Re: Tonight I'm being a Wimp

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Good luck, we care how things go for you.

" Sweet Goat Mama "

CarAlyn Eddy

www.goattracksmagazine.com

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hi ,

My guy gets really bummed out with the winter weather.  He will just stay in bed

all day and then he is up till about 3am.   That is when I feel neglected.  He

does not feel good and hasn't for months.  He has a bad sinus infection and will

be getting his nose cleaned out and a bone removed or something on the 10th so

he is quite anxious, I don't blame him.  This doctor does this sort of operation

several times a week and is highly recommended.  There is a 90 % rate that he

will be much better.  He is miserable right  now so I imagine he will feel

better.  He gets horrible sinus headaches from all the pressure.

You know, he also has chronic pain but says I complain more about mine.  Who

else am I supposed to talk to??  The winter weather doesn't bother me that much,

rain and all.  Except of course for all the body aches I am acquiring at 47yo,

body aches and such.  It hurts my hands to type too. 

It is pouring rain outside.  I used to go to yard sales in the rain.  I still

would if I had someone to go with.  Pain or no pain!  I love yard sales! 

We live outside of a small town and there aren't many yard sales right now I

don't think. I wish I could go back in time! I miss my birth father so much it

is so painful. We always would go to yard sales and even my sister but she has

moved away up North because her hubby did something stupid.

Hang in there .  I am listening out here too

We are getting my guys house in order in case something goes wrong in surgery. 

They are working really close to the brain.  I will have to remember not to get

caught up in an argument when he gets out of the hospital and keep my mouth

closed. 

He doesn't feel good and says things he doesn't mean to say.  He did that

yesterday and when he came to bed he noticed I was short and to the point/testy

he calls it, then I told him why. 

He had something about not wanting me to come to the hospital to visit him while

he is there over nite.  I told him that he hurt me and he said it was just

because he wasn't feeling well.  Plus the fact that I had gained weight and

can't hardly walk and yet bought ice cream and he is going to lose weight, he is

big, and then get doing things and won't be able to take care of me.  

I told him that I am not normally overweight!  I just can't exercise at the

moment and don't know how I could because of my bad back.  Btw,

I eat like a bird, so I will just cut my portions of ice cream down.  Yes, I

have a terrible sweet tooth, I love chocolate too!

Hang in there, we all can keep each other company and at least chat online.  I

gotta get up, my bum it killing me lol

gentle hugs, Coleen

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extra hugs for you know who out there

> wrote:

>I hate this winter weather. I think it's got a lot to do with my terrible mood,

just like I`m sure it doesn't help the rest of you.