Re: Thanks family

[Guest guest]

So sorry to hear about your heartbreak, Tawny. I hope it will be

possible for the situation to improve.

Not an MD

On Fri, Aug 7, 2009 at 4:18 PM, tdianaok<tdianaok@...> wrote:

>

> Thanks family for all the kind words and support.  Your all so amazing,

> and there is so much love here.  This is my family, and I'm so grateful

> to be here.

>

> Some might know me, a little more then other's.  I've been here for

> awhile, and I have found some wonderful friends who email me often.  I

> don't have a lot of family, my mom and dad gave me away when I was 9

> months old, along with 4 siblings.  I tried to get close to my siblings,

> but were all so different people.  My dad's side of the family, disowned

> me basically, when I finally moved with my grandma, moms mother.  I had

> to start working at 15, buying my own food and clothes.  My grandma, I

> found out was mentally ill, but not being treated.  I was poisoned at

> 16yrs old, the only thing that saved me, she didn't give me enough.

>

>

>

> Growing up was not easy, but I made it.  I fought my own battles, I was

> very head strong in life, and I still am at some point.

>

> The battle of the health issues, has been the most devastating.  I can't

> seem to get my life back, and I never will.  I have learned to

> compramise with myself, weird I know.  I am a totally different person

> then before, and I know everyone here relates to this.  We have to start

> new, and try to find something we like about this new body.  For all the

> new people diagnosed with one of these diseases, it gets better.  You

> will go through some challenges, but it will be ok.

>

> I'm dealing with a broken heart right now.  I just don't know how to fix

> it right now.  It's so hard to deal with this now, when I'm trying to

> get myself better.  Just know, you all are my family, and I need you all

> so very much.  I am here for all of you, as well.

>

> With loving wishes to all,

>

> Tawny

[Guest guest]

What we all need to know is that we are our own best friends.....Scre the others

we all survive

Bless you.

Raniolo

From: tdianaok <tdianaok@...>

Subject: [ ] Thanks family

Date: Friday, August 7, 2009, 5:18 PM

 

Thanks family for all the kind words and support. Your all so amazing,

and there is so much love here. This is my family, and I'm so grateful

to be here.

Some might know me, a little more then other's. I've been here for

awhile, and I have found some wonderful friends who email me often. I

don't have a lot of family, my mom and dad gave me away when I was 9

months old, along with 4 siblings. I tried to get close to my siblings,

but were all so different people. My dad's side of the family, disowned

me basically, when I finally moved with my grandma, moms mother. I had

to start working at 15, buying my own food and clothes. My grandma, I

found out was mentally ill, but not being treated. I was poisoned at

16yrs old, the only thing that saved me, she didn't give me enough.

Growing up was not easy, but I made it. I fought my own battles, I was

very head strong in life, and I still am at some point.

The battle of the health issues, has been the most devastating. I can't

seem to get my life back, and I never will. I have learned to

compramise with myself, weird I know. I am a totally different person

then before, and I know everyone here relates to this. We have to start

new, and try to find something we like about this new body. For all the

new people diagnosed with one of these diseases, it gets better. You

will go through some challenges, but it will be ok.

I'm dealing with a broken heart right now. I just don't know how to fix

it right now. It's so hard to deal with this now, when I'm trying to

get myself better. Just know, you all are my family, and I need you all

so very much. I am here for all of you, as well.

With loving wishes to all,

Tawny

[Guest guest]

Thanks , for your kind words. You have brought so many beautiful

people together in this group.

Take care,

Tawny

>

> So sorry to hear about your heartbreak, Tawny. I hope it will be

> possible for the situation to improve.

>

>

>

> Not an MD

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

Hi Tawney. Your letter broke my heart. I can tell that you are a special person.

If you were my daughter I would have held onto you for dear life. Hang in there.

My grandmother used to always say, " this too shall pass away " and she was right.

Things have a way of getting better. You are very strong and I admire you a lot.

Peg

 

 

From: tdianaok <tdianaok@...>

Subject: [ ] Thanks family

Date: Friday, August 7, 2009, 5:18 PM

 

Thanks family for all the kind words and support. Your all so amazing,

and there is so much love here. This is my family, and I'm so grateful

to be here.

Some might know me, a little more then other's. I've been here for

awhile, and I have found some wonderful friends who email me often. I

don't have a lot of family, my mom and dad gave me away when I was 9

months old, along with 4 siblings. I tried to get close to my siblings,

but were all so different people. My dad's side of the family, disowned

me basically, when I finally moved with my grandma, moms mother. I had

to start working at 15, buying my own food and clothes. My grandma, I

found out was mentally ill, but not being treated. I was poisoned at

16yrs old, the only thing that saved me, she didn't give me enough.

Growing up was not easy, but I made it. I fought my own battles, I was

very head strong in life, and I still am at some point.

The battle of the health issues, has been the most devastating. I can't

seem to get my life back, and I never will. I have learned to

compramise with myself, weird I know. I am a totally different person

then before, and I know everyone here relates to this. We have to start

new, and try to find something we like about this new body. For all the

new people diagnosed with one of these diseases, it gets better. You

will go through some challenges, but it will be ok.

I'm dealing with a broken heart right now. I just don't know how to fix

it right now. It's so hard to deal with this now, when I'm trying to

get myself better. Just know, you all are my family, and I need you all

so very much. I am here for all of you, as well.

With loving wishes to all,

Tawny

[Guest guest]

Sue,

I will email you privately. Tawny

[Guest guest]

Thanks Peg,

I appreciate your kind words, and I have always wanted a mother in my

life. My mother is still alive, and I have tried many times to get

close to her, but it just don't happen.

She has re-married, has a ton of step-kids,(most in and out of prison),

and she had three with her hubby. I've poured my heart out to her with

letters, cards, and gifts, and I just got tired. I just can't do it

anymore.

It really don't bother me now, it took awhile to get over it all. I

feel it made me who I am today. I try to make the most of my life, and

enjoy what I have.

We all are strong here, we have to be to put up with the pain each day.

Take care of yourself, and know you are special,

Tawny

>

> Hi Tawney. Your letter broke my heart. I can tell that you are a

special person. If you were my daughter I would have held onto you for

dear life. Hang in there. My grandmother used to always say, " this too

shall pass away " and she was right. Things have a way of getting better.

You are very strong and I admire you a lot. Peg

[Guest guest]

So sorry to hear about this, Sue. I hope there will be a way for you

and your son to continue seeing the children.

Not an MD

On Fri, Aug 7, 2009 at 6:12 PM, marysue<marysue@...> wrote:

> Tawny,

>

> I am emailing you privately to tell you that I know how you feel,

> because I'm dealing with a horrible situation right now that leaves me

> with a broken heart, too.

>

> My situation involves my two oldest grandkids that I am going to lose

> contact with because of their evil mother, my ex-DIL. My son, their

> father, is trying to deal with the situation as well as he can. He has

> not been able to see these two kids for several weeks now, and the

> future does not look bright for being a part of their lives.

>

> I didn't want to talk about this with the group, because it is so

> personal. Like you, I don't know how my situation can be fixed. There

> is nothing that I can do. That's what makes it so hard.

>

> I will be sending hugs and positive thoughts your way in hope that

> things improve for you. I haven't told anyone else about this, and it

> actually feels good to get it off my chest.

>

> Sue

[Guest guest]

a,

That is such a sad story. I am so sorry about both your man and your sister.

Not an MD

On Sat, Aug 8, 2009 at 8:31 AM, <rascalsniche@...> wrote:

> Hi Tawny....

>

> I'm so sorry for all that you've dealt with in your life.  It doesn't seem

> fair sometimes.  Some people somehow get the short end of the stick..and

> feels like life's cloud hangs over you.

>

> I met a wonderful man 8 yrs ago and we were so happy...but then this

> healthy hearty man was dx'd was aml (leukemia) in June of last year and passed

> away in April.....10 months.  I was the sick one and he was planning on taking

> care of me.  I know its hard and I can relate to the broken heart.

>

> we will just hang in there and support each other the best way we know how.

>  My sister used to laugh about my " stranger friends " .  I'm in ChemoAngels

> and thats  a huge part of my life.  Needless to say, sis and I don't talk

> anymore..long story.  Lots of drama.  But the so called " stranger friends " are

> a Godsend.  and who knows more about the r/a than those going thru what we

> deal with every day..day in and day out.  My sister didn't know and didn't

> really care.  She has been healthy all her life.

>

> Just wanted you to know we are here for you...your " wonderful stranger

> friends!!! "

>

> Hugs

> a

> Ohio

[Guest guest]

a,

I'm sorry for your loss. It's so strange, we never know what can

happen. I know he is your angel, and still watching and taking care of

you. I'm glad you found a place that you find love and peace.

People just don't understand, when their healthy, they can conquer the

world. I've met many like that.

I have all the support here, and it helps so much. I can't do anything

right now, but watch what happens. I just hope it works out for the

best.

Thanks for your kind words, you are a inspiration to me,

Tawny

>

> Hi Tawny....

>

> I'm so sorry for all that you've dealt with in your life. It doesn't

seem

> fair sometimes. Some people somehow get the short end of the

stick..and

> feels like life's cloud hangs over you.

>

> I met a wonderful man 8 yrs ago and we were so happy...but then this

> healthy hearty man was dx'd was aml (leukemia) in June of last year

and passed

> away in April.....10 months. I was the sick one and he was planning on

taking

> care of me. I know its hard and I can relate to the broken heart.

>

> we will just hang in there and support each other the best way we know

how.

> My sister used to laugh about my " stranger friends " . I'm in

ChemoAngels

> and thats a huge part of my life. Needless to say, sis and I don't

talk

> anymore..long story. Lots of drama. But the so called " stranger

friends " are

> a Godsend. and who knows more about the r/a than those going thru what

we

> deal with every day..day in and day out. My sister didn't know and

didn't

> really care. She has been healthy all her life.

>

> Just wanted you to know we are here for you...your " wonderful stranger

> friends!!! "

>

> Hugs

> a

> Ohio

[Guest guest]

Thank you .....I appreciate that. I'm sorry also. He was a great

person and really missed.

Hugs..a

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You are so funny, !! Tawny

--- In , <ltdavis_jrdavis@...>

wrote:

>

> Tawny is so right! It is so funny - the other day - I was telling an

old acquantance that I had RA after they asked about my limp.....and

they were like oh - yeah - I've heard of that - all you have to do is

take an aleve and you'll be fine! (UGH!!!!!!!!!!)

>

> You know, there's an old, old saying about southerners.....When a lady

has something to say, good or bad, their sentances always start with,

" well, bless your heart " or blah, blah, blah, but bless her

heart.....whatever.....Well, yes, I was too much of a lady at the time

to be the usual smart ass that I am , but after thinking about it - long

and hard, I think I would have said, bless your heart, you just can't

help being such a dumb ass, but that's ok.....bless your heart, you just

don't know.....

>

> Sorry - I definitely have a chip on my shoulder today!!!

[Guest guest]

Unrefined cod liver oil cures RA, that's what I was told.

Stan

Seattle, Rainy.

Sent: Monday, August 10, 2009 3:07:25 PM GMT -08:00 US/Canada Pacific

Subject: Re: [ ] Re: Thanks Family

Tawny is so right!  It is so funny - the other day - I was telling an old

acquantance that I had RA after they asked about my limp.....and they were like

oh - yeah - I've heard of that - all you have to do is take an aleve and you'll

be fine!  (UGH!!!!!!!!!!)

 

You know, there's an old, old saying about southerners.....When a lady has

something to say, good or bad, their sentances always start with, " well, bless

your heart " or  blah, blah, blah, but bless her heart.....whatever.....Well,

yes, I was too much of a lady at the time to be the usual smart ass that I am ,

but after thinking about it - long and hard, I think I would have said, bless

your heart, you just can't help being such a dumb ass, but that's ok.....bless

your heart, you just don't know.....

Sorry - I definitely have a chip on my shoulder today!!!

[Guest guest]

In a message dated 8/11/2009 1:21:03 P.M. Central Daylight Time,

stanpfister@... writes:

Unrefined cod liver oil cures RA, that's what I was told. >>

Is THAT what I'm doing wrong!! Mine was refined.

dd

[Guest guest]

LOL! I know, it was simple, after all this blood testing and medication,

injections, and research who knew! Actually, I havn't posted much lately because

like all of us, every now and then it all catches up with you. Been dealing with

fatigue and some flares, and been feeling not real good, but at least I'm cured!

Stan

Sent: Tuesday, August 11, 2009 5:27:12 PM GMT -06:00 US/Canada Central

Subject: Re: [ ] Re: Thanks Family

In a message dated 8/11/2009 1:21:03 P.M. Central Daylight Time,  

stanpfister@... writes:

Unrefined cod liver oil cures RA, that's what I was told.  >>

 

Is THAT what I'm doing wrong!! Mine was refined.

 

dd