Re: Re: Not in a good place, I'm having a teenage tantrum

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Ha Ha Ha. Ok, I'm a stun gun. You were vaccinated with a phonograph needle! So there. lol.

Us being candid with each other proves our point. "Talk" to our loved ones. Don't blame them.

Well, I don't know about 'adore'....but I really do like you.

Mama-Sher, ild 3-06, OR.Don't fret about tomorrow, God is already there!

Re: Not in a good place, I'm having a teenage tantrum

You are like a stun gun. You and I had differences that you may not even remember and we discussed and resolved in private one time long ago. And, look where we are now. I adore you and you adore me and I don't even need to be told to know it.lol> > > >> > > > > > > > I'm feeling scared, guilty, worried, down> > > > > > > > I hate what is happening to me> > > > > > > > I hate that there is no cure> > > > > > > > I hate that they can't give me a prognosis> > > > > > > > I hate having to worry about every little thing.> > > > > > > > I hate that I can't just get on an do stuff> > > > > > > > I hate the idea that I might not see my baby grow up.> > > > > > > > I hate that she's got to live life with a mum that isn't > firing > > on all> > > > cylinders.> > > > > > > > I hate that I have to curtail one of my hobbies.> > > > > > > > I hate that I have to plan going out so that I don't run out > of > > O2> > > > > > > > I've tried to talk to Rob, but I end up 'pulling my self > > together' and> > > > saying 'don't mind me, I'm fine really' And I'm doing this > not > > to upset> > > > him too much. I don't know if he really knows the full > > implications of> > > > PF, and I don't know how to bring it up.> > > > > > > > But I'm not Ok right now.> > > > > > > > I want to scream and shout and rage at the unfairness of it > all > > (except> > > > that I'd get too out of breath [8-|] I can't even have a damn > > good> > > > laugh at anything as it makes me cough too much [] )> > > > > > > > My father is having a second op following problems with a hip> > > > replacement, and I was his main carer, (frankly my brother is > > useless> > > > and selfish when it comes to looking after dad, happy to > borrow > > dads> > > > car, but not so good at running errands) so I'm now worrying > at > > how he's> > > > going to cope> > > > > > > > And to top everything I have a wisdom tooth causing me lots > of > > problems,> > > > it started last night, so I won't get to a dentist until at > > least> > > > tomorrow and I need to see a doctor tomorrow as I'm starting > to > > get a> > > > cough as well [8-|]> > > > > > > > Right now, I've just had enough and I want to step out of my > > body for a> > > > little while and hop into someone elses while it get's on > with > > it.> > > >> > >> >>