Re; Recovery

[Guest guest]

Dear Liz;

Thank you, for the kind words.  I must admit I'm having a lot of for what I call

strange pain since the last operation.  Its much deeper than I normally have and

feels like I have a steel cage around my middle.  

And the meds that my doctor has prescribed are not handling the pain well, and I

fear contacting him and saying I need something heavier, I've been so spaced out

in the past on pain medications that I hate to return to that road I was on such

a heavy load of pain medications that I ended up with what is called rebound

migraines that never stopped for 6 months I had a continual migraine that was

crippling. I even cut off all my hair and it was almost to my waist when I did

so thinking ok maybe its the weight of my hair unfortunately I learned that it

wasn't any effect on the migraines at all.  So now I'm back to trying to grow it

back out as I had it cut really short for this last surgery so that I didn't

have to contend with hair problems.

I am also suffering more with depression since this last operation.  I know I

need to contact my doctor about it I again just hate medications.  I guess I'm

not coping very well presently, and I'm trying to do research for a

agriculture/aquaponics facility we want to open here. And running two new groups

here on yahoo as well and I feel like I'm in a rut and simply can't get things

done to my satisfaction as I'm a typical Type AAA personality so being pretty

much bed ridden until at least the 10th of this month perhaps longer is slowly

driving me nuts.

Hugs to everyone who is in pain, and frustrated your not alone.

Mist

[Guest guest]

Dear Mist,

PLEASE contact your doctor as I can tell that that you are is severe pain and it

makes my heart ache knowing that you are suffering so badly.I do know what you

are saying with not liking the heavy drugs but sometimes we just dont have a

choice.

Yes you do also sound depressed and I wanted to let you know that I am here for

you should you need someone to vent to or to just talk.

I would like to say that maybe you need to just leave everything and take some

time out for yourself but somehow I dont think you will, I do think you should

though.

I so hope things become easier for you very soon and please remember I am always

here should you need a shoulder.

Lots of hugs,

Liza

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> Dear Liz;

> Thank you, for the kind words.  I must admit I'm having a lot of for what I

call strange pain since the last operation.  Its much deeper than I normally

have and feels like I have a steel cage around my middle.