french toast nightmare- kind of OT

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The oddest thing..

I woke up realizing it was a dream turned into nightmare.. But, it was

so vivid! I actually smelled the oozing hot maple syrup and french

toast. In the dream I'm like in a B & B type of place. We wake up and

go to the Dining room and I order 2 hard boiled eggs, bacon, OJ and a

little cheese. I see someone bring out a platter of fresh french

toast- the Challah kind (which has -always- been my Achilles heal,

that and chocolate) I say the heck with my breakfast, " I'm going for

that " My husband is screaming at me not to eat it, my hubby is like

the calmest person and he has never screamed at me let alone even like

raise his voice. At this point he is yelling on the top of his

lungs.. and I take the first bite and just continue eating it gorging

myself. I start feeling guilty why am I doing this? And I just

continue eating and eating.. At this point I am crying and I start

to vomit but I still continue eating this. This goes on for a bit.

Quite torturous.

I woke up in sweats and my heart was totally racing.

Where does this come from? My goodness!

I have read addicts have these kind of dreams about alcohol and drugs

where they just gorge themselves. I wonder if this is similar?

All I know is like the other day I think I upset the bad bugs by

combining the S. Boulardii and Yogurt. I wonder if it affected my

sub-conscious mind somehow and seeped into my dream state.

Kind of sci-fi but just a thought.

Jodi

SCD 6 months

Crohn's/Colitis