Re: Re: [Sher

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Bruce...my choice too.

I'm shutting down for the night. My daughter/granddaughter are coming soon.

Sleep well all.

Mama-Sher, ild 3-06, OR.Don't fret about tomorrow, God is already there!

Re: [sher

it's like anything else...doctors differ.Given a choice between asleep and just sedated, I always will choose asleep. I don't care what you do to me asleep, but awake I don't even like regular eye exams....lol> > > > > I'm feeling scared, guilty, worried, down> > > > > I hate what is happening to me> > > > > I hate that there is no cure> > > > > I hate that they can't give me a prognosis> > > > > I hate having to worry about every little thing.> > > > > I hate that I can't just get on an do stuff> > > > > I hate the idea that I might not see my baby grow up.> > > > > I hate that she's got to live life with a mum that isn't firing> > > on all> > > > cylinders.> > > > > I hate that I have to curtail one of my hobbies.> > > > > I hate that I have to plan going out so that I don't run out > of O2> > > > > I've tried to talk to Rob, but I end up 'pulling my self> > > together' and> > > > saying 'don't mind me, I'm fine really' And I'm doing this not to> > > upset> > > > him too much. I don't know if he really knows the full > implications> > > of> > > > PF, and I don't know how to bring it up.> > > > > But I'm not Ok right now.> > > > > I want to scream and shout and rage at the unfairness of it all> > > > (except that I'd get too out of breath I can't even have a > damn good> > > > laugh at anything as it makes me cough too much )> > > > > My father is having a second op following problems with a hip> > > > replacement, and I was his main carer, (frankly my brother is> > > useless> > > > and selfish when it comes to looking after dad, happy to > borrow dads> > > > car, but not so good at running errands) so I'm now worrying > at how> > > he's> > > > going to cope> > > > > And to top everything I have a wisdom tooth causing me lots of> > > > problems, it started last night, so I won't get to a dentist > until> > > at> > > > least tomorrow and I need to see a doctor tomorrow as I'm > starting> > > to> > > > get a cough as well> > > > > Right now, I've just had enough and I want to step out of my > body> > > for> > > > a little while and hop into someone elses while it get's on > with it.> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > > ---------------------------------> > > > > Never miss a thing. Make Yahoo your homepage.> > > > >> > > >> > >> >>