Cross Post... it will be my last one

April 13, 2012

Moderator's Note:

Anne, the members in the Chronic Pain group are very hard to scare folks. It is

really horrible that other groups were so frightened that they asked you to

leave. Many of us have been abandoned by friends and family so we can

understand your disappointment. You are welcome here. Gentle Hugs.

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It was brought to my attention that I scare people when I write in to the groups

I belong to at yahoo groups. So I am just checking in with every group I

belong to now to find out if it holds true for everyone or just a select few.

If we are friends on Facebook and I am a bother there too, please feel free to

unfriend me or tell me about it and I'll do it for you.

I have a lot of stuff medically going on in my life all at once usually if not

to me, with my Mom (who has tried her darnedest to die on me since July 2011,

but every time I have arrived just in time to stop that from happening.) Its

the inbred Paramedic in me I think.

If you don't want to be friends with me because " I may scare you " too. I'll

understand. I am getting used to being abandoned when I mention anything about

how scared I am by this whole AVN (avascular necrosis meaning that my bones are

dying from lack of oxygen rich blood is the easiest way to explain it I guess)

thing. All brought on my steroids and genetics. just like how I became

diabetic and on a pump. steroids and genetics.

My family doesn't really understand (but then again neither do I really), the

doctors don't understand how it is that I can't sleep at night due to pain

whether I use my crutches all day or stay in bed and only get out to go to the

bathroom. And the majority of the doctors act like I chose to have all the

allergies I do, just to make their life difficult or something. Really the

only person all these stupid allergies are hurting is ME.

Tonight on another group I have already left, it was pointed out quite

harshly that I scare people and therefore am no longer welcome. So if

anyone else feels that way, that I am unwelcome on any of the other groups I

have belonged to on yahoo groups some for quite awhile. I'll be leaving most or

all the groups so I " don't scare anyone else " . I am not mad, just heartbroken

that I'm not welcome anywhere anymore.

Sorry for being a bother or scaring everyone, or whatever politically

correct word you want to come up with to get rid of me. I am truly sorry!

Anne

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