day and night Sun. til 10:00pm

in the hospital with her. My fil was here at the house with her today in

the mist of my exciting day. Just call me Eyeore with a huge black cloud

following me around.

Well I have rambled enough and bored all of you thanks for listening..

I am a mess and on cd #5 of my 2nd cycle maybe I should go have a beer or 2.

Lots of Hugs to all of you,

e aka Eyeore

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