NCC Really hurt and upset..need to talk

August 21, 2000

Hi Everyone,

Hope you are having a pain free evening. I just need to vent alittle if you

don't mind. I have had over the past couple of weeks, all my presurgery

symptoms return.....and a few new ones. My mom, my WONDERFUL

mother.......I'm getting ahead of myself here......I have been home

schooling my children now ages 8 and 6. Where we used to live, right about

the time the oldest was to start, a 2nd grader was molested in the bathroom

by a group of 7 and 8 graders. I refused to subject my beautiful blonde

haired blue eyed daughter to that. My family of course was against it from

the start. Well too bad they are my kids. Well, we moved, now I find out

that even though we are 1 mile 3 blocks away from the school, including

crossing busy streets, we are one block too close for bus service. So I am

in a bind. I have no car, and cannot make that walk myself 6 times a day.

there in the morning (with my 3 yr old and 7 mo old) then home, then back

again to pick up my son from kindergarten, then back, then again to get my

daughter and finally back home.Physically this would kill me. I've looked

into the parochial school 4 or 5 blocks from my house, but I really can't

afford it. And tonight my husband dropped of some money to my mom that we

owed her and she said to him, " I think she's faking it so they won't have to

go to school " I'm sitting here crying right now. I would do anything for my

kids....within my possibility to do so. I can't make that walk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That I've made perfectly clear......the symptoms started even BEFORE I knew

this though about the bus service. I have spoke with my ns, and I see him on

Friday. He thinks another surgery might be called for. Again my

fault.......Maybe if I had let it go, and just died from it she would be

happier. I remember the day Dr Citow told me I needed the surgery right

away. I went to her house to get the kids, and when she heard, she looked

away from me, but my husband saw her face, and she ROLLED HER EYES at her

friend who was there. And you want to hear the kicker, she wouldn't even

watch my kids when I had surgery, my cousin who has always been there for me

was the one to jump in for me on a moments notice. Anyone else ever have

this kind of family problems? Please email me privately. And any advice you

might have.

Vicki Jotzat

Surgery 1/27/00 Chiari 2

19-20mm Should be getting better, but slowly getting worse.

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