WHINE....( sorry,...long)

[Guest guest]

good morning group,

i'm having a pretty rough time right now, need someone to talk to, and

i guess ya'll are it..lol..

my dr. started me on a new pain meds, fentenol patch,.... its not

working so good yet. my druggist says it takes awhile to get into your

system. so, because of that, i have took more of my lortabs. now, i'm

out, three days before they will refill it again. i have never done

this before. don't know what to do, pain is so bad, and i do feel

withdrawels from the lortabs..... i am really sick.

my husband is sick, will be going into the hospital tomorrow. i have

to use a wheel chair, and can't push it myself because of my arthritis

in my back and shoulders. i don't know how we are going to make it to

the hospital and get around the halls and all. he has emphysema, and

pheumonia. they think there is also a tumor in his lung but can't

tell for sure until the pheumonia is gone to get a better x ray. he is

not able to take care of hisself, and i am in the same shape. lol

one of his sons is coming every day to feed his cows. we are in a bad

shape right now. if i could just get something to help with my pain

for the next few days, i could make it .

my mama is dieing in a nursing home, my sis called me last night. she

said mama is just hanging on now. its a three hour drive to see her. i

can't leave my husband , and don't know if i could even make the ride

that far. but, someway, i have got to try to see my mama before she

is gone. i need to pray with her .....

sometimes we wonder how much we can take. i know God is with me, and i

know his love and mercy is always enough.

please pray for me.

sorry i had to cry to you all. thank you for being here though. helps

to just write it out. bout ready to give up...

Betty

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