Jo

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ROBIN I DON'T THINK I HAVE CANCER

I HOPE AND PRAY YOU'RE RIGHT, JO.

LOVE,

SCOTT

[Guest guest]

JO... I THINK YOU ARE RIGHT, HON !!! 8^)

ROBIN I DON'T THINK I HAVE CANCER. I THINK THE DRS ARE WRONG. BUT

WHATEVER THE OUTCOME IT IS IN GODS HANDS NOW AND I KNOW HE WILL TAKE

CARE OF ME. I WILL HAVE TO HAVE THE NODES REMOVED FROM MY VOCAL CORDS

BUT I DON'T THINK THEY WILL FIND ANY CANCER THERE. LUV JO

                              

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[Guest guest]

CINDY I HAVETO GET UP ANYWAY LOL. I HAVE TO FIX BREAKFAST FOR MY UNCLE

AND MAKE SURE HE TAKES HIS MEDS. I USED TO JUST LAY THEM OUT ON THE

TABLE AND LET HIM TAKE THEM BUT I STARTED FINDING A FEW PILLS HE PUSHED

HERE AND THERE SO I HAVE TO WATCH HIM TO MAKE SURE HE GETS THEM ALL

TAKEN. HE IS LIKE A CHILD AT TIMES BUT THEN IF HE DIDN'T NEED SOMEONE TO

WATCH HIM I WOULD NOT BE HERE. ITS NICE TO KNOW YOU ARE NEEDED AND CAN

DO SOMETHING. I HAVE BEEN LIVING WITH AND TAKING CARE OF HIM FOR 6 YEARS

NOW AND IT IS THE LONGEST TIME I HAVE BEEN OUT OF THE MENTAL WARD IN 20

YEARS. LUV JO

                              

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JO, IF CAGE ISN'T THERE AND YOU FEEL THAT YOU CANNOT GET OUT OF BED, DO

IT FOR US. WE ARE HERE AND WAITING FOR YOU WHENEVER YOU CAN MAKE IT.

HUGS,

CINDY

> I'M DOING THE BEST I CAN TO TAKE CARE OF ME AND CAGE. SOME TIMES I THINK

> IF IT WERE NOT FOR HIM I WOULD NOT GET OUT OF BED. TODAY WAS ONE OF

> THOSE DAYS LUCKY HE SPENT THE NIGHT LAST NIGHT. LUV JO

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jowaca@... wrote:

>> ROBIN I DON'T THINK I HAVE CANCER. I THINK THE DRS ARE WRONG. BUT

>> WHATEVER THE OUTCOME IT IS IN GODS HANDS NOW AND I KNOW HE WILL TAKE

>> CARE OF ME. I WILL HAVE TO HAVE THE NODES REMOVED FROM MY VOCAL CORDS

>> BUT I DON'T THINK THEY WILL FIND ANY CANCER THERE. LUV JO

>>

DEAR, DEAR JO . . .

I HAVE BEEN MEANING TO COME IN ON THIS THREAD FOR A FEW DAYS, BUT HAVE BEEN

SO OUT OF IT A GOOD PART OF THE TIME I EITHER DON'T THINK OF IT, OR WHEN I

DO, IT'S WHEN I COULDN'T TYPE MY WAY OUT OF A FIRST GRADE ENGLISH

ASSIGNMENT.

JUST TO CHIME IN WITH SO MANY OTHERS WHO HAVE OFFERED PRAYERS AND

ENCOURAGEMENT TO LET YOU KNOW THAT THE SWAMI HOUSEHOLD IS PULLING FOR YOU

BIG TIME. YOUR COURAGE AND TONE OF YOUR POSTS IS A BLESSING TO READ.

HUGS TO YA,

ALLAN ++ BUBBA " CAN YOU HEAR ME I'M WHISPERING " SWAMI

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>>AT LEAST EVERYONE CAN

>> LAUGH ABOUT IT NOW AS LONG ASI AM IN LA-LA LAND THEY CAN STICK AWAY

>> BUT NOT WHEN I'M ALL THERE NOPE. WISH ME LUCK TUESDAY!!!! LUV JO

>>

JO . . . I DON'T KNOW IF THERE'S BEEN AN OFFICIAL VOTE TAKEN, BUT HAS

ANYONE TOLD YOU THAT WE BELIEVE YOU ARE " ALL THERE " NOW?

<HOWLING WITH BUBBA-FIED LAUGHTER, OVER-EASY, OF COURSE>

HUGS TO YA, YOU BRAVE FRIEND OF OURS,

ALLAN ++ BUBBA " YOU KNOW I'VE THOUGHT FOR A LONG TIME THAT SWAMI FELLER

AIN'T BEEN RIGHT IN THE HEAD " SWAMI

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>> I HAVE BEEN LIVING WITH AND TAKING

>> CARE OF HIM FOR 6 YEARS NOW AND IT IS THE LONGEST TIME I HAVE BEEN

>> OUT OF THE MENTAL WARD IN 20 YEARS. LUV JO

>>

JO, HON, WE CAN TAKE CARE OF THAT RIGHT AWAY. HELL, WE'LL JUST THROW UP A

FENCE AROUND THE PLACE, AND YOU'LL BE " HOME AGAIN " . THAT'S WHAT THEY'VE

DONE HERE AT SWAMI GARDENS, THE SMALL BRANCH OF SUNNY HILLS WHERE I LIVE.

JUST A THOUGHT IF YOU ARE MISSING IT TOO BADLY. WORKED FOR ME.

HUGS TO FROM BEHIND MY FENCE HERE AT SWAMI GARDENS,

ALLAN ++ BUBBA " I'M TELLIN' YE, ETHEL, THAT SWAMI BOY IS TROUBLE AND HE

SHOULD BE PUT AWAY, THAT'S ALL I'M A SAYIN' " SWAMI

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TONI THIS MAKES PERFECT SENSE TO ME. I AM MARRIED TO WHICH MOST OF THE

TIME MY HUSBAND WISHES HE WASN'T. HE DOES HELP A LOT AROUND THE HOUSE.

HE HELPS WITH THE LAUNDRY CLEANS THE KITCHEN AFTER I COOK ANY TIME I

NEED HIM TO GO SHOPPING HE DOES. HE EVEN PICKS UP MY GRANDSON EVEN THOU

HE WOULD RATHER NOT HAVE HIM AROUND SOMETIMES. MY HUSBAND HAS A TEMPER

SO WE HAVE SOME REAL GOOD YELLING MATCHES AND I HAVE PUNCHED HIM A FEW

TIMES BUT HE HASN'T HIT ME YET. WE HAVE HAD PEACE AND QUIET FOR A MONTH

CAUSE I CAN'T TALK LOUD ENOUGH TO START AN ARGUMENT. NOT BEING ABLE TO

ARGUE HAS MY STRESS LEVEL UP. IT ALSO GETS RID OF TELEMARKETERS TOO SO

THATS A PLUS. FIRST THING I'M GOING TO DO WHEN I GET MY VOICE BACK IF I

EVER DO IS START A GOOD FUSSING MATCH WITH MY HUBBY LOL. NOW YOU KNOW

WHY EVERYONE HERE IS GLAD I CAN'T TALK EXCEPT ME. LUV JO

                              

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HI JO,

LISTEN TO CINDY, SHE IS SO RIGHT. I AM JUST GETTING TO KNOW YOU AND SO FAR I LIKE WHAT I HAVE LEARNT. YOU SOUND LIKE A GOOD FRIEND, GOOD MOM, AND A VERY PROUD GRANDMA. I REALLY DO UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU ARE SAYING. IT HAS TO BE EVEN TOUGHER FOR YOU, BECAUSE, IF I REMEMBER RIGHT, YOU ARE NOT MARRIED AT THIS TIME. I AM LUCKY TO HAVE THE SUPPORT OF MY HUSBAND AND I LOVE HIM A LOT, BUT SOMETIMES I WISH I DIDN'T HAVE A HUSBAND. I KNOW THAT SOUNDS HARSH, BUT THE REASON I SAY IT IS, I SEE ALL THIS STUFF THAT NEEDS TO BE DONE AROUND THE HOUSE. HE SAYS ALL THE TIME THAT HE IS GOING TO GET IT DONE. BUT IT DOESN'T HAPPEN, YET, I DO REALIZE HE IS UNDER SO MUCH STRESS AT WORK THAT IT'S NOT FAIR FOR ME TO BE SO MAD. SO, THE WAY I SEE IT, IF I DIDN'T HAVE A HUSBAND, I WOULD ONLY HAVE MYSELF TO BE MAD AT. I GET HARDER TO LIVE WITH WHEN MY ANGER GROWS. AGAIN, IF HE WASN'T HERE, I COULD NOT INFECT ON HIM THE TERRIBLE PERSON I !

HAVE BECOME.

I HOPE THIS MADE SOME SENSE TO YOU.

TONI

[Guest guest]

NOT AS FAR AS I AM CONCERNED IT WOULDN'T. I THINK SHE WOULD BE BETTER

OFF WITHOUT HIM. ALL SHE IS GONNA HAVEAFTER THE BABY IS BORN IS ANOTHER

MOUTH TO FEED AND CARE FOR CAUSE HE IS NOT GONNA WORK AND HELP HER WITH

THE BABY. PLUS SHE DOESN'T TRUST HIM AND IT MAKES HER MISERABLE. I TOLD

HER SHE CAN'T HAVE A RELATIONSHIP WITHOUT TRUST IT WILL NEVER WORK. I

HAVE DECIDED THAT SHE IS A LOT LIKE HER DAD THOU BUT THAT SHE IS GOING

TO HAVETO WORK OUT ON HER OWN. LUV JO

                              

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JO, SORRY APRIL IS DEPRESSED AND WORRYING YOU! BUT ALL THE SAME, WOULD IT REALLY BE A BAD THING IF SHE LOST THIS JERK?/

ROBIN

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WE WENT TO BARNHILLS. THEY HAVE LIKE 9 BUFFET TABLES SO LOTS OF CHOICES.GREAT FOOD TOO ATE WAY TOO MUCH LOL. I GOTINTO MY CHANGE JAR AND GAVECAGE THE MONEY TO BUY HIS MOM HER FOOD AND HIS. HE PAID FOR IT ALL INQUARTERS I COULDN'T GET IT CHANGED INTO DOLLARS BUTTHAT WAS OK THEYTHOUGHT IT WAS CUTE LOL. WE HAD A GOOD TIME BUT APRIL WAS SO DEPRESSED IAM WORRIED ABOUT HER. BUT SHE WILL TALK ABOUT IT WHEN SHE GETS READY ANDNOT UNTIL THEN. LUV JO http://community.webtv.net/jowaca/JOSFAVORITEPICTURES

[Guest guest]

I WILL PROBABLY HEAR ALL ABOUT IT TODAY WHEN I TAKE CAGE HOME. THERE WAS

TOO MANY PPL AROUND YESTERDAY FOR HER TO SAY MUCH. SHE SOUNDED LIKE SHE

WAS IN A BETTER MOOD LAST NIGHT. MAYBE SHEJST NEEDED SOME TIME TO

HERSELF. SHE HAS TO LEARN HOW TO HANDLE RELATIONSHIPS. SHE TOLD ME THAT

MY NOT BRINGING MY BOYFRIENDS HOME UNLESS THEY GOT SERIOUS HURT HER

BECAUSE SHE DIDN'T LEARN HOW TO DEAL WITH MEN AND THE FACT THAT I NEVER

LET ANYONE BUT ME TELL HER WHAT TO DO DIDN'T HELP EITHER. BUT IF I HAD

IT TO DO OVER I WOULD DO THE SAME THING. WHEN YOU DATE YOU DATE NOT GOOD

TO DRAG A LOT OF GUYS HOME FOR YOUR KID TO START LIKING WHEN THEY AREN'T

GOING TO BE AROUND THAT LONG. LUV JO

                              

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HI JO, NEVER HEARD OF THE PLACE BUT GLAD YOU HAD A GOOD TIME. SOUNDS

LIKE TONS OF FOOD THERE, MY KIND OF PLACE, LOL. I BET THAT WAS SO CUTE

OF CAGE BUYING HIM AND HIS MOM THEIR DINNER. APRIL SOUNDS LIKE MY

ASHLEY, SHE WILL TALK WHEN SHE IS READY AND NOT BEFORE. HANG IN THERE.

CINDY

> WE WENT TO BARNHILLS. THEY HAVE LIKE 9 BUFFET TABLES SO LOTS OF CHOICES.

> GREAT FOOD TOO ATE WAY TOO MUCH LOL. I GOTINTO MY CHANGE JAR AND GAVE

> CAGE THE MONEY TO BUY HIS MOM HER FOOD AND HIS. HE PAID FOR IT ALL IN

> QUARTERS I COULDN'T GET IT CHANGED INTO DOLLARS BUTTHAT WAS OK THEY

> THOUGHT IT WAS CUTE LOL. WE HAD A GOOD TIME BUT APRIL WAS SO DEPRESSED I

> AM WORRIED ABOUT HER. BUT SHE WILL TALK ABOUT IT WHEN SHE GETS READY AND

> NOT UNTIL THEN. LUV JO

>

>

[Guest guest]

AW, JO ! THATS A SHAME ABOUT APRIL, HON !! NO WONDER SHES DEPRESSED IF

SHE DOESNT TRUST HIM !!! 8^)

NOT AS FAR AS I AM CONCERNED IT WOULDN'T. I THINK SHE WOULD BE BETTER

OFF WITHOUT HIM. ALL SHE IS GONNA HAVEAFTER THE BABY IS BORN IS ANOTHER

MOUTH TO FEED AND CARE FOR CAUSE HE IS NOT GONNA WORK AND HELP HER WITH

THE BABY. PLUS SHE DOESN'T TRUST HIM AND IT MAKES HER MISERABLE. I TOLD

HER SHE CAN'T HAVE A RELATIONSHIP WITHOUT TRUST IT WILL NEVER WORK. I

HAVE DECIDED THAT SHE IS A LOT LIKE HER DAD THOU BUT THAT SHE IS GOING

TO HAVETO WORK OUT ON HER OWN. LUV JO

                              

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[Guest guest]

SCOTT THIS WAS 20 YEARS AGO AND AT THE TIME IF YOU WERE ACTIVE DUTY YOU

COULD NOT SUE. IF YOU ARE ACTIVE DUTY NOW YOU HAVE TO GET THE

GOVERNMENTS PERMISSION TO DO SO. MOST DON'T GET GRANTED THE RIGHT TO

SUE. I TRIED AND FOUND OUT THAT I COULD NOT SUE THEM AND SINCE I DID NOT

DIE NEITHER COULD MY FAMILY. LUV JO

                              

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CAN'T SUE THE MILITARY!!!!

"BE"

OH YES YOU CAN! IF YOU HAVE GROUNDS TO INVOKE THE FTCA, YOU CAN SUE THE GOV'T AND MILITARY. DIDN'T YOU FILL OUT A CA-1? EVERYTHING YOU SAID SHOULD BE COVERED BY FECA THROUGH DOL/OWCP.

SCOTT

[Guest guest]

JO, GLAD YOU SURVIVED THE TRIP TO THE PARK. CAN I COME NEXT TIME????

CINDY

> THANKS SCOTT WE LOVE YOU TO. SPENT MY AFTERNOON AT THE PARK AND TAKING

> MY DAUGHTER HERE AND THERE LOOKING FOR GOD KNOWS WHAT. AFTER THE PARK I

> WAS MORE THAN READY TO COME HOME LOL. WEATHER KEEPS CHANGING. WHAT TIME

> WE WERE AT THE PARK AND IT WENT FROM COOL TO HOT AND BACK TO COOL. WHEN

> I TOOK APRIL TO WALMARTS IT WAS SPRINKLING RAIN. BEFORE WE LEFT IT WAS

> BACK UP TO 84* BY THIS TIME MY BACK WAS SPASMING OUT ON ME. STILL HAD TO

> TAKE HER TO ONE MORE STORE SHE WAS CRAVING SOMETHING WHAT EVEN SHE DON'T

> KNOW GLAD I CAN'T GET PREGNANT ANYMORE. I FINALLY GOT HOME TO A HUNGRY

> HUSBAND AND HAD TO FINSH COOKING SUPPER SINCE I WAS BRINGING IT WITH ME

> BUT HUBBY HAD COOKED THE MEAT. NOW I AM FINALLY GETTING TO REST MY BACK

> FOR A WHILE BEFORE I STRAIGHTEN UP THE KITCHEN AND RUN THE DISHWASHER.

> AT LEAST I SURVIVED THE TRIP TO THE PARK AND BACK WASN'T SURE I WOULD.

> LUV JO

>

>

>                               

>

>

>

>

> http://community.webtv.net/jowaca/JOSFAVORITEPICTURES

>

>

> In a message dated 5/16/02 11:14:48 AM Pacific Daylight Time,

> jowaca@w... writes:

>

>

> > CINDY LISTEN TO SCOTT. AND SCOTT I AMSO GLAD YOU REALIZED THAT WE ALL

> > LOVE AND CARE ABOUT EACH OTHER. WE HAVE HAD A FEW THAT JOINED AND THEN

> > UNJOINED BECAUSE WE DO MORE THAN PUT INFO OUT FOR EVERY ONE. BUT IF ALL=

> > WE DID WAS SEND OUT STUFF WE WOULD NOT BE THE FAMILY WE ARE. WE LAUGH

> > TOGETHER CRY TOGETHER AND LEARN FROM EACH OTHER. WE EVEN HELP EACH OTHE=

R

> > LEARN HOW TO DEAL WITH THESE DDS IN OUR OWN WAY AND WE SAY THAT DIDN'T

> > WORK FOR ME BUT I'M GLAD IT WORKS FOR YOU. AND WE MEAN IT. ALL OF US IN=

> > ONE WAY OR ANOTHER IS ALONE WITH THESE DDS NOT BECAUSE WE LIVE ALONE BU=

T

> > BECAUSE THEY DO NOT UNDERSTAND US OR WHAT WE ARE FEELING. LUV JO

>

> HI JO,

>

> WOW, IF I EVER LOCATE MY BRAIN, MAYBE I CAN BE AS PRECISE AND ELOQUENT AS=

> THIS! I GET VERY VERBOSE TRYING TO SAY WHAT YOU SAY HERE. BINGO!!!!!!! =

> THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I'VE BEEN TRYING TO SAY. I'M APPLAUDING YOU, SERIOU=

SLY.

> EXCELLENT!!!!

>

> I LOVE YOU ALL,

> SCOTT

[Guest guest]

ANYTIME LOL ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS TAKE TURNS PUSHING THE SWING FAST AND

HIGH LOL. OH YEAH YOU HAVE TO SLIDE DOWN THE SLIDE TOO AND SOME TIMES

CATCH AND SWING A 60# BOY LOL. BUT MOSTTIMES ITS FUN TO BE THERE WITH

HIM. HE GOT MAD CAUSE I WOULD NOT CLIMB THE MONKEY BARS AND HANG UPSIDE

DOWN. I USUALLY DO AND HE GETS A BIG KICK OUT OF IT. LUV JO

                              

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JO, GLAD YOU SURVIVED THE TRIP TO THE PARK. CAN I COME NEXT TIME????

CINDY

> THANKS SCOTT WE LOVE YOU TO. SPENT MY AFTERNOON AT THE PARK AND TAKING

> MY DAUGHTER HERE AND THERE LOOKING FOR GOD KNOWS WHAT. AFTER THE PARK I

> WAS MORE THAN READY TO COME HOME LOL. WEATHER KEEPS CHANGING. WHAT TIME

> WE WERE AT THE PARK AND IT WENT FROM COOL TO HOT AND BACK TO COOL. WHEN

> I TOOK APRIL TO WALMARTS IT WAS SPRINKLING RAIN. BEFORE WE LEFT IT WAS

> BACK UP TO 84* BY THIS TIME MY BACK WAS SPASMING OUT ON ME. STILL HAD TO

> TAKE HER TO ONE MORE STORE SHE WAS CRAVING SOMETHING WHAT EVEN SHE DON'T

> KNOW GLAD I CAN'T GET PREGNANT ANYMORE. I FINALLY GOT HOME TO A HUNGRY

> HUSBAND AND HAD TO FINSH COOKING SUPPER SINCE I WAS BRINGING IT WITH ME

> BUT HUBBY HAD COOKED THE MEAT. NOW I AM FINALLY GETTING TO REST MY BACK

> FOR A WHILE BEFORE I STRAIGHTEN UP THE KITCHEN AND RUN THE DISHWASHER.

> AT LEAST I SURVIVED THE TRIP TO THE PARK AND BACK WASN'T SURE I WOULD.

> LUV JO

>

>

>                               

>

>

>

>

> http://community.webtv.net/jowaca/JOSFAVORITEPICTURES

>

>

> In a message dated 5/16/02 11:14:48 AM Pacific Daylight Time,

> jowaca@w... writes:

>

>

> > CINDY LISTEN TO SCOTT. AND SCOTT I AMSO GLAD YOU REALIZED THAT WE ALL

> > LOVE AND CARE ABOUT EACH OTHER. WE HAVE HAD A FEW THAT JOINED AND THEN

> > UNJOINED BECAUSE WE DO MORE THAN PUT INFO OUT FOR EVERY ONE. BUT IF ALL=

> > WE DID WAS SEND OUT STUFF WE WOULD NOT BE THE FAMILY WE ARE. WE LAUGH

> > TOGETHER CRY TOGETHER AND LEARN FROM EACH OTHER. WE EVEN HELP EACH OTHE=

R

> > LEARN HOW TO DEAL WITH THESE DDS IN OUR OWN WAY AND WE SAY THAT DIDN'T

> > WORK FOR ME BUT I'M GLAD IT WORKS FOR YOU. AND WE MEAN IT. ALL OF US IN=

> > ONE WAY OR ANOTHER IS ALONE WITH THESE DDS NOT BECAUSE WE LIVE ALONE BU=

T

> > BECAUSE THEY DO NOT UNDERSTAND US OR WHAT WE ARE FEELING. LUV JO

>

> HI JO,

>

> WOW, IF I EVER LOCATE MY BRAIN, MAYBE I CAN BE AS PRECISE AND ELOQUENT AS=

> THIS! I GET VERY VERBOSE TRYING TO SAY WHAT YOU SAY HERE. BINGO!!!!!!! =

> THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I'VE BEEN TRYING TO SAY. I'M APPLAUDING YOU, SERIOU=

SLY.

> EXCELLENT!!!!

>

> I LOVE YOU ALL,

> SCOTT

[Guest guest]

I WOULD LOVE TO SEE YOU ON THE MONKEY BARS!!!! WISH I COULD STILL DO

STUFF LIKE THAT. LOL

CINDY

> ANYTIME LOL ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS TAKE TURNS PUSHING THE SWING FAST AND

> HIGH LOL. OH YEAH YOU HAVE TO SLIDE DOWN THE SLIDE TOO AND SOME TIMES

> CATCH AND SWING A 60# BOY LOL. BUT MOSTTIMES ITS FUN TO BE THERE WITH

> HIM. HE GOT MAD CAUSE I WOULD NOT CLIMB THE MONKEY BARS AND HANG UPSIDE

> DOWN. I USUALLY DO AND HE GETS A BIG KICK OUT OF IT. LUV JO

[Guest guest]

I'M STILL A BIG KID. I DO THINGS FOR CAGE YOU WOULD NOT CATCH ME DOING

FOR ANYONE ELSE. SPECIALLY THE THINGS THAT MAKE ME HURT. LUV JO

                              

http://community.webtv.net/jowaca/JOSFAVORITEPICTURES

I WOULD LOVE TO SEE YOU ON THE MONKEY BARS!!!! WISH I COULD STILL DO

STUFF LIKE THAT. LOL

CINDY

> ANYTIME LOL ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS TAKE TURNS PUSHING THE SWING FAST AND

> HIGH LOL. OH YEAH YOU HAVE TO SLIDE DOWN THE SLIDE TOO AND SOME TIMES

> CATCH AND SWING A 60# BOY LOL. BUT MOSTTIMES ITS FUN TO BE THERE WITH

> HIM. HE GOT MAD CAUSE I WOULD NOT CLIMB THE MONKEY BARS AND HANG UPSIDE

> DOWN. I USUALLY DO AND HE GETS A BIG KICK OUT OF IT. LUV JO

[Guest guest]

THATS WHAT GRANDMA'S ARE FOR AREN'T THEY? LOL

CINDY

> I'M STILL A BIG KID. I DO THINGS FOR CAGE YOU WOULD NOT CATCH ME DOING

> FOR ANYONE ELSE. SPECIALLY THE THINGS THAT MAKE ME HURT. LUV JO

>

>

[Guest guest]

LAST I HEARD IT WAS. BUT THE RULES MAY HAVE CHANGED SINCE THEN LOL. LUV

JO

                              

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THATS WHAT GRANDMA'S ARE FOR AREN'T THEY? LOL

CINDY

> I'M STILL A BIG KID. I DO THINGS FOR CAGE YOU WOULD NOT CATCH ME DOING

> FOR ANYONE ELSE. SPECIALLY THE THINGS THAT MAKE ME HURT. LUV JO

>

>

[Guest guest]

You ARE WELCOME. IF YOU HEAR MUCH FROm ME DON'T WORRY MY KEYBOARD IS

BROKEN.LUV JO

                              

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NEVER LET IT BE SAID THAT YOU GUYS ARE JUST TOKENS. YOU ARE A VITAL PART

OF THIS GROUP. LUV JO

THANK YOU JO,

SCOTT

[Guest guest]

AND YOU LOVED EVERY MINUTE OF IT!! SO GLAD YOU HAD FUN.IT'S TO BAD WE HAVE

TO PAY FOR IT BUT IF IT'S WORTH IT, NO BIG DEAL.

HUGS

SHARON

When your up to your butt in alligators, it's hard to remember your 1st

objective was to drain the swamp.

Sharon

Re: JO

ANYTIME LOL ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS TAKE TURNS PUSHING THE SWING FAST AND

HIGH LOL. OH YEAH YOU HAVE TO SLIDE DOWN THE SLIDE TOO AND SOME TIMES

CATCH AND SWING A 60# BOY LOL. BUT MOSTTIMES ITS FUN TO BE THERE WITH

HIM. HE GOT MAD CAUSE I WOULD NOT CLIMB THE MONKEY BARS AND HANG UPSIDE

DOWN. I USUALLY DO AND HE GETS A BIG KICK OUT OF IT. LUV JO

                              

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[Guest guest]

YES SHARON I DO ENJOY IT AND I PAY AFTERWARDS BUT THAT IS OK. THE SMILES

ON CAGES FACE IS WORTH THAT AND MUCH MORE.AND ALWAYS WILL BE. I TAKE

THIS GRANNY BUSINESS VERY SERIOUS THAT IS THE REASON HE IS SO SPOILED.HE

ALWAYS GETS A SMALL TOY WHEN HE GOES WITH ME TO WALMART BUT HE THREW A

FIT THE OTHER DAY AND DIDN'T GET ONE. I THINK HE WAS IN SHOCK THAT I

WOULD WAL AWAY AND SAY NO TOY IF YOU WANT TO THROW A FIT THROW A GOOD

ONE BUT IF YOU WANT A TOY MIND YOU CAN'T HAVE IT BOTH WAYS, APRIL TOLD

HIM HE WAS LUCKY I DIDN'T THROW A FIT WITH HIM. BUT I DID GET HIM SOME

TREATS AT THE GROCERY STORE. BUT HE WAS GOOD IN THE STORE AND MNDED. LUV

JO

                              

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AND YOU LOVED EVERY MINUTE OF IT!! SO GLAD YOU HAD FUN.IT'S TO BAD WE HAVE

TO PAY FOR IT BUT IF IT'S WORTH IT, NO BIG DEAL.

HUGS

SHARON

When your up to your butt in alligators, it's hard to remember your 1st

objective was to drain the swamp.

Sharon

Re: JO

ANYTIME LOL ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS TAKE TURNS PUSHING THE SWING FAST AND

HIGH LOL. OH YEAH YOU HAVE TO SLIDE DOWN THE SLIDE TOO AND SOME TIMES

CATCH AND SWING A 60# BOY LOL. BUT MOSTTIMES ITS FUN TO BE THERE WITH

HIM. HE GOT MAD CAUSE I WOULD NOT CLIMB THE MONKEY BARS AND HANG UPSIDE

DOWN. I USUALLY DO AND HE GETS A BIG KICK OUT OF IT. LUV JO

                              

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[Guest guest]

I HOPE THE COURTS HANG HIM BY

HIS BALLS WITH A RAWHIDE ROPE. LUV JO

I LIKE THAT!!! IT'S WORTHY OF A "YOU KNOW YOU'RE A REDNECK IF..." JOKE. SHOULD THEY MAKE ROCKY MOUNTAIN OYSTERS FIRST, LOL?

SCOTT

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HE IS SWEET AND YES I AM VERY LUCKY TO HAVE HIM. I AM STARTING TO GET

EXCITED ABOUT THE BABY SHE IS CARRYING NOW TOO. I GUES ITS FROM ALL THE

TALK ABOUT THE ULTRA SOUND A WATCHING IT KICK HER BELLY ITS A BABY NOW

LOL. AT LEAST I AM GOING TO BE HERE TO SEE IT BE BORN AND TO HOLD IT. I

ALREADY LOVE IT AS IT IS A PART OF APRIL. I WONDER IF SHE WILL BE

JEALOUS OF THIS ONE. SHE IS JEALOUS OF CAGE AND ADMITS IT LOL. SHE SAID

BEFORE HE CAME ALONG SHE WAS THE BABY AND GOT EVERYTHING SHE WANTED NOW

HE GETS EVERYTHING HE WANTS. I HAVE A BASSENETT PICKED OUT THAT I AM

GETTING THE FIRST OF JUNE AND I'M PUTTING A BABYBED ON LAYAWAY AT THE

SAME TIME THAT IS FOR HERE. AND I HAVE BEEN PRICING PLAYPENS. IF THIS

BABY IS LIKE CAGE IT WILL BE A WASTE OF MONEY AS HE WOULD NOT STAY IN

HIS PLAYPEN HE WANTED TO BE ON A QUILT ON THE FLOOR . LUV U JO

                              

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AW JO, CAGE SOUNDS LIKE SUCH A SWEET LITTLE GUY. HOPE YOU ARE FEELING

BETTER NOW.

CINDY

> I ENJOY BEING WITH CAGE VERY MUCH BUT I AM LEARNING TO PUNSH HIM AS IT

> FITS. WHEN HE DIDN'T GET HIS TOY HE WATCHED ME FOR A WHILE I WS NOT

> HAPPY I HAD TO PUNISH HIM AND HE KNEW IT. BUT THERE COMES A TIME WHEN

> YOU HAVE TO SAY NO.HE BEHAVED THE REST OF THE DAY NO MORE FITS. I COULD

> HAVE SPANKED HIM BUT NOT GETTING A TOY IS A BETTER LESSON TO A 4 Y/O

> THAN A SPANKING. PLUS WHEN I GOT HIM HOME HE CAME UP GAVE ME A HUG AND

> SAID I'M SORRY I THREW A FIT GRANNY I LOVE YOU. I LOVED THE HUG AND KISS

> I GOT AND THE I LOVE YOU MADE MY DAY. I SPEND AS MUCH TIME WITH HIM AS I

> CAN. DON'THAVE HIM TODAY BECAUSE I HAVEN'T FELT GOOD TODAY FOR SOME

> REASON. JUST ONE OF THOSE DAYS WE ALL HAVE LOL. LUV U JO

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JO, YOU SOUND LIKE ONE PROUD AND HAPPY GRANDMA.

CINDY

> HE IS SWEET AND YES I AM VERY LUCKY TO HAVE HIM. I AM STARTING TO GET

> EXCITED ABOUT THE BABY SHE IS CARRYING NOW TOO. I GUES ITS FROM ALL THE

> TALK ABOUT THE ULTRA SOUND A WATCHING IT KICK HER BELLY ITS A BABY NOW

> LOL. AT LEAST I AM GOING TO BE HERE TO SEE IT BE BORN AND TO HOLD IT. I

> ALREADY LOVE IT AS IT IS A PART OF APRIL. I WONDER IF SHE WILL BE

> JEALOUS OF THIS ONE. SHE IS JEALOUS OF CAGE AND ADMITS IT LOL. SHE SAID

> BEFORE HE CAME ALONG SHE WAS THE BABY AND GOT EVERYTHING SHE WANTED NOW

> HE GETS EVERYTHING HE WANTS. I HAVE A BASSENETT PICKED OUT THAT I AM

> GETTING THE FIRST OF JUNE AND I'M PUTTING A BABYBED ON LAYAWAY AT THE

> SAME TIME THAT IS FOR HERE. AND I HAVE BEEN PRICING PLAYPENS. IF THIS

> BABY IS LIKE CAGE IT WILL BE A WASTE OF MONEY AS HE WOULD NOT STAY IN

> HIS PLAYPEN HE WANTED TO BE ON A QUILT ON THE FLOOR . LUV U JO

>

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I AM A VERY PROUD GRANNY. LUV JO

                              

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JO, YOU SOUND LIKE ONE PROUD AND HAPPY GRANDMA.

CINDY

> HE IS SWEET AND YES I AM VERY LUCKY TO HAVE HIM. I AM STARTING TO GET

> EXCITED ABOUT THE BABY SHE IS CARRYING NOW TOO. I GUES ITS FROM ALL THE

> TALK ABOUT THE ULTRA SOUND A WATCHING IT KICK HER BELLY ITS A BABY NOW

> LOL. AT LEAST I AM GOING TO BE HERE TO SEE IT BE BORN AND TO HOLD IT. I

> ALREADY LOVE IT AS IT IS A PART OF APRIL. I WONDER IF SHE WILL BE

> JEALOUS OF THIS ONE. SHE IS JEALOUS OF CAGE AND ADMITS IT LOL. SHE SAID

> BEFORE HE CAME ALONG SHE WAS THE BABY AND GOT EVERYTHING SHE WANTED NOW

> HE GETS EVERYTHING HE WANTS. I HAVE A BASSENETT PICKED OUT THAT I AM

> GETTING THE FIRST OF JUNE AND I'M PUTTING A BABYBED ON LAYAWAY AT THE

> SAME TIME THAT IS FOR HERE. AND I HAVE BEEN PRICING PLAYPENS. IF THIS

> BABY IS LIKE CAGE IT WILL BE A WASTE OF MONEY AS HE WOULD NOT STAY IN

> HIS PLAYPEN HE WANTED TO BE ON A QUILT ON THE FLOOR . LUV U JO

>

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SCOTT YOU ARE RIGHT ON THE MONEY. IF WE DID NOT HAVE OUR SENSE OF HUMOR

NO MATTER HOW STRANGE IT IS AT TIMES WE WOULD BE IN TROUBLE. IT HELPS US

DEAL WITH THESE DDS. COULD YOU IMAGINE HAVING THESE DDS AND NOT KNOWING

HOW TO LAUGH AT OURSELF? THAT IS SOMETHING I NEVER WANT TO FIND OUT

ABOUT. LUV JO

                              

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BETS THE LAST TIME I DYED MY HAIR I DYED IT RED. I WAS TOLD TO NEVER DO

THAT AGAIN I LOOKED LIKE MY MOM AND THEY SAID IT WAS LIKE LOOKING AT A

GHOST. I DIDN'T SEE MY MOM IN ME BUT THEY DO. IF I COULD GET AWAY WITH

IT I WOULD DYE IT A RAINBOW COLORS. YES I AM NUTS LMAO. LUV U JO

JO,

WHO HERE ISN'T NUTS??? STRANGE AS I'M SURE THIS SOUNDS, IN MY OPINION, THAT GREATLY HELPS TO KEEP US SANE. EITHER THAT OR SCOTT'S JUST A WEIRDO, MORE THAN YOU ALL PREVIOUSLY THOUGHT (MY DISCHARGE PAPERS SAY I'M SAFE TO BE RELEASED OUT OF THE STATE HOSPITAL, LOL).

LOVE,

SCOTT