Sorry I took it so hard!

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I jumped the gun to by thinking you were all pointing fingers at me

for a reason. With everything going on right now I guess I feel like

everyone is pointing a finger at me. I`ve never had to go through

losing anything before. Dealing with the sales companies, lawyers, and

worst of all wondering what the landlord will do to us for walking out

on our lease a year early.

The quicker we close the store down the easier it will be, it`s hard

to be there knowing whats going on, and it sure doesn`t help my pain

level any. We`ve shortened our hours to cut down on employee hours. I

wish so much that I could help there. But I have so much to do on the

bookkeeping end of it here I know I shouldn`t feel that way.

Now I will be living on the edge like so many of you. Just trying to

make it from day to day. Maybe some of my pain will let up when I get

it mostly all done. I know I`m not the only one who has it bad. Have to

go try and lay down.

Sorry again for taking everything so personal. R.

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wrote:

> Now I will be living on the edge like so many of you. Just trying to

> make it from day to day. Maybe some of my pain will let up when I get

> it mostly all done.

For awhile, you may find yourself feeling even more panicky than you do

now. Living close to the edge can be stressful. Dealing with it

properly, takes some getting used to.

> Sorry again for taking everything so personal.

That's something you'll really need to watch out for . People with

illness or pain can often get very self absorbed and start thinking that

everything is all about them. Or, if it isn't, it should be :-)

I've been in pain for a very long time. I've learned that very little

(if anything at all) that the next person is thinking, has anything to

do with me. Besides, there's no point in me worrying about what the next

person thinks, because I have no control over it anyway. Assuming

anyone has me on his/her mind is a waste of my energy. <grin>

One of my favourite old lines is " Me! Me! It's all about Me!!!

--

Lyndi