Guest guest Posted November 15, 2010 Report Share Posted November 15, 2010 Thanks Doug and everyone. Ah, the holidays. I'm pretty sure that's why my depression is flaring. i'm actually envious of the people on this forum whose Nadas have elected to stop speaking with them. Mine won't leave me alone. > > I m there with you, friend. It is depressing, and I m battling > depression. We want so much not to pass on that legacy of being f..ed > up by broken parents. > > It was odd with my nada, she hated, I mean hated, her mom. Would not > even refer to her as mom, just that person who gave me birth. Went on > for hours about what a witch she was. Yet. She could not seem to > empathize, ( now why am I surprised) with the fact that my childhood > was a long, slow trip through hell. > > The depression hurts. I m fighting it, but many days it wins. > > But we are worth it. We are not the sum total of the fu..ed up, * lol, > almost wrote it out that time* life we experienced. It was not our > fault. And to the extent we can, we are worth healing. > > I keep saying that. I hope to feel it one day. But I do believe, on an > intellectual basis, that it is true. > > But you are not alone. > > May we all heal. > > Doug > > - > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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