NCC/I did not know

[Guest guest]

Yes, Me again,

I guess I'm going to have to explain about the post # again. I did

not know that everyone does NOT get the post #. If I had of known

about that, I would NOT have done it that way.

The reason that I just put the post # was because I wanted you to

read that exact post. It consisted of her leaving the group and

taking her life.

I was wanting some help with her Kathianne's post, without letting

her know that we had discussed this the other day. I was afraid she

would unsubscribe before we could reach out to her. Do you get my

idea?

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1)This was mentioned: You don't see that phrase very often...

I saw it here for the first time myself.

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2)Somthing in the water down there... or maybe the heat is getting

to you....

I can't answer that because I don't know where Pat lives.

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Pat is an RN and the other day we were kicking codes back and forth.

Pat suggested Final Exit. Then the discussion faded away.

Put yourself in my shoes. I sat down at the computer to check my e-

mail and Kathianne's message came up, about leaving the group and

taking her life.

Now, this is why I over re-acted. I'm gun shy. I have a reason to

be. I only had one support pal, before I found you wonderful loving

people. I was out of pocket one day and my support pal only had me

to call on. I've been without that one support pal for quite awhile,

because she put a loaded 38 in the roof of her mouth and pulled the

trigger. I don't have to tell you her prognosis.

Now that you know the circumstances, can you guys please tell me what

you would have done if you had sat down and read Kathianne's post.

Remember all of my circumstances. I felt like it was worth trying,

even if most of the group wasn't in the discussion the other day. I

could NOT turn away.

I was so stressed out yesterday when I sat down to check my e-mail,

because I'm waiting to get the message that my mother-in-law died

today. She hasn't died yet, but she's hanging by a thread from

terminal cancer.

I'm reduced to tears, but it was worth it to me to try to help

someone who knows what it's like. Now can we all get together and

please help ? Please read his last posts. He needs our help.

I'm praying for all of you and I need your prayers, too. I have some

unspoken prayers that I need very badly.

In His name,

Kay

Deep the heart of Texas

ACM 1/ CFS /FM /NMH / hypothyroidism / low cerebral blood flow...