Hi Barb!

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Hi Barb..I was thinking of you yesterday and was going to email..but you

know how that goes....the phone rang and my mind went blank. LOL

Have a wonderful time in Mass...it's going to be cool, I bet. OH

gosh..those are the cutest years..... I bet you'll have a wonderful time.

I had a tough time sleeping last night. Tucker sleeps on the bed and any

noise he hears, he jumps and that wakes me up. Finally I get to sleep and

the cat sees a cat outside our screen door and Tucker hears that....so he

wants down. Think I'll keep him on the floor tonight. It's just tough sleeping

sometimes. I do all my thinking then. I hate the weekends the most cause

that's when Dave and I did things together. I don't like that winter is

coming..ugh...and the holidays. But I know it has to happen..and I'll muddle

thru it.

I'm a light sleeper anyway. It's hard being in a house by your lonesome

when you're used to someone being around. I used to do it all the time but

got used to having here.

I'll get thru it.

The r/a has been good...the foot has healed finally. The infection took

forever to go away. Next time I will have my rheumy refer me to the wound

care center.

Think I'll take a benadryl tonight so I can get some sleep.

Have a wonderful time on your trip...the girls will love to see you. I bet

they're all excited!!!!

Hugs..and have fun!!!!!

a

I am off to Mass. for this week.  I leave tomorrow and will return on

the 7th.  I can't wait to see my daughter and my 2 little

granddaughters.  They are 2 and 3, such cute ages.

I will be on line at her house, and will post when I can.

I so hope you are feeling better, and resting as much as you can.

Hugs,

Barbara

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Hi a: I am glad that infection is finally healed. The Wound Center

is a great place to go.

I know it is so hard for you with Dave gone. The nights are so hard,

plus I know what you mean about the weekends. It is so hard to lose

someone you love, and someone you did so much with. A very hard

adjustment for you. I know how much you miss him, and how alone you

feel. I am a light sleeper also, but I take Benedryl which really

helps.

It is good you have your animals for comfort and love. I am sure they

miss him too.

All we can do a is just take one day at a time. Everything is still

so new to you. I read a lot, and enjoy t.v. That takes up a lot of my

time. I miss my husband and the life we had, and find some days just

awful. The weekends are hard. I hate to see my 29 years of marriage

gone, but he made the choice to cheat on me with that w*#*e. I feel the

loss so much. But life goes on, and so shall I.

I hope I have good weather when I go home, and that my RA remains quiet.

I can't wait to get those sweet babies in my arms. Take care a, and

talk soon.

Wishing you good days ahead, and many pain free days also.

Hugs,

Barbara

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