I can't imagine a day without pain anymore.

[Guest guest]

Venting for a minute......

I just don't know what the right thing to do is anymore.

I'm sorry to be a downer, but on days like today when it is

beautiful outside and my body wants to crash, I'm just

feeling the need to vent.

I hurt from head to toe but I want and need to be productive.

My Humira and Arava are not working anymore and I really

don't want to go back to my Rheumatoligist until my next

scheduled appointment in December because I believe she

will probably raise my Humira injections from once every 2

weeks to more like once a week, and I just don't know if I

want to do that. The area on my legs where I have been giving

myself injections (15 so far) are becoming sore and burn, and

I don't like it.

A cortisone shot sounds nice, but lately I feel that the areas

that hurt the most are where I have been given cortisone

shots so....what the.....I guess I do need to go lay down on the

heat pad for a couple hours.

Thanks for listening.

(musiclvr3237)