Re: I feel as if I am going CRAZY!!

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e

I would definetly consider talking to your dr and possibly a

therapist. I think you need to figure out if its bad PMS or something

deeper so you can get the help that you need. I recently did some

research on bipolar thinking my sister might have it. It said you

have really high highs and really low lows. You really need to look

into this for yourself and your family. You can get depressed for

many different reasons. Especially during the holiday season and

longer darker hours of the day. Please look into this!!!

Pam

[Guest guest]

e,

It sounds like you could possibly be suffering from PTSD or post traumatic

stress disorder. It could even be an anxiety disorder, but honestly you need

to see a therapist to help you work this out. I am a family therapist, and

work with children and parents with emotional problems and let me tell you I

never understood the effects of long term stress until this whole TTC came

along. It's CRAZY and I can see how month after month of it causes extreme

anxiety and depression, but if you are having suicidal thoughts e you

HAVE got to get some help. Getting a qualified therapist could be the best

thing you ever do for yourself and your family. HUGS go out to you, as I can

feel my own personal emotional toll going into the red zone. It's time to

reach out for some help!!

Dana

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e,

I am bi polar and manic depressive. It is a big roller coaster. I just

started going back to conselling yesterday on emergency. I have had a

sucide letter written for about 3 months now. I have had it on my desk

waiting to use it. I felt so much better after seeing someone about it. I

realize that other people function because I live. I know my hubby loves me

and would never be the same if something happened to me. Please don't hurt

or kill yourself. You are too important to others. I am slowly coming out

of mine dear and I know from previous attempts what it is all about. Please

email me privately at nora@... anytime sweetie. Hang in there.

Nora

I feel as if I am going CRAZY!!

>Hello to all you Fantastic ladies,

>I almost feel guilty posting to all of you ladies when I have not posted to

>any of your situations...I do read them and think about you all frequently.

>I am not going to beat around the bush I will get right to the point and

>hope some of you can help me (us). Dh and I have almost given up on the

ttc

>thing since we have had NO luck since the ep in May. I also know that we

>would be holding our angel baby here in a few weeks had the tragic ep not

>happened. I have NOT had to deal with an upcoming event as such, ever....

>I also know that my PMS (if that is what you want to call it) is getting

>worse monthly. I literally feel as though I am going crazy. My chest

feels

>heavy, I have a hard time breathing, I will not let dh look at me let alone

>touch me, same goes for our 2 precious daughters, not to mention I have

have

>thoughts of suicide here the last few months. I feel this way for 3weeks

>out of the month, yes three weeks, there may be 5-6 days of my cycle that I

>can stand to be around my self.

>Do any of you know ANYTHING about depression or bi-polar??? I sometimes

>think I am still grieving, then again these last few months I honestly feel

>as though I need to be committed. I know I would never hurt my daughters

>intentionally but there are actually days when I feel like I have NO

>control...

>Am I going CRAZY????

>Thanks for listening,

>e....

>Best wishes to ALL of you!!!!

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