Re:EXCUSE ME WHILE I WHINGE/Hold on to Hope....

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{{Mootie}}

I am pretty down now too..especially now that I went to the dentist, and he

found nothing.

For the last five years I have been experiencing a lot of downs due to the

anxiety/depression.. and I am on disability because of it. With the

anxiety/depression I have comes to terms with it and at least understand

what it is and I usually feel ok. Except under a lot of stress...like now.

With the hives I don't know what's causing them and it is driving me crazy.

My anxiety and depression are worse now and I am not functioning well at

all. I am tired, I hate leaving the house, my legs ache and I hate to go and

do anything that requires even minimal amount of walking. I am suppose to go

on vacation with my hubby and kids on Sunday and I am scared. When I went on

vacation last week I went with a friend. We had planned it just before the

hives. I tried to get out of it but she was so upset, I went anyway. We

rented a house by the ocean..but I did not go out, did not walk the beach. I

just stayed in the house wishing these hives away.

Please know that we all understand and can completely empathize with you. It

really does suck!! Right now all I can due is keep looking for a cause,

pray, and keep the faith. My whole life has been full of pain and heartache

but I have always kept hope.. without hope I am not sure if I would be here

today. My life has been blessed in so many ways and I do count my blessings

and I will continue to pray that God leads me and all of you in the right

direction, so that we all can find the answer.

With Continued Hope,

Kate