I'm mad and just want to cry

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So I feel like I'm just getting the run around. I was given a referral to a pain

doctor and my primary doctor told me he spoke to them and asked questions and

gave them my history but instead he had some office person call and ask

questions and didn't do all the right stuff. I called and was told that because

I've already done alternative medicine that I'm a bad candidate and it's crazy.

So tomorrow I see my primary care doctor again and will have to get another

prescription and then switch my insurance and go see the other ones.

I am sick of being looked at like nothing is wrong with me. I've gained too much

weight just because I can't take my medicine the right way and be active, in

fear of I will run out and I follow all the rules and still get looked at badly.

this doctor is a Internal Medicine Doctor so I don't get why he can't continue

to give me what I need and instead he calls it this temporary fix. last time he

seen me he called me on the phone after he seen me and said some thing but I

couldn't understand him very well but what I thought he said was that he didn't

feel comfortable giving me methadone and was going to end up weaning me off,

that would suck since that's all that works.

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