Hello!

[Guest guest]

Hi there everyone! My name is and I had an open RNY on

August 14th, 2000. I've lost 131 lbs and I'm about 20 from goal. I

have been on 'the pill' for the past 10 months, I have PCOS.... and I

just found out I'm pregnant!!! I guess when babies want to be with

you, they find a way, huh? I have a daughter that was supposed to

be the 'miracle' baby. I didn't use any fertility drugs to get

pregnant with her. It just happened.

Now for the fun stuff.. I left my husband on the 18th of June. Our

marriage had been on the rocks for about a year and a half. Once I

had my surgery he refused to touch me. I was safe being fat and

miserable. I had a friend that was with me the whole time. (a male

friend) He's very supportive and his family is wonderful, but I'm

scared. My daughter is the center of my life. I was not ready for

this. I'm trying to get into school to become an RN. I'm not unhappy

about this at all, I have PCOS and this is the second miracle in my

life. I'm not divorced yet, and I know from past experience, it's

probably not going to be long before I start showing. I'm about 60

lbs lighter than when I got pregnant with my daughter, and I started

showing at about 3 months. I had gestational diabetes with my

daughter so she was a big baby. 9.9 lbs and 23 inches long.

I need to tell my soon to be ex at some point because I'm still

covered under his insurance and I don't think it's right that he pay

for this baby. I'm a mess right now, if you can't tell.

I think I'll close for now. I think I've said enough. <smile>