fresh start

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When we go to sleep each night.The next morning is called a fresh start What is

it called when you can't sleep.

Due to stress & pain & my mind going a mile a second I haven't been sleeping

lately.

I have done my nightly rituals.I even have lavender milk bathes,with calming

incense burning with candles.Can't be a Wiccan without candles LOL Getting out

of the bath can be daunting at times So can't getting in. I know many different

ways to relax but they aren't working right now.

I am extremely stressed out With everything going on I feel like I am going to

snap. I'm torn apart in so many directions. So I deal with hubby's nightmares,

My

youngest son working really hard & long hours. My father dying, My mother

falling

apart, younger brothers fighting about everything mom & I decide to do with

dad's arrangements. They think it's horrid We think it needs to be done & paid

for, for when he does die. My oldest brothers wife thinks we need to take care

of

dad at home instead of the nursing home that has everything he needs including

pain meds & his doctor on call. We have to pay for the things he really

needs. It's really hard on mom She is falling apart & calls me to cry or bitch

I'm

the only one in my family she does this too.

Since I can't sleep I have been

doing a lot of crafts. Hubby says we are running out of room & I better start

looking for craft fairs to sell some of this stuff I have been making a lot of

jewelry; painted different style piggy banks, & wooden boxes. Hubby says I need

to

sell some to make room for more or go to sleep.

Blessed be,

Ms.Katurah