Skeeter So Much Loss

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Hi Skeeter...I'm so very sorry to hear this. I lost . He was 60 and

we'd been together for 8 yrs. He was dx'd with leukemia and 10 months

later...gone. He was the healthy one..never sick a day in his life. I was the

mess. So. I can relate to what you're dealing with....BUT it would be hard

to lose someone suddenly like that. with david, we had time to plan so if

there was a silver lining to the heartache..that was it. I'm just so very

sorry. He died in april of 2009 and it seems like yesterday and then seems

like so long ago.

I am in limbo right now..not sure if I should try to stay in our house or

move to florida...where we planned on being Snowbirds...but I would have to

move away from my daughter and the grandkids.

It is hard to get up and get moving. I remember those days. It took me me

months to be able to wake up and know he wasnt here anymore. I would wake

up thinking he was in his recliner in the other room. after 3 months, I knew

he was gone...but I still think I have to ask him about this and remember

that he isn't here with me anymore.

I'm just so sad for your loss. If you would like to email me privately...I

am here. I belong to a widows widowers group also that has helped

me. You can find them in the group site. we have a lady who just lost

her husband in October last year who is having a very hard time.

Please know that with time, it does get easier to cope......time time time

is the key. I find if easier to cope but miss him so much.

Hugs..a

t has been so long since i posted any thing! Health wise I was doing

better, I was also getting ready for a move back to florida! Well my world

crashed

in an instant a week ago today. I lost the love of my life. He died in his

sleep. The shock its cause has me spiraling down, and hard to get up. I hope

getting it down on here will somehow help. You all have been here for me

anytime I've needed you. Pray for me, and love your loved ones like there is

no tommorow. Thanks , Skeeter