Feeling like a failure.........

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I don't know what to do anymore. I started out really great earlier

and then when I got home, I ate doritos and then I ate a doughnut. Not

hungry at all!!!!! I don't know why I keep doing this to myself. I am

so sorry all. It always seems like I never have good things to post.

I guess I am just having alot of self pity right now. I have put on

about 110 pounds and I am so miserable. I read the book by

Weiner(I think that's her name), Life doesn't start 5 pounds from now.

It helped at first, but then all the old feelings come back. I am

beginning to wonder if I need psychiatric help. I feel so miserable

right now. I am sorry for the long post, but you guys are the only

ones I can talk to about how I feel. I almost gave into the diet voice

that I need to go back on WW, but then I think about wasting all that

time trying to figure out how many points is in this or that. That is

not how I want to live my life.