Really? Should I try every magical elixer that people have heard of? NO!!!!

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I haven't been on in awhile. just trying to pretend that this isn't really my

new - well a year and a half old - life. Anyway, how can people be so ignorant.

Dont they realized if it worked as good as they think people with RA wouldn't be

on CHEMO! the would be drinking acai berry juice till the cows came home. and

chiropractors would be millionaires instead of pharmaceutical companies. ugh. i

just want all of you to know that i get these crap reccomedations from everyone

i know and i've tried about twenty of the ideas. i'm sick of their ideas at

this point. I know you are all going through the same things i am.

you guys are the only ones who would never tell me " well if I was you, i would

do everything i could to feel better. " and thank you for that.

sorry about the freak out. my best friend of ten years told me this two days

ago and it really hurt my feelings. i know that my disease wears thin on

people, but I'm doing the best I can to feel the best I can. I will not be the

27 year old my friends expect anymore. but I am ill, its hard to walk. I am

exhausted, i don't like going dancing anymore. It makes me cry enough without

having to feel guilty about it.

thanks for listening.

( hopefully we all get some sleep tonight - ya right. ) angry face!