Re: Extremely tired and stresses/

[Guest guest]

Hi Joanne.

I do feel God,I'm a sensitive person that really dislikes disharmony. I don't

let many people close to me as I'm picky about people and don't find many that

are nice and I like. I do like spiritual music and reading books. Do you

reccomend some books? I haven't read a book in years I think.

I don't have any friends in this town and have been here like 8years. I met

people from other countries that were here a few monthes and I like them,all the

people I like either moved away from this town or never lived here. I'm so sick

I don't get out much. I met my husband at work when I was working.

I'm unsure how to make enough broth for a week. Do I just put 8 pounds of bones

at a time in a pot? IF the bones aren't grassfed just watever bones like grocery

store quality will it actually help?

Thanks

> >

> >

> >  

> > Bee will be able to tell you best if you should start the diet now or later.

She has been using ketogenic diets now for over 20 years. i have only been doing

this a few years and only know the basics. Bee will know what to ask you and

will know a lot about how best to do the diet when pregnant, i have no

experience regarding this, but bee has a lot of experience in regards to many

situations.

> >  

> > She is also somewhat older than me and Bee can remember a time when the diet

in the west was not so bad as it is now, and she also knows about a lot of old

fashioned remedies. i know some things, mainly what I have learned from Bee, and

the other people i have mentioned on the main email i sent to the board

recently, but still my knowlege is limited, and i am still learning. if it was

my daughter that was pregnant and in similar circumstances to yourself i would

give her a gentle nudge to email Bee via her Candida site, mainly because bee

knows more than me and her info is free. I do like Natasha on the GAPS site and

Dr Mercola on the Mercola site, and many of the other folk I have mentioned, but

consultations with these folk are very expensive, Bee charges $50 for phone

consulations, but me and many of the other folk i know that are doing Bees diet

do not pay for consultations we just ask for help via her candida board and this

is enough

> >  

> > Now regarding how i cope with my difficult life

> >  

> > My life is hard because i am caring for so many people that are ill and

because i have so little money, and other stuff, like dealing with all the

addiction on my family, and just every day stuff too. I have my own illness too

to contend with, and in my everyday life there is not one person that can help

me at all with that, but luckily there are folk here on this board that can help

me with that

> >  

> > Anyway, in the past, when i was younger, i was so very sad because nothing

in my life was going right, and even when I tried really hard to get myself on

my feet and do well, my family would always create dramas and sabotage

everything I tried to do. I got so very ill, it is hard to even explain how bad

things got for me because frankly I did not know things could get that bad for

anybody

> >  

> > But when I joined the 12 step groups I learned that there are indeed many

people in this world that get in similar messes to what I got into

> >  

> > I had to attend the 12 step groups for a while to understand what these folk

were saying to me, and frankly I could not understand a lot of it. My head was

so fogged up with Candida and what ever else was in my head, it all just sounded

like waffle to me. But as the weeks went by I began to realise that this

deep sad state I was in was far more serious than I thought it was. 

> >  

> > I was dying , and I am not exagerating when I say that. My illness

had progressed to a terribly bad place and nobody was helping me, no doctors

were helping, my family were not helping, and even these folk at Alanon,

although really lovely folk, really lovely folk, there was only so much they

could do to help me. But the one good thing was these folk at Alanon did know

the reality of all this. They too had suffered a lot, a very lot in the past,

just like I had and they had managed to get themselves out of the mess they had

been in. Some of them had had to move out, and I realised I had to move away

too, but many did not have to, in fact most managed to stay living in their

homes and really this is what Alanon is about, it is about helping people to

stay living with their families even though all this silly business is going

on

> >  

> > Now I can here, on this site share some of how I cope, but my way is just

my way and only really right for me, to find your own way you would be doing

yourself a favour if you speak to many people that belong to these kinds

of groups, there should be at least a few in your area

> >  

> > Anyway, what I do if go to the library a lot. Here there are not many

roudy people, it is usually peaceful and I can use the computer and chat to folk

here at this site etc. I also go for walks in the park. I used to struggle to

walk and could only get from bench to bench, and at the time it seemed

like a waste of time, but it was not a waste of time because this was giving me

some exercise. I also go and sit in churches. I am a Catholic and mainly I

visit Catholic churches but I also go to many other kinds of churches and

I find this so heart warming. When I visit the churches I often do not speak

much with anybody, I just listen to the sermon and read their literature and

admire their art work and so on. this passes the day for me and it helps me

not feel so sad and lonely, it helps me realise that God is close to me

> >  

> > I also go to many second hand markets. I do not think you have many of these

in the USA, but I think maybe you have what are called garage sales, which are

roughtly the same thing. At these markets I have a really good time and I

really enjoy it. Sometimes I have only a tiny amount of money on me but I do

find some really good bargains an this can make my day. I have been to one

this weekend and whilst there I found some CDs and DVDs that were only 50p

and they were all things I really enjoy, like O'Donnel in concert, and

a Bible video about Magdelene

> >  

> > As I walk around there markets I talk to myself like I am my very best

friend, like I am a kind teacher, or my own mom. I am really consoling and kind

to myself, I look for everything that is good in me and think about what a gift

it is to be alive and how wonderful it is to be a child of God. 

> >  

> > When I look after myself in this gentle way it is much easier for me to cope

with all the craziness in my family, and i do not get down so much

> >  

> > I am being shouted now, again, but when I get chance I will be online

again. 

> >  

> > It is easier to cope with all this if we try to live in the present moment

and find what is good in that moment

> >  

> > Love Joanne 

> >

> > From: marian <mn_211@>

> > To: mailto:fibromyalgiacured%40yahoogroups.com

> > Sent: Monday, 27 August 2012, 14:11

> > Subject: Extremely tired and stresses

> >

> >

> >  

> > Hi Joanne and group.

> >

> > I've no where to go and feel extremely tired and sick as my sleep is cut 3

hours daily due to loud noise and drama.

> >

> > I have no where to go not even a vehicle,just this house. It's not safe to

go for walksalone,I always wait until husband off at 6pm to go out.

> > I'll be cutting walls very short because of being tired.

> >

> > I just feel can't eat and force myself to get up to get liquids.

> >

> > Should I even attempt the bee program at this point?

> >

> > I do have supplements and right food.

> >

> > I just sit outside and cry a lot. I've gotten very quiet.

> > Thanks

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

[Guest guest]

Hi joanne

Ive gotten to the point Ill need to spend money on staying in hotel room often

so I dont lose my sanity and or end up in hospital that means no money to spare

for Bee.

Thanks

> > >

> > >

> > >  

> > > Bee will be able to tell you best if you should start the diet now or

later. She has been using ketogenic diets now for over 20 years. i have only

been doing this a few years and only know the basics. Bee will know what to ask

you and will know a lot about how best to do the diet when pregnant, i have no

experience regarding this, but bee has a lot of experience in regards to many

situations.

> > >  

> > > She is also somewhat older than me and Bee can remember a time when the

diet in the west was not so bad as it is now, and she also knows about a lot of

old fashioned remedies. i know some things, mainly what I have learned from Bee,

and the other people i have mentioned on the main email i sent to the board

recently, but still my knowlege is limited, and i am still learning. if it was

my daughter that was pregnant and in similar circumstances to yourself i would

give her a gentle nudge to email Bee via her Candida site, mainly because bee

knows more than me and her info is free. I do like Natasha on the GAPS site and

Dr Mercola on the Mercola site, and many of the other folk I have mentioned, but

consultations with these folk are very expensive, Bee charges $50 for phone

consulations, but me and many of the other folk i know that are doing Bees diet

do not pay for consultations we just ask for help via her candida board and this

is enough

> > >  

> > > Now regarding how i cope with my difficult life

> > >  

> > > My life is hard because i am caring for so many people that are ill and

because i have so little money, and other stuff, like dealing with all the

addiction on my family, and just every day stuff too. I have my own illness too

to contend with, and in my everyday life there is not one person that can help

me at all with that, but luckily there are folk here on this board that can help

me with that

> > >  

> > > Anyway, in the past, when i was younger, i was so very sad because nothing

in my life was going right, and even when I tried really hard to get myself on

my feet and do well, my family would always create dramas and sabotage

everything I tried to do. I got so very ill, it is hard to even explain how bad

things got for me because frankly I did not know things could get that bad for

anybody

> > >  

> > > But when I joined the 12 step groups I learned that there are indeed many

people in this world that get in similar messes to what I got into

> > >  

> > > I had to attend the 12 step groups for a while to understand what these

folk were saying to me, and frankly I could not understand a lot of it. My head

was so fogged up with Candida and what ever else was in my head, it all just

sounded like waffle to me. But as the weeks went by I began to realise that this

deep sad state I was in was far more serious than I thought it

was. 

> > >  

> > > I was dying , and I am not exagerating when I say that. My

illness had progressed to a terribly bad place and nobody was helping me, no

doctors were helping, my family were not helping, and even these folk at Alanon,

although really lovely folk, really lovely folk, there was only so much they

could do to help me. But the one good thing was these folk at Alanon did know

the reality of all this. They too had suffered a lot, a very lot in the

past, just like I had and they had managed to get themselves out of the mess

they had been in. Some of them had had to move out, and I realised I had to move

away too, but many did not have to, in fact most managed to stay living in their

homes and really this is what Alanon is about, it is about helping people to

stay living with their families even though all this silly business is

going on

> > >  

> > > Now I can here, on this site share some of how I cope, but my way

is just my way and only really right for me, to find your own way you would be

doing yourself a favour if you speak to many people that belong to

these kinds of groups, there should be at least a few in your area

> > >  

> > > Anyway, what I do if go to the library a lot. Here there are not

many roudy people, it is usually peaceful and I can use the computer and chat to

folk here at this site etc. I also go for walks in the park. I used to

struggle to walk and could only get from bench to bench, and at the time

it seemed like a waste of time, but it was not a waste of time because

this was giving me some exercise. I also go and sit in churches. I am a Catholic

and mainly I visit Catholic churches but I also go to many other kinds

of churches and I find this so heart warming. When I visit the churches

I often do not speak much with anybody, I just listen to the sermon and

read their literature and admire their art work and so on. this passes the

day for me and it helps me not feel so sad and lonely, it helps me

realise that God is close to me

> > >  

> > > I also go to many second hand markets. I do not think you have many of

these in the USA, but I think maybe you have what are called garage sales, which

are roughtly the same thing. At these markets I have a really good time

and I really enjoy it. Sometimes I have only a tiny amount of money on

me but I do find some really good bargains an this can make my day. I

have been to one this weekend and whilst there I found some CDs

and DVDs that were only 50p and they were all things I really enjoy,

like O'Donnel in concert, and a Bible video about Magdelene

> > >  

> > > As I walk around there markets I talk to myself like I am my very best

friend, like I am a kind teacher, or my own mom. I am really consoling and kind

to myself, I look for everything that is good in me and think about what a gift

it is to be alive and how wonderful it is to be a child of God. 

> > >  

> > > When I look after myself in this gentle way it is much easier for me to

cope with all the craziness in my family, and i do not get down so much

> > >  

> > > I am being shouted now, again, but when I get chance I will be online

again. 

> > >  

> > > It is easier to cope with all this if we try to live in the present moment

and find what is good in that moment

> > >  

> > > Love Joanne 

> > >

> > > From: marian <mn_211@>

> > > To: mailto:fibromyalgiacured%40yahoogroups.com

> > > Sent: Monday, 27 August 2012, 14:11

> > > Subject: Extremely tired and stresses

> > >

> > >

> > >  

> > > Hi Joanne and group.

> > >

> > > I've no where to go and feel extremely tired and sick as my sleep is cut 3

hours daily due to loud noise and drama.

> > >

> > > I have no where to go not even a vehicle,just this house. It's not safe to

go for walksalone,I always wait until husband off at 6pm to go out.

> > > I'll be cutting walls very short because of being tired.

> > >

> > > I just feel can't eat and force myself to get up to get liquids.

> > >

> > > Should I even attempt the bee program at this point?

> > >

> > > I do have supplements and right food.

> > >

> > > I just sit outside and cry a lot. I've gotten very quiet.

> > > Thanks

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

[Guest guest]

Lovell,I wanted to thank you for posting this.This is me,I live in the past,and

worry about the future.Sounds like the kind of book I would love to read,and i

just ordered it.Mostly,i guess i live in the past,becasue i hate the way things

are now.My life.My situation.Lonf for the carefree days of youth,when I had no

responsibilities.I love my kids,but,dang,i need a break from them.been raing

kids for 26 years,and my son ,will never grow up,and leave home.Seems,there are

not that many friendly people anymore.Or people that care about anything

important,like their fellow man.Anyway,thankyou again for posting this.

> > > >

> > > >

> > > > ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > Bee will be able to tell you best if you should start the diet now or

later. She has been using ketogenic diets now for over 20 years. i have only

been doing this a few years and only know the basics. Bee will know what to ask

you and will know a lot about how best to do the diet when pregnant, i have no

experience regarding this, but bee has a lot of experience in regards to many

situations.

> > > > ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > She is also somewhat older than me and Bee can remember a time when the

diet in the west was not so bad as it is now, and she also knows about a lot of

old fashioned remedies. i know some things, mainly what I have learned from Bee,

and the other people i have mentioned on the main email i sent to the board

recently, but still my knowlege is limited, and i am still learning. if it was

my daughter that was pregnant and in similar circumstances to yourself i would

give her a gentle nudge to email Bee via her Candida site, mainly because bee

knows more than me and her info is free. I do like Natasha on the GAPS site and

Dr Mercola on the Mercola site, and many of the other folk I have mentioned, but

consultations with these folk are very expensive, Bee charges $50 for phone

consulations, but me and many of the other folk i know that are doing Bees diet

do not pay for consultations we just ask for help via her candida board and this

is enough

> > > > ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > Now regarding how i cope with my difficult life

> > > > ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > My life is hard because i am caring for so many people that are ill and

because i have so little money, and other stuff, like dealing with all the

addiction on my family, and just every day stuff too. I have my own illness too

to contend with, and in my everyday life there is not one person that can help

me at all with that, but luckily there are folk here on this board that can help

me with that

> > > > ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > Anyway, in the past, when i was younger, i was so very sad because

nothing in my life was going right, and even when I tried really hard to get

myself on my feet and do well, my family would always create dramas and sabotage

everything I tried to do. I got so very ill, it is hard to even explain how bad

things got for me because frankly I did not know things could get that bad for

anybody

> > > > ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > But when I joined the 12 step groups I learned that there are indeed

many people in this world that get in similar messes to what I got into

> > > > ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > I had to attend the 12 step groups for a while to understand what these

folk were saying to me, and frankly I could not understand a lot of it. My head

was so fogged up with Candida and what ever else was in my head, it all just

sounded like waffle to me. But as the weeks went by I began to realise that this

deepÃÆ'‚ sad state I was in was far more serious than I thought

it was.ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > I was dying , and I am not exagerating when

IÃÆ'‚ say that. My illness had progressed to a terribly bad place

and nobody was helping me, no doctors were helping, my family were not helping,

and even these folk at Alanon, although really lovely folk, really lovely folk,

there was only so much they could do to help me. But the one good thing was

these folk at Alanon did know the reality ofÃÆ'‚ all this. They

too had suffered a lot, a very lot in the past, just like I had and they had

managed to get themselves out of the mess they had been in. Some of them had had

to move out, and I realised I had to move away too, but many did not have to, in

fact most managed to stay living in their homes and really this is what Alanon

is about, it is about helping people to stay living with their

familiesÃÆ'‚ even though all this silly business is going on

> > > > ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > Now I can here, on this site share some of how I cope, but

myÃÆ'‚ way is just my way and only really right for me, to find

your own way you would be doing yourself a favour if you speak to many people

thatÃÆ'‚ belong to theseÃÆ'‚ kinds of groups,

there should be at least a few in your area

> > > > ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > Anyway, what I do ifÃÆ'‚ go to the library a lot. Here

there are not many roudy people, it is usually peaceful and I can use the

computer and chat to folk here at this site etc. I also go for walks in the

park. IÃÆ'‚ used to struggle to walk and could only get from

bench to bench,ÃÆ'‚ and at the time itÃÆ'‚ seemed

like a waste of time, but it was not a waste of time because this was giving me

some exercise. I also go and sit in churches. I am a Catholic and mainly I

visitÃÆ'‚ Catholic churches but I also go to many other kinds of

churches and IÃÆ'‚ find this so heart warming. When I visit the

churches I often do not speak much with anybody, I just listen to

theÃÆ'‚ sermon and read their literature and admire their art

work and so on. this passes the dayÃÆ'‚ for me and it helps me

not feel so sad and lonely, it helps me realise

> that God is close to me

> > > > ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > I also go to many second hand markets. I do not think you have many of

these in the USA, but I think maybe you have what are called garage sales, which

are roughtlyÃÆ'‚ the same thing. At these markets I have a really

good time and I reallyÃÆ'‚ enjoy it. Sometimes I have only a tiny

amount of money on me but I do find some really goodÃÆ'‚ bargains

an this can make my day. I have been to one this weekendÃÆ'‚ and

whilst there I found someÃÆ'‚ CDs and DVDs that were only 50p and

they were allÃÆ'‚ things I really enjoy, like O'Donnel in

concert, and a Bible video about Magdelene

> > > > ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > As I walk around there markets I talk to myself like I am my very best

friend, like I am a kind teacher, or my own mom. I am really consoling and kind

to myself, I look for everything that is good in me and think about what a gift

it is to be alive and how wonderful it is to be a child of

God.ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > When I look after myself in this gentle way it is much easier for me to

cope with all the craziness in my family, and i do not get down so much

> > > > ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > I am being shouted now, again, but when I get chance I will be online

again.ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > It is easier to cope with all this if we try to live in the present

moment and find what is good in that moment

> > > > ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > Love JoanneÃÆ'‚ 

> > > >

> > > > From: marian <mn_211@>

> > > > To: mailto:fibromyalgiacured%40yahoogroups.com

> > > > Sent: Monday, 27 August 2012, 14:11

> > > > Subject: Extremely tired and stresses

> > > >

> > > >

> > > > ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > Hi Joanne and group.

> > > >

> > > > I've no where to go and feel extremely tired and sick as my sleep is cut

3 hours daily due to loud noise and drama.

> > > >

> > > > I have no where to go not even a vehicle,just this house. It's not safe

to go for walksalone,I always wait until husband off at 6pm to go out.

> > > > I'll be cutting walls very short because of being tired.

> > > >

> > > > I just feel can't eat and force myself to get up to get liquids.

> > > >

> > > > Should I even attempt the bee program at this point?

> > > >

> > > > I do have supplements and right food.

> > > >

> > > > I just sit outside and cry a lot. I've gotten very quiet.

> > > > Thanks

> > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > > >

[Guest guest]

I will.I bought a used copy.I like to read,when i get the vhance.Hard when all

the kids are home.My marriage is bad,too,and that doesn`t help.i`m trapped,and

no way out of it.Till death do us part.

> > > > >

> > > > >

> > > > > ÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > > Bee will be able to tell you best if you should start the diet now or

later. She has been using ketogenic diets now for over 20 years. i have only

been doing this a few years and only know the basics. Bee will know what to ask

you and will know a lot about how best to do the diet when pregnant, i have no

experience regarding this, but bee has a lot of experience in regards to many

situations.

> > > > > ÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > > She is also somewhat older than me and Bee can remember a time when

the diet in the west was not so bad as it is now, and she also knows about a lot

of old fashioned remedies. i know some things, mainly what I have learned from

Bee, and the other people i have mentioned on the main email i sent to the board

recently, but still my knowlege is limited, and i am still learning. if it was

my daughter that was pregnant and in similar circumstances to yourself i would

give her a gentle nudge to email Bee via her Candida site, mainly because bee

knows more than me and her info is free. I do like Natasha on the GAPS site and

Dr Mercola on the Mercola site, and many of the other folk I have mentioned, but

consultations with these folk are very expensive, Bee charges $50 for phone

consulations, but me and many of the other folk i know that are doing Bees diet

do not pay for consultations we just ask for help via her candida board and this

is enough

> > > > > ÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > > Now regarding how i cope with my difficult life

> > > > > ÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > > My life is hard because i am caring for so many people that are ill

and because i have so little money, and other stuff, like dealing with all the

addiction on my family, and just every day stuff too. I have my own illness too

to contend with, and in my everyday life there is not one person that can help

me at all with that, but luckily there are folk here on this board that can help

me with that

> > > > > ÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > > Anyway, in the past, when i was younger, i was so very sad because

nothing in my life was going right, and even when I tried really hard to get

myself on my feet and do well, my family would always create dramas and sabotage

everything I tried to do. I got so very ill, it is hard to even explain how bad

things got for me because frankly I did not know things could get that bad for

anybody

> > > > > ÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > > But when I joined the 12 step groups I learned that there are indeed

many people in this world that get in similar messes to what I got into

> > > > > ÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > > I had to attend the 12 step groups for a while to understand what

these folk were saying to me, and frankly I could not understand a lot of it. My

head was so fogged up with Candida and what ever else was in my head, it all

just sounded like waffle to me. But as the weeks went by I began to realise that

this deepÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ sad state I was in was far

more serious than I thought it was.ÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > > ÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > > I was dying , and I am not exagerating when

IÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ say that. My illness had progressed

to a terribly bad place and nobody was helping me, no doctors were helping, my

family were not helping, and even these folk at Alanon, although really lovely

folk, really lovely folk, there was only so much they could do to help me. But

the one good thing was these folk at Alanon did know the reality

ofÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ all this. They too had suffered a

lot, a very lot in the past, just like I had and they had managed to get

themselves out of the mess they had been in. Some of them had had to move out,

and I realised I had to move away too, but many did not have to, in fact most

managed to stay living in their homes and really this is what Alanon is about,

it is about helping people to stay living with their

familiesÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ even though all this silly

business is

> going on

> > > > > ÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > > Now I can here, on this site share some of how I cope, but

myÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ way is just my way and only really

right for me, to find your own way you would be doing yourself a favour if you

speak to many people thatÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ belong to

theseÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ kinds of groups, there should be

at least a few in your area

> > > > > ÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > > Anyway, what I do ifÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ go to

the library a lot. Here there are not many roudy people, it is usually peaceful

and I can use the computer and chat to folk here at this site etc. I also go for

walks in the park. IÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ used to struggle

to walk and could only get from bench to

bench,ÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ and at the time

itÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ seemed like a waste of time, but it

was not a waste of time because this was giving me some exercise. I also go and

sit in churches. I am a Catholic and mainly I

visitÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ Catholic churches but I also go

to many other kinds of churches and

IÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ find this so heart warming. When I

visit the churches I often do not speak much with anybody, I just listen to

theÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ sermon and read their

> literature and admire their art work and so on. this passes the

dayÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ for me and it helps me not feel so

sad and lonely, it helps me realise

> > that God is close to me

> > > > > ÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > > I also go to many second hand markets. I do not think you have many of

these in the USA, but I think maybe you have what are called garage sales, which

are roughtlyÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ the same thing. At these

markets I have a really good time and I

reallyÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ enjoy it. Sometimes I have only

a tiny amount of money on me but I do find some really

goodÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ bargains an this can make my day.

I have been to one this weekendÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ and

whilst there I found someÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ CDs and DVDs

that were only 50p and they were

allÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ things I really enjoy, like

O'Donnel in concert, and a Bible video about Magdelene

> > > > > ÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > > As I walk around there markets I talk to myself like I am my very best

friend, like I am a kind teacher, or my own mom. I am really consoling and kind

to myself, I look for everything that is good in me and think about what a gift

it is to be alive and how wonderful it is to be a child of

God.ÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > > ÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > > When I look after myself in this gentle way it is much easier for me

to cope with all the craziness in my family, and i do not get down so much

> > > > > ÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > > I am being shouted now, again, but when I get chance I will be online

again.ÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > > ÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > > It is easier to cope with all this if we try to live in the present

moment and find what is good in that moment

> > > > > ÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > > Love JoanneÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > >

> > > > > From: marian <mn_211@>

> > > > > To: mailto:fibromyalgiacured%40yahoogroups.com

> > > > > Sent: Monday, 27 August 2012, 14:11

> > > > > Subject: Extremely tired and stresses

> > > > >

> > > > >

> > > > > ÃÆ'Æ'‚ÃÆ'‚ 

> > > > > Hi Joanne and group.

> > > > >

> > > > > I've no where to go and feel extremely tired and sick as my sleep is

cut 3 hours daily due to loud noise and drama.

> > > > >

> > > > > I have no where to go not even a vehicle,just this house. It's not

safe to go for walksalone,I always wait until husband off at 6pm to go out.

> > > > > I'll be cutting walls very short because of being tired.

> > > > >

> > > > > I just feel can't eat and force myself to get up to get liquids.

> > > > >

> > > > > Should I even attempt the bee program at this point?

> > > > >

> > > > > I do have supplements and right food.

> > > > >

> > > > > I just sit outside and cry a lot. I've gotten very quiet.

> > > > > Thanks

> > > > >

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