Guest guest Posted December 24, 2007 Report Share Posted December 24, 2007 Good friends, good food, good wine and no hangover, which is much less than I deserve! What more can a girl ask for > >> > Dear all,> > > > Wishing everyone a very blessed and just the way you want it Christmas. I know I am one blessed lady to know you all. This board is tremendous. My prayers go out to each and everyone of you. I don't know what I'd do without you. Merry Christmas.> > > > Love,> > Leanne> > > > > > ---------------------------------> > Never miss a thing. Make Yahoo your homepage.> >> > > > > > > ---------------------------------> Never miss a thing. Make Yahoo your homepage.> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 1, 2008 Report Share Posted January 1, 2008 Hi Leanne, I don't yet know about a transplant, my consultants are still investigating. Neither of my consultants have come across someone with my set of illnesses before. I may end up being a bit of a guinea pig. Thank you to everyone for reading this, thank you for letting me get it out. I do feel a bit brighter for that. xxx > I'm feeling scared, guilty, worried, down> I hate what is happening to me> I hate that there is no cure> I hate that they can't give me a prognosis> I hate having to worry about every little thing.> I hate that I can't just get on an do stuff> I hate the idea that I might not see my baby grow up.> I hate that she's got to live life with a mum that isn't firing on all cylinders.> I hate that I have to curtail one of my hobbies.> I hate that I have to plan going out so that I don't run out of O2> I've tried to talk to Rob, but I end up 'pulling my self together' and saying 'don't mind me, I'm fine really' And I'm doing this not to upset him too much. I don't know if he really knows the full implications of PF, and I don't know how to bring it up.> But I'm not Ok right now.> I want to scream and shout and rage at the unfairness of it all (except that I'd get too out of breath I can't even have a damn good laugh at anything as it makes me cough too much )> My father is having a second op following problems with a hip replacement, and I was his main carer, (frankly my brother is useless and selfish when it comes to looking after dad, happy to borrow dads car, but not so good at running errands) so I'm now worrying at how he's going to cope> And to top everything I have a wisdom tooth causing me lots of problems, it started last night, so I won't get to a dentist until at least tomorrow and I need to see a doctor tomorrow as I'm starting to get a cough as well > Right now, I've just had enough and I want to step out of my body for a little while and hop into someone elses while it get's on with it.> > > > > > ---------------------------------> Never miss a thing. Make Yahoo your homepage.> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 1, 2008 Report Share Posted January 1, 2008 Warrior Guinea Princess Pig.....nope.... Warrior Guinea Pig Princess.....nope.... none of it works so just Warrior Princess Success Story By the way, how old is the Wonderful Princess Baby? > > I'm feeling scared, guilty, worried, down > > I hate what is happening to me > > I hate that there is no cure > > I hate that they can't give me a prognosis > > I hate having to worry about every little thing. > > I hate that I can't just get on an do stuff > > I hate the idea that I might not see my baby grow up. > > I hate that she's got to live life with a mum that isn't firing on all > cylinders. > > I hate that I have to curtail one of my hobbies. > > I hate that I have to plan going out so that I don't run out of O2 > > I've tried to talk to Rob, but I end up 'pulling my self together' and > saying 'don't mind me, I'm fine really' And I'm doing this not to upset > him too much. I don't know if he really knows the full implications of > PF, and I don't know how to bring it up. > > But I'm not Ok right now. > > I want to scream and shout and rage at the unfairness of it all > (except that I'd get too out of breath I can't even have a damn good > laugh at anything as it makes me cough too much ) > > My father is having a second op following problems with a hip > replacement, and I was his main carer, (frankly my brother is useless > and selfish when it comes to looking after dad, happy to borrow dads > car, but not so good at running errands) so I'm now worrying at how he's > going to cope > > And to top everything I have a wisdom tooth causing me lots of > problems, it started last night, so I won't get to a dentist until at > least tomorrow and I need to see a doctor tomorrow as I'm starting to > get a cough as well > > Right now, I've just had enough and I want to step out of my body for > a little while and hop into someone elses while it get's on with it. > > > > > > > > > > > > --------------------------------- > > Never miss a thing. Make Yahoo your homepage. > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 1, 2008 Report Share Posted January 1, 2008 > > > I'm feeling scared, guilty, worried, down > > > I hate what is happening to me > > > I hate that there is no cure > > > I hate that they can't give me a prognosis > > > I hate having to worry about every little thing. > > > I hate that I can't just get on an do stuff > > > I hate the idea that I might not see my baby grow up. > > > I hate that she's got to live life with a mum that isn't firing > on all > > cylinders. > > > I hate that I have to curtail one of my hobbies. > > > I hate that I have to plan going out so that I don't run out of O2 > > > I've tried to talk to Rob, but I end up 'pulling my self > together' and > > saying 'don't mind me, I'm fine really' And I'm doing this not to > upset > > him too much. I don't know if he really knows the full implications > of > > PF, and I don't know how to bring it up. > > > But I'm not Ok right now. > > > I want to scream and shout and rage at the unfairness of it all > > (except that I'd get too out of breath I can't even have a damn good > > laugh at anything as it makes me cough too much ) > > > My father is having a second op following problems with a hip > > replacement, and I was his main carer, (frankly my brother is > useless > > and selfish when it comes to looking after dad, happy to borrow dads > > car, but not so good at running errands) so I'm now worrying at how > he's > > going to cope > > > And to top everything I have a wisdom tooth causing me lots of > > problems, it started last night, so I won't get to a dentist until > at > > least tomorrow and I need to see a doctor tomorrow as I'm starting > to > > get a cough as well > > > Right now, I've just had enough and I want to step out of my body > for > > a little while and hop into someone elses while it get's on with it. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > --------------------------------- > > > Never miss a thing. Make Yahoo your homepage. > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 1, 2008 Report Share Posted January 1, 2008 Lili is 5 and she's been writing 'mummy's 'scriptions' out today, bless her, she can't write yet, so she's been giving me lots of scraps of paper with scribbles on! > > > > I'm feeling scared, guilty, worried, down> > > > I hate what is happening to me> > > > I hate that there is no cure> > > > I hate that they can't give me a prognosis> > > > I hate having to worry about every little thing.> > > > I hate that I can't just get on an do stuff> > > > I hate the idea that I might not see my baby grow up.> > > > I hate that she's got to live life with a mum that isn't firing> > on all> > > cylinders.> > > > I hate that I have to curtail one of my hobbies.> > > > I hate that I have to plan going out so that I don't run out of O2> > > > I've tried to talk to Rob, but I end up 'pulling my self> > together' and> > > saying 'don't mind me, I'm fine really' And I'm doing this not to> > upset> > > him too much. I don't know if he really knows the full implications> > of> > > PF, and I don't know how to bring it up.> > > > But I'm not Ok right now.> > > > I want to scream and shout and rage at the unfairness of it all> > > (except that I'd get too out of breath I can't even have a damn good> > > laugh at anything as it makes me cough too much )> > > > My father is having a second op following problems with a hip> > > replacement, and I was his main carer, (frankly my brother is> > useless> > > and selfish when it comes to looking after dad, happy to borrow dads> > > car, but not so good at running errands) so I'm now worrying at how> > he's> > > going to cope> > > > And to top everything I have a wisdom tooth causing me lots of> > > problems, it started last night, so I won't get to a dentist until> > at> > > least tomorrow and I need to see a doctor tomorrow as I'm starting> > to> > > get a cough as well> > > > Right now, I've just had enough and I want to step out of my body> > for> > > a little while and hop into someone elses while it get's on with it.> > > >> > > >> > > >> > > >> > > >> > > > ---------------------------------> > > > Never miss a thing. Make Yahoo your homepage.> > > >> > >> >> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 1, 2008 Report Share Posted January 1, 2008 Peggy...I put 'stuff' in a frame with a picture and date it all the time. The kids (and I) love 'em. Soooo cute. How are you feeling? How's the eye? And sure, I'm up for soup, and I'll bring home made rolls. Mama-Sher, ild 3-06, OR.Don't fret about tomorrow, God is already there! Re: Re: Zena Just an Idea for you. Put her scraps of papers in a picture frame with a current picture. It will mean a whole lot one day. I love things like that. Love and Prayers, Peggy ipf 6/04 Florida "Worry looks around, Sorry looks back, Faith looks up." Lili is 5 and she's been writing 'mummy's 'scriptions' out today, bless her, she can't write yet, so she's been giving me lots of scraps of paper with scribbles on! > > > > I'm feeling scared, guilty, worried, down> > > > I hate what is happening to me> > > > I hate that there is no cure> > > > I hate that they can't give me a prognosis> > > > I hate having to worry about every little thing.> > > > I hate that I can't just get on an do stuff> > > > I hate the idea that I might not see my baby grow up.> > > > I hate that she's got to live life with a mum that isn't firing> > on all> > > cylinders.> > > > I hate that I have to curtail one of my hobbies.> > > > I hate that I have to plan going out so that I don't run out of O2> > > > I've tried to talk to Rob, but I end up 'pulling my self> > together' and> > > saying 'don't mind me, I'm fine really' And I'm doing this not to> > upset> > > him too much. I don't know if he really knows the full implications> > of> > > PF, and I don't know how to bring it up.> > > > But I'm not Ok right now.> > > > I want to scream and shout and rage at the unfairness of it all> > > (except that I'd get too out of breath I can't even have a damn good> > > laugh at anything as it makes me cough too much )> > > > My father is having a second op following problems with a hip> > > replacement, and I was his main carer, (frankly my brother is> > useless> > > and selfish when it comes to looking after dad, happy to borrow dads> > > car, but not so good at running errands) so I'm now worrying at how> > he's> > > going to cope> > > > And to top everything I have a wisdom tooth causing me lots of> > > problems, it started last night, so I won't get to a dentist until> > at> > > least tomorrow and I need to see a doctor tomorrow as I'm starting> > to> > > get a cough as well> > > > Right now, I've just had enough and I want to step out of my body> > for> > > a little while and hop into someone elses while it get's on with it.> > > >> > > >> > > >> > > >> > > >> > > > ---------------------------------> > > > Never miss a thing. Make Yahoo your homepage.> > > >> > >> >> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 1, 2008 Report Share Posted January 1, 2008 Peggy...I put 'stuff' in a frame with a picture and date it all the time. The kids (and I) love 'em. Soooo cute. How are you feeling? How's the eye? And sure, I'm up for soup, and I'll bring home made rolls. Mama-Sher, ild 3-06, OR.Don't fret about tomorrow, God is already there! Re: Re: Zena Just an Idea for you. Put her scraps of papers in a picture frame with a current picture. It will mean a whole lot one day. I love things like that. Love and Prayers, Peggy ipf 6/04 Florida "Worry looks around, Sorry looks back, Faith looks up." Lili is 5 and she's been writing 'mummy's 'scriptions' out today, bless her, she can't write yet, so she's been giving me lots of scraps of paper with scribbles on! > > > > I'm feeling scared, guilty, worried, down> > > > I hate what is happening to me> > > > I hate that there is no cure> > > > I hate that they can't give me a prognosis> > > > I hate having to worry about every little thing.> > > > I hate that I can't just get on an do stuff> > > > I hate the idea that I might not see my baby grow up.> > > > I hate that she's got to live life with a mum that isn't firing> > on all> > > cylinders.> > > > I hate that I have to curtail one of my hobbies.> > > > I hate that I have to plan going out so that I don't run out of O2> > > > I've tried to talk to Rob, but I end up 'pulling my self> > together' and> > > saying 'don't mind me, I'm fine really' And I'm doing this not to> > upset> > > him too much. I don't know if he really knows the full implications> > of> > > PF, and I don't know how to bring it up.> > > > But I'm not Ok right now.> > > > I want to scream and shout and rage at the unfairness of it all> > > (except that I'd get too out of breath I can't even have a damn good> > > laugh at anything as it makes me cough too much )> > > > My father is having a second op following problems with a hip> > > replacement, and I was his main carer, (frankly my brother is> > useless> > > and selfish when it comes to looking after dad, happy to borrow dads> > > car, but not so good at running errands) so I'm now worrying at how> > he's> > > going to cope> > > > And to top everything I have a wisdom tooth causing me lots of> > > problems, it started last night, so I won't get to a dentist until> > at> > > least tomorrow and I need to see a doctor tomorrow as I'm starting> > to> > > get a cough as well> > > > Right now, I've just had enough and I want to step out of my body> > for> > > a little while and hop into someone elses while it get's on with it.> > > >> > > >> > > >> > > >> > > >> > > > ---------------------------------> > > > Never miss a thing. Make Yahoo your homepage.> > > >> > >> >> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 2, 2008 Report Share Posted January 2, 2008 i'm glad you are feeling a bit better. how's the wisdom tooth? i didn't watch dr who this year - i'm sure it will be repeated. in your msg to me you looked as if you were cut off mid sentance. have you been taking your scriptions today? may Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 2, 2008 Report Share Posted January 2, 2008 my own doctor who owns the practice only works part time. i just go to the new young training doctors in the practice but really i try to bypass them all. i see the practice nurse every four weeks for them to take blood and i try to do anything i need at that appointment. she, along with the visiting nurses are great and can just cut through anything. i actually think that chronically ill patients with ongoing problems should be allocated a member of staff to be their co-ordinator. may ive just lost my repeat prescription for imuran so hoping i can sort that at that appointment. > > > > > > i'm glad you are feeling a bit better. how's the wisdom tooth? > > i didn't watch dr who this year - i'm sure it will be repeated. > > > > in your msg to me you looked as if you were cut off mid sentance. > > have you been taking your scriptions today? > > > > may > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 2, 2008 Report Share Posted January 2, 2008 my own doctor who owns the practice only works part time. i just go to the new young training doctors in the practice but really i try to bypass them all. i see the practice nurse every four weeks for them to take blood and i try to do anything i need at that appointment. she, along with the visiting nurses are great and can just cut through anything. i actually think that chronically ill patients with ongoing problems should be allocated a member of staff to be their co-ordinator. may ive just lost my repeat prescription for imuran so hoping i can sort that at that appointment. > > > > > > i'm glad you are feeling a bit better. how's the wisdom tooth? > > i didn't watch dr who this year - i'm sure it will be repeated. > > > > in your msg to me you looked as if you were cut off mid sentance. > > have you been taking your scriptions today? > > > > may > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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