Still Having to Proof it?

[Guest guest]

That I can eat one package of chocolait chips in one sitting and more if

I like to? That I can have it whenever I want now even though I wasn't

allowed to have as much chocolate and the like as a child and my mother

used to hide it from me? Really? Do I?

Tonight I think " YES! "

I ate some of them and thought " Oh, not too much of them " and then I

could hear this voice inside myself being really pissed: " Why not? I'm

not a little child anymore! I can have them if I want to! What's up with

that " You shouldn't eat more than a few? Am I a little child that has to

be told what to eat and what not to eat and how mich of it or what? "

I guess, I'm still rebelling.

Dammit.

No wonder things don't work out eating wise. I feel like eating the

whole package just to prove myself that I can have them all, but then

again what exactly does this prove? And do I have to prove something at

all? What's the benefit of it?

I'm confused now.

Dammit again.

Regards

s.