IE and pregnancy

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Please help, I am totally confused.

Just wondering if anybody here did IE while pregnant? Because, I just

found out the cause of my moodiness, and blood sugar up and down and

unexplained taste for a lot of starches. I am pregnant...I had 3

positives home tests and went for bloodwork friday, results to be

confirmed.

Now I am totally terrified because I am at high risk for an ectopic

pregnancy and for a miscarriage - I had one in may and an ectopic two

years ago - I am overweight, and older...

I want to get the scale back and force feed myself with healthy food

but I just feel like eating big juicy steaks and white bread. I am

terrified of gaining too much weight so I walk like crazy every

morning with the goal of burning calories...but it also relief a lot

of my anxiety and yes the leaves are so pretty around this time of

year...so...to make a short story, I am driving myself a little

crazy. I need to work on self acceptance a lot, which is so hard,

because I use to be very thin until 10 years and I feel like I live

in someone else body.

I want to keep doing IE but I am afraid to hurt myself or the baby to

be if I eat only what I want. Part of me believe that my body will

have the wisdom to choose the right thing...I don`t really crave

junk -less and less since I made peace with vinegar chips eating them

every day for a month (they actually irritate my mouth -don`t want

them anymore.)

Any advice or experience would be appreciated!

Nat