Newbie Needs Help

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Hello all, My name is .

I probably should have joined a group like this a long time ago, in fact I tied

to join a live one

several years ago with my wife but it was too late. She left me instead.

Since then, I have gotten so far over my head because of chronic back pain, I'm

ready to jump ship. I have come to a point where the saying Pride Before The

Fall seems eminent for me. I hope someone out there is versed in helping by

taking from their own experiences and willing to offer some advise because I

need that...real badly.

So much has and keeps going wrong because of this invisible handicap, it is

overwhelming. I can't be alone in this.

Will someone please allow me to share my story so I can hear a honest answer

from someone who knows to why things are happening the way they are and how to

prevent it in the future. I have lost too much and too many. I hope I'm not

outside the scope of this group by asking for personal help vs. medical, maybe I

do need more medical help. I don't know any more. HELP me please!!

My condition: L5 S1 Fusion in 1999 following years of suffering. The problem is,

I still suffer, just differently and in some ways even worse.