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I'm so glad that Sara is thriving, but sorry to hear of your daughters depression. I hope she's getting the help she needs. I'm so pleased that she's been able to speak up and seek help. Over here their is a kind of shame with post natal depression.

Sending much love and strength

Love Ze xx> > > *Wow, what a response, I had to sit here and just cry for the longest > > time, not tears of sadness, tears of compassion and joy just knowing > > someone cares and understands. I'm still trying not to cry so I can > > type a response. I have never in my life seen a more supportive group > > of people in my whole life, and that includes the people in my church. > > I talked to Sher tonite on the phone and I told her how I used to post > > and had backed off after Ginger passed, that one was hard on me. Also, > > I've lost 2 friends in the last week, one from cancer, one from PF, > > so I feel like I've had death screaming at my door. I told Sher I just > > wanted to look pretty again, to feel normal again, you guys > > understand, my regular friends dont. I had one tell me today shes > > beginning to think I dont even have this disease. Let her try and take > > a shower, she'll change her mind. Do you know I wont even post newer > > pics of me because I feel so ugly and plain?*> > **> > ****> > * S.......Thank you for your words of encouragement, yours were > > the first I read before I signed off last night, it helped to hear > > from someone. *> > ** > > *Irene......I pray for you too, I know you must be going thru so much > > right now, it makes me silly for complaining but that's why we're all > > here, we get it. Thank you for your support.*> > ** > > *Beth.........Thankyou for your email. I cant talk to my pastor > > right now, he's going thru some hard physical times, he needs 2 major > > surgeries so I'm praying for him. Bit you know what? Your right, God > > isnt finished with me yet. After being given 2 death dates by so > > called know everything drs and outliving them, I know God has the > > final word, thank you and I love you too.*> > ** > > *Kathie.........I remember you, sort of,please dont hold it against > > me, my memory isnt so good anymore. But I know it sure feels good to > > hear your words of encouragement. Please just keep me in your prayers.*> > ** > > *Zexx.......I wish I could get some help here, I tried but Blue Cross > > wont pay for itand I feel silly asking my friends to come help me > > clean. As for smoking, I wanna give it up and I will, weird thing is, > > I never smoked in high school, never drank, I even graduated in > > Janruary instead of June because I spent all my time studying. *> > ** > > *Babs........You pinpinted a lot of my problems. I am going to start > > posting more often. I feel a little better tonite, and I'm going to > > try and look at my blessings instead of the bad side. Oh and I'll take > > that love you give and send it back at you....*> > ** > > *.......Showing that you took the time to even post to me shows > > your soft heart. Thank you for that, it hasnt gone unnoticed.*> > ** > > *Terri.....I have a pretty good dr and pulmonary dr, I used to go to U > > of MI and they treated me like cattle, once they realized I couldn't > > have a transplant then I wasn't " fun" to work with anymore. I am > > going to see my regular dr Wednesday though, ever since I fell, my arm > > still hurts and its been 3 weeks.*> > ** > > ** > > * in Oz......Thank you for the hug, I felt it all the way from Oz...*> > ** > > *Joyce......What can I say? You have been thru so much, but still hang > > in there and keep going. Your right, I do wear my heart on my sleeve, > > seems like I'm either all in or all out. Your prayers, your > > support,mean so much to me. I talk to my husband a lot about you. I > > too have been let down, even by family, and I know the only one who > > wont let me down is Jesus but I'm only human and sometimes I just get > > so down. Please just keep me in your prayers and pray that I can get > > some sleep. I love you. *> > ** > > *Mma Sher.....Bless your sweet sweet heart for calling me. I didn't > > get to sleep until 7am this moring and slept till 2:30pm so I had > > missed 2 of your calls. It was so nice to hear from you, and to be > > able to just cry to you, to someone who gets it. As I've said before > > those things won't go unnoticed. Thank you so much, and I love you.*> > ** > > *Leanne...I'm sorry we didn't get to talk, my girlfriend came over > > right when you called but we will catch up soon. Just your calling > > shows your care. I love you.*> > ** > > *Thank you one and all for your prayers and concern, what a wonderful > > group. I love you all.*> > ** > > *Vicky81856 MI Idiopathic Pulmonary Hemosiderosis/Pulmonary > > Fibrosis/COPD/Rich Hammonds Dosease/Cor Pulmonale 4-06*> > ** > > > > ** > > ** > > ** > > ** > > ** > > ** > > ** > > ** > > ** > > ** > > ** > >> > Hi everyone,> >> > Don't ask me why I'm writing this, guess I just feel like this is a> > chapter in my life I need to clear out or close. Ever since I got> > sick, my whole life has changed, you all know exactly what I mean.> > It's hard for me to write this, but I feel like I can tell you guys,> > so please bear with me.> > I don't read all the posts anymore, but don't be upset, I've even> > gotten to where I don't want to take calls from my friends. All I> > think about anymore is going home. I know this sounds terrible when I> > know Joyce is fighting so hard to stay here.> > Did any of you know I smoke? I have since I was 18. I quit 2 times> > since my diagnosis. But I went back thinking I'm gonna die anyway,> > why does it matter?> > I stay at home everyday, alone, I try hard to sleep in until 12 or 1> > so I won't be alone so long. Gene gets home from work about 3:30 but> > then sometimes he's so tired he falls asleep and I'm alone again. My> > son drives semi long haul, but he didnt stop over before he started> > that job anyway. My daughter used to come over but not much anymore,> > shes busy with school and friends. My husband is exhausted from> > working so hard and taking care of me. MY dear brother will listen> > to me anytime but he has his hands full with his family, I can't dump> > on him anymore. I just want to go home. No more pain, no more tears,> > just pure peace.I used to worry if my family would be ok when I was> > gone, but I think they will be ok.> > Anyways, please don't hate me you guys, I just had to get this off my> > chest. I love you all and I pray for all of you everynite.> > LOve you always,> >> > Vicky81856 MI Idiopathic Pulmonary Hemosiderosis, Pulmonary> > Fibrosis, Hammond Rich Syndrome, Cor Pulmonale COPD 4/06> >> >> >> >> > ------------------------------------------------------------------------> > It's Tax Time! Get tips, forms and advice on AOL Money Finance. > > <http://money.aol.com/tax?NCID=aolprf00030000000001>> > > >> >------------------------------------------------------------------------> >> >No virus found in this incoming message.> >Checked by AVG. > >Version: 7.5.519 / Virus Database: 269.21.7/1332 - Release Date: 3/17/2008 10:48 AM> > > >>