Re:-Feeling Sad/For Tawny

August 7, 2009

Hey Tawny,

Somewhere along the way, I have not received all of the posts the last couple of

days - I just seem to get the replies - You have been so nice to me and although

I haven't gotten to know you very well (yet!!!) - I am so sorry to read these

posts to you as you are obviously having a rough time.... - I don't know the

(original) post from you but my thoughts & prayers are with you......You

immediately befriended me and at....mmmmm.....what's a good way to put

THIS???.......as we get older (but let's think better!!), it's so hard to find

people that are genuine and really care and everywhere I turn, this group has

been such a wonderful group to all of us, I am just sorry I didn't join earlier!

Take care and I will be thinking & praying for you!

in hot, hot, HOT S.C.!!!

ltdavis_jrdavis@...

From: tdianaok <tdianaok@...>

Subject: [ ] Re: OT-Feeling Sad

Date: Friday, August 7, 2009, 4:52 PM

,

I have insomnia really bad. I go to bed, around 3-4AM, not good I know.

I have sleeping pills, but I just don't like taking them all the time.

Thanks for the support, it means so much. My family, what I have left,

is torn to bits now. I just don't know how to fix this one. Only time

will tell, I suppose.

Hope you get a nap today,

Tawny

>

> Hi Tawny,

> It's 5am here in a wet UK and I can't sleep with the usual pains that

keep us awake. Logged on for a catch up with the group, and see your

post. If you are awake now reply to this and we can chat if you want.

You are as Denis said always there for everyone else, now it's your

turn. Hope to chat soon.

> Love and Hugs

>

August 7, 2009

Forgot to add this!!!! I have terrible insomnia - I take 1/2 - 1 ambien to go to

sleep which never seems to happen until about 12:00-12:30 then I ALWAYS wake up

at 2;30-3:00. It sucks - sorry for sounding a bit crude but that is the only

word that will fit! I usually take ANOTHER 1/2 just so I can sleep a couple

hours more. I don't have a sleeping disorder - just unrelenting pain. I'm sorry

- not trying to complain!

Take care,

in SC

ltdavis_jrdavis@...

From: tdianaok <tdianaok (DOT) com>

Subject: [ ] Re: OT-Feeling Sad

@gro ups.com

Date: Friday, August 7, 2009, 4:52 PM

,

I have insomnia really bad. I go to bed, around 3-4AM, not good I know.

I have sleeping pills, but I just don't like taking them all the time.

Thanks for the support, it means so much. My family, what I have left,

is torn to bits now. I just don't know how to fix this one. Only time

will tell, I suppose.

Hope you get a nap today,

Tawny

>

> Hi Tawny,

> It's 5am here in a wet UK and I can't sleep with the usual pains that

keep us awake. Logged on for a catch up with the group, and see your

post. If you are awake now reply to this and we can chat if you want.

You are as Denis said always there for everyone else, now it's your

turn. Hope to chat soon.

> Love and Hugs

>

August 7, 2009

,

I was wondering about you. I'm glad your back on the group, something

goes haywire sometimes, and we can miss a lot.

Thanks for being so supportive, you are very kind. I hope to get to

know you better, you are a genuine friend, and I'm glad you joined this

group.

In times like these, its so nice to come to this group, and get the love

and support we don't get anywhere else. I treasure everyone here.

You take care, and know your in my thoughts and prayers too,

Tawny Hot here in Okie town,............

--- In , <ltdavis_jrdavis@...>

wrote:

>

> Hey Tawny,

> Somewhere along the way, I have not received all of the posts the last

couple of days - I just seem to get the replies - You have been so nice

to me and although I haven't gotten to know you very well (yet!!!) - I

am so sorry to read these posts to you as you are obviously having a

rough time.... - I don't know the (original) post from you but my

thoughts & prayers are with you......You immediately befriended me and

at....mmmmm.....what's a good way to put THIS???.......as we get older

(but let's think better!!), it's so hard to find people that are genuine

and really care and everywhere I turn, this group has been such a

wonderful group to all of us, I am just sorry I didn't join earlier!

> Take care and I will be thinking & praying for you!

>

> in hot, hot, HOT S.C.!!!

August 7, 2009

,

You don't get a little crazy, after waking up? I take ambien too, and

if I don't get to bed right away, and get to sleep, let's say, I go

CRAZY! I have been really wild,lol

I do know how you feel about the pain keeping you up. It's just so hard

to sleep comfortable in a bed. So, I just stay up, until I'm so tired,

I finally go to sleep.

This morning, I was so sleepy, I was dizzy, lack of sleep I'm sure.

We have so much to deal with,

Tawny

--- In , <ltdavis_jrdavis@...>

wrote:

>

> Forgot to add this!!!! I have terrible insomnia - I take 1/2 - 1

ambien to go to sleep which never seems to happen until about

12:00-12:30 then I ALWAYS wake up at 2;30-3:00. It sucks - sorry for

sounding a bit crude but that is the only word that will fit! I

usually take ANOTHER 1/2 just so I can sleep a couple hours more. I

don't have a sleeping disorder - just unrelenting pain. I'm sorry - not

trying to complain!

> Take care,

> in SC

>

> ltdavis_jrdavis@...

August 7, 2009

Oh yes my dear - it drives me NUTS! However, usually if after tossing & turning

- I still can't go back to sleep - I just get up, drink a glass of milk (ice

cold!!) and watch a chick flick until my eyelids get droopy - sometimes that is

close to 5-6:00 am but I am fortunate enough that I don't HAVE to work

anymore----- so I can nap later in the day if I am too fatigued which is MOST

days anyway. Shoot, I could never do what I use to do career wise so I am so

blessed! (I used to be the General Mgr of a Mall - did that for 26

yrs).....Don't think I could continue w/ getting on roofs for inspections as

well as a long list of other required duties!

Yeah - RA changes your life but it is only what you choose to make it. I as many

others or should I say most others??? You go with the flow and just re-write

your life as it comes - You can't waste the day worrying about yesterday or else

you have wasted today and you can never get today back. I love your positive

attitude w/ all of the adversities that you have been going thru.........We all

love you!

ltdavis_jrdavis@...

From: tdianaok <tdianaok@...>

Subject: [ ] Re:-Feeling Sad/For Tawny

Date: Friday, August 7, 2009, 5:56 PM

,

You don't get a little crazy, after waking up? I take ambien too, and

if I don't get to bed right away, and get to sleep, let's say, I go

CRAZY! I have been really wild,lol

I do know how you feel about the pain keeping you up. It's just so hard

to sleep comfortable in a bed. So, I just stay up, until I'm so tired,

I finally go to sleep.

This morning, I was so sleepy, I was dizzy, lack of sleep I'm sure.

We have so much to deal with,

Tawny

--- In @gro ups.com, <ltdavis_jrdavis@ ...>

wrote:

>

> Forgot to add this!!!! I have terrible insomnia - I take 1/2 - 1

ambien to go to sleep which never seems to happen until about

12:00-12:30 then I ALWAYS wake up at 2;30-3:00. It sucks - sorry for

sounding a bit crude but that is the only word that will fit! I

usually take ANOTHER 1/2 just so I can sleep a couple hours more. I

don't have a sleeping disorder - just unrelenting pain. I'm sorry - not

trying to complain!

> Take care,

> in SC

>

> ltdavis_jrdavis@ ...

August 7, 2009

I do know about those droopy eyelids:( We do have it nice though, I

don't have to work either, so I am blessed. We have some members here,

that have to still get their weary bodies up, and try to manage to get

through their day. I don't know how they do it, but they deserve a

recognition day of their own.

After awhile, we just tolerate the illness. You have to get your life

back, no matter how it hurts, or what it looks like. I didn't think I

would ever get over the diagnosis, but it happened, slowly.

We have to be strong through all of this, and we don't have to do it

alone, we have each other, and that is what it takes.

, just keep being who you are, cause your a star in my eyes. You

try to get a nap, and hope you get a pain free night.

Take care,

Tawny

--- In , <ltdavis_jrdavis@...>

wrote:

>

> Oh yes my dear - it drives me NUTS! However, usually if after tossing

& turning - I still can't go back to sleep - I just get up, drink a

glass of milk (ice cold!!) and watch a chick flick until my eyelids get

droopy - sometimes that is close to 5-6:00 am but I am fortunate enough

that I don't HAVE to work anymore----- so I can nap later in the day if

I am too fatigued which is MOST days anyway. Shoot, I could never do

what I use to do career wise so I am so blessed! (I used to be the

General Mgr of a Mall - did that for 26 yrs).....Don't think I could

continue w/ getting on roofs for inspections as well as a long list of

other required duties!

>

> Yeah - RA changes your life but it is only what you choose to make it.

I as many others or should I say most others??? You go with the flow and

just re-write your life as it comes - You can't waste the day worrying

about yesterday or else you have wasted today and you can never get

today back. I love your positive attitude w/ all of the adversities that

you have been going thru.........We all love you!

>

> ltdavis_jrdavis@...

August 7, 2009

You are soooo sweet and thoughtful - you are going thru so many trials &

tribulations and you STILL think of others! Bless you and I truly hope you have

a sleepy - not sleepless night and pain free as well! I honestly can not

imagine if I had no choice & had to continue working - God bless the hearts of

those that do.

Take care & you best be taking cover if you get storms! Each time I hear on the

nat'l stations about bad weather & storms out your way - I think of you and all

of our other friends out that way that get those gosh awful tornadoes!!! Hugs

and kisses my friend!

ltdavis_jrdavis@...

From: tdianaok <tdianaok@...>

Subject: [ ] Re:-Feeling Sad/For Tawny

Date: Friday, August 7, 2009, 6:48 PM

I do know about those droopy eyelids:( We do have it nice though, I

don't have to work either, so I am blessed. We have some members here,

that have to still get their weary bodies up, and try to manage to get

through their day. I don't know how they do it, but they deserve a

recognition day of their own.

After awhile, we just tolerate the illness. You have to get your life

back, no matter how it hurts, or what it looks like. I didn't think I

would ever get over the diagnosis, but it happened, slowly.

We have to be strong through all of this, and we don't have to do it

alone, we have each other, and that is what it takes.

, just keep being who you are, cause your a star in my eyes. You

try to get a nap, and hope you get a pain free night.

Take care,

Tawny

--- In @gro ups.com, <ltdavis_jrdavis@ ...>

wrote:

>

> Oh yes my dear - it drives me NUTS! However, usually if after tossing

& turning - I still can't go back to sleep - I just get up, drink a

glass of milk (ice cold!!) and watch a chick flick until my eyelids get

droopy - sometimes that is close to 5-6:00 am but I am fortunate enough

that I don't HAVE to work anymore----- so I can nap later in the day if

I am too fatigued which is MOST days anyway. Shoot, I could never do

what I use to do career wise so I am so blessed! (I used to be the

General Mgr of a Mall - did that for 26 yrs).....Don' t think I could

continue w/ getting on roofs for inspections as well as a long list of

other required duties!

>

> Yeah - RA changes your life but it is only what you choose to make it.

I as many others or should I say most others??? You go with the flow and

just re-write your life as it comes - You can't waste the day worrying

about yesterday or else you have wasted today and you can never get

today back. I love your positive attitude w/ all of the adversities that

you have been going thru........ .We all love you!

>

> ltdavis_jrdavis@ ...

August 7, 2009

Tawny,

May I possibly email you privately so that we can chat? If it is OK - plse

provide me your email address directly at the below listed email address for me.

Thanks sweetie............

Love,

in hot, hot & HOT in SC!!!!!!!!