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> Yeah, Well, I was about 26 when she said those things. i'm going to be

> 36 soon. My solution was to just not speak to her again.

>

> You gotta learn NOT to play the game, girl!

>

> Nada: When are you going to give me grandchildren?

> You: As soon as you give me a mother. So anyway, I think my migraines

> are caused by being a freaking KO!

>

> Nada: I think I know why you have always been mad at me.

> You: I m not going to discuss my feelings with you. So how bout them

> Steelers?

>

> Do.

>

> NOT.

>

> Play.

>

> Her.

>

> Games.

>

> You will lose, she will hurt you. An interesting game Professor

> Falken. The only winning move is not to play.

>

> Doug

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Nada: When are you going to give me grandchildren?

You: As soon as you give me a mother.

There you have it. The absolute, all-time perfect comeback!

Where were you when I needed this line???

Amy

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GSC,

You gotta learn NOT to play the game, girl!

Nada: When are you going to give me grandchildren?

You: As soon as you give me a mother. So anyway, I think my migraines

are caused by being a freaking KO!

Nada: I think I know why you have always been mad at me.

You: I m not going to discuss my feelings with you. So how bout them

Steelers?

Do.

NOT.

Play.

Her.

Games.

You will lose, she will hurt you. An interesting game Professor

Falken. The only winning move is not to play.

Doug

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" The only winning move is not to play. "

You're right, Doug, it is nuclear war!

One thing I notice about your scenarios is that they don't involve defending

yourself. I just recently learned how useless it is to try, since she can always

invent things or just plain refuse to agree with the obvious truth. Instead, I

decided to try this:

Nada: You know, Jgar, I told you this was important to me and you still wouldn't

go. If I can't expect that you'll be there for things like this, then I can't

expect anything from you at all.

Jgar: It must be awful to feel that way.

Nada: It is. You live there in your house and it's all about you and your

husband and you don't give a fuck about anyone else.

Jgar: It was not my intention to cause you pain. I'm sorry you're feeling so

terrible.

Nada: I tried so hard to raise you and your brother, and I just feel like

(insert mentally ill ravings about how she expects me to be her mother).

Remember when (insert instance of youth in which she was actually being kind,

though with fictional embellishments, and omitting that it was probably in

response to something awful she did)? Do you understand what I'm saying?

Jgar: I hear what you're saying. I just don't see it that way. I guess I'm just

not capable of understanding. I'm sorry.

And you know, after three or four rounds of my giving her absolutely no material

to work with, she just ran out of things to say. I stopped making her feel that

she had to defend herself, and even she got tired of saying the same thing over

and over again and getting nowhere. It was magical. It was hard to fight the

impulse to correct her when she made things up or defend myself from false

accusations, but it was worth it. She's now acting as if our most recent

disagreement never happened. And when she tries to bring it up again in a few

months to guilt me into something else I don't want to do, I'll use the same

technique: I can't, I'm sorry, I hear you, Sounds awful.

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That is a really good illustration of that technique, of just mirroring back the

bpd's feelings to her without engaging in defending yourself.

This is a wonderful technique, but it takes a certain mental discipline to do it

and I think it also takes being emotionally detached so that you are able to not

take the accusations (or the begging or the threats) personally.

Its the equivalent of being a customer services representative, and listening

calmly to an irate customer complain about the sales person who sold her the

widget: its not about you at all, you're just there to listen and validate.

Being able to switch off one's emotions and listen to false accusations against

oneself *as though listening to accusations against some unknown third party* is

the key.

I can't do this yet. I am *so* not detached enough. I would LOVE to be able to

do this, though. At this point all my " insulation " has been worn away and just

hearing my nada's voice can give me the beginnings of a migraine headache. But,

maybe with therapy I can reach that goal. I like to think of it as

" compassionate detachment. "

That's great that you can do that, I think its awesome.

-Annie

>

>

> " The only winning move is not to play. "

>

> You're right, Doug, it is nuclear war!

>

>

> One thing I notice about your scenarios is that they don't involve defending

yourself. I just recently learned how useless it is to try, since she can always

invent things or just plain refuse to agree with the obvious truth. Instead, I

decided to try this:

>

> Nada: You know, Jgar, I told you this was important to me and you still

wouldn't go. If I can't expect that you'll be there for things like this, then I

can't expect anything from you at all.

>

> Jgar: It must be awful to feel that way.

>

> Nada: It is. You live there in your house and it's all about you and your

husband and you don't give a fuck about anyone else.

>

> Jgar: It was not my intention to cause you pain. I'm sorry you're feeling so

terrible.

>

> Nada: I tried so hard to raise you and your brother, and I just feel like

(insert mentally ill ravings about how she expects me to be her mother).

Remember when (insert instance of youth in which she was actually being kind,

though with fictional embellishments, and omitting that it was probably in

response to something awful she did)? Do you understand what I'm saying?

>

> Jgar: I hear what you're saying. I just don't see it that way. I guess I'm

just not capable of understanding. I'm sorry.

>

>

>

> And you know, after three or four rounds of my giving her absolutely no

material to work with, she just ran out of things to say. I stopped making her

feel that she had to defend herself, and even she got tired of saying the same

thing over and over again and getting nowhere. It was magical. It was hard to

fight the impulse to correct her when she made things up or defend myself from

false accusations, but it was worth it. She's now acting as if our most recent

disagreement never happened. And when she tries to bring it up again in a few

months to guilt me into something else I don't want to do, I'll use the same

technique: I can't, I'm sorry, I hear you, Sounds awful.

>

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I want to be able to do this so much!!!!! But I am not there emotionally. I know

it is detachment but I still have this knawing little ache that she will see the

errors of her ways and change. I am learning to parent my inner child. It is

strange but I am hoping that it will work.

.. 

Subject: Re: the visit

To: WTOAdultChildren1

Date: Wednesday, December 8, 2010, 12:22 PM

 

That is a really good illustration of that technique, of just mirroring back the

bpd's feelings to her without engaging in defending yourself.

This is a wonderful technique, but it takes a certain mental discipline to do it

and I think it also takes being emotionally detached so that you are able to not

take the accusations (or the begging or the threats) personally.

Its the equivalent of being a customer services representative, and listening

calmly to an irate customer complain about the sales person who sold her the

widget: its not about you at all, you're just there to listen and validate.

Being able to switch off one's emotions and listen to false accusations against

oneself *as though listening to accusations against some unknown third party* is

the key.

I can't do this yet. I am *so* not detached enough. I would LOVE to be able to

do this, though. At this point all my " insulation " has been worn away and just

hearing my nada's voice can give me the beginnings of a migraine headache. But,

maybe with therapy I can reach that goal. I like to think of it as

" compassionate detachment. "

That's great that you can do that, I think its awesome.

-Annie

>

>

> " The only winning move is not to play. "

>

> You're right, Doug, it is nuclear war!

>

>

> One thing I notice about your scenarios is that they don't involve defending

yourself. I just recently learned how useless it is to try, since she can always

invent things or just plain refuse to agree with the obvious truth. Instead, I

decided to try this:

>

> Nada: You know, Jgar, I told you this was important to me and you still

wouldn't go. If I can't expect that you'll be there for things like this, then I

can't expect anything from you at all.

>

> Jgar: It must be awful to feel that way.

>

> Nada: It is. You live there in your house and it's all about you and your

husband and you don't give a fuck about anyone else.

>

> Jgar: It was not my intention to cause you pain. I'm sorry you're feeling so

terrible.

>

> Nada: I tried so hard to raise you and your brother, and I just feel like

(insert mentally ill ravings about how she expects me to be her mother).

Remember when (insert instance of youth in which she was actually being kind,

though with fictional embellishments, and omitting that it was probably in

response to something awful she did)? Do you understand what I'm saying?

>

> Jgar: I hear what you're saying. I just don't see it that way. I guess I'm

just not capable of understanding. I'm sorry.

>

>

>

> And you know, after three or four rounds of my giving her absolutely no

material to work with, she just ran out of things to say. I stopped making her

feel that she had to defend herself, and even she got tired of saying the same

thing over and over again and getting nowhere. It was magical. It was hard to

fight the impulse to correct her when she made things up or defend myself from

false accusations, but it was worth it. She's now acting as if our most recent

disagreement never happened. And when she tries to bring it up again in a few

months to guilt me into something else I don't want to do, I'll use the same

technique: I can't, I'm sorry, I hear you, Sounds awful.

>

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I want to be able to do this so much!!!!! But I am not there emotionally. I know

it is detachment but I still have this knawing little ache that she will see the

errors of her ways and change. I am learning to parent my inner child. It is

strange but I am hoping that it will work.

.. 

Subject: Re: the visit

To: WTOAdultChildren1

Date: Wednesday, December 8, 2010, 12:22 PM

 

That is a really good illustration of that technique, of just mirroring back the

bpd's feelings to her without engaging in defending yourself.

This is a wonderful technique, but it takes a certain mental discipline to do it

and I think it also takes being emotionally detached so that you are able to not

take the accusations (or the begging or the threats) personally.

Its the equivalent of being a customer services representative, and listening

calmly to an irate customer complain about the sales person who sold her the

widget: its not about you at all, you're just there to listen and validate.

Being able to switch off one's emotions and listen to false accusations against

oneself *as though listening to accusations against some unknown third party* is

the key.

I can't do this yet. I am *so* not detached enough. I would LOVE to be able to

do this, though. At this point all my " insulation " has been worn away and just

hearing my nada's voice can give me the beginnings of a migraine headache. But,

maybe with therapy I can reach that goal. I like to think of it as

" compassionate detachment. "

That's great that you can do that, I think its awesome.

-Annie

>

>

> " The only winning move is not to play. "

>

> You're right, Doug, it is nuclear war!

>

>

> One thing I notice about your scenarios is that they don't involve defending

yourself. I just recently learned how useless it is to try, since she can always

invent things or just plain refuse to agree with the obvious truth. Instead, I

decided to try this:

>

> Nada: You know, Jgar, I told you this was important to me and you still

wouldn't go. If I can't expect that you'll be there for things like this, then I

can't expect anything from you at all.

>

> Jgar: It must be awful to feel that way.

>

> Nada: It is. You live there in your house and it's all about you and your

husband and you don't give a fuck about anyone else.

>

> Jgar: It was not my intention to cause you pain. I'm sorry you're feeling so

terrible.

>

> Nada: I tried so hard to raise you and your brother, and I just feel like

(insert mentally ill ravings about how she expects me to be her mother).

Remember when (insert instance of youth in which she was actually being kind,

though with fictional embellishments, and omitting that it was probably in

response to something awful she did)? Do you understand what I'm saying?

>

> Jgar: I hear what you're saying. I just don't see it that way. I guess I'm

just not capable of understanding. I'm sorry.

>

>

>

> And you know, after three or four rounds of my giving her absolutely no

material to work with, she just ran out of things to say. I stopped making her

feel that she had to defend herself, and even she got tired of saying the same

thing over and over again and getting nowhere. It was magical. It was hard to

fight the impulse to correct her when she made things up or defend myself from

false accusations, but it was worth it. She's now acting as if our most recent

disagreement never happened. And when she tries to bring it up again in a few

months to guilt me into something else I don't want to do, I'll use the same

technique: I can't, I'm sorry, I hear you, Sounds awful.

>

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Yes, " mirroring " ! Thanks Annie, I knew there was a name for it, but couldn't

remember what it was.

And yeah, it takes a lot of emotional detachment. I had three or four

conversations with her over this, and each time I hung up the phone with a

headache. And I'm still rankling over the accusations she makes: I'm

hard-hearted, selfish, rigid, and ungrateful.

But I got to a place where I got rid of what you, Felicia, so accurately called

a " gnawing little ache " . And it feels good. I slide back sometimes, I make

mistakes constantly, but I remind myself (and you all remind me, too!) that I am

not responsible for her healing. Letting go of that responsibility is freeing,

in between moments where I'm struggling to not react in the ways I've been

trained to do for years: fixing her problems, taking the blame, stifling my own

identity.

Maybe she will " get it " someday, but she sure doesn't want to hear it from me.

> >

> >

> > " The only winning move is not to play. "

> >

> > You're right, Doug, it is nuclear war!

> >

> >

> > One thing I notice about your scenarios is that they don't involve defending

yourself. I just recently learned how useless it is to try, since she can always

invent things or just plain refuse to agree with the obvious truth. Instead, I

decided to try this:

> >

> > Nada: You know, Jgar, I told you this was important to me and you still

wouldn't go. If I can't expect that you'll be there for things like this, then I

can't expect anything from you at all.

> >

> > Jgar: It must be awful to feel that way.

> >

> > Nada: It is. You live there in your house and it's all about you and your

husband and you don't give a fuck about anyone else.

> >

> > Jgar: It was not my intention to cause you pain. I'm sorry you're feeling so

terrible.

> >

> > Nada: I tried so hard to raise you and your brother, and I just feel like

(insert mentally ill ravings about how she expects me to be her mother).

Remember when (insert instance of youth in which she was actually being kind,

though with fictional embellishments, and omitting that it was probably in

response to something awful she did)? Do you understand what I'm saying?

> >

> > Jgar: I hear what you're saying. I just don't see it that way. I guess I'm

just not capable of understanding. I'm sorry.

> >

> >

> >

> > And you know, after three or four rounds of my giving her absolutely no

material to work with, she just ran out of things to say. I stopped making her

feel that she had to defend herself, and even she got tired of saying the same

thing over and over again and getting nowhere. It was magical. It was hard to

fight the impulse to correct her when she made things up or defend myself from

false accusations, but it was worth it. She's now acting as if our most recent

disagreement never happened. And when she tries to bring it up again in a few

months to guilt me into something else I don't want to do, I'll use the same

technique: I can't, I'm sorry, I hear you, Sounds awful.

> >

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

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Yes, " mirroring " ! Thanks Annie, I knew there was a name for it, but couldn't

remember what it was.

And yeah, it takes a lot of emotional detachment. I had three or four

conversations with her over this, and each time I hung up the phone with a

headache. And I'm still rankling over the accusations she makes: I'm

hard-hearted, selfish, rigid, and ungrateful.

But I got to a place where I got rid of what you, Felicia, so accurately called

a " gnawing little ache " . And it feels good. I slide back sometimes, I make

mistakes constantly, but I remind myself (and you all remind me, too!) that I am

not responsible for her healing. Letting go of that responsibility is freeing,

in between moments where I'm struggling to not react in the ways I've been

trained to do for years: fixing her problems, taking the blame, stifling my own

identity.

Maybe she will " get it " someday, but she sure doesn't want to hear it from me.

> >

> >

> > " The only winning move is not to play. "

> >

> > You're right, Doug, it is nuclear war!

> >

> >

> > One thing I notice about your scenarios is that they don't involve defending

yourself. I just recently learned how useless it is to try, since she can always

invent things or just plain refuse to agree with the obvious truth. Instead, I

decided to try this:

> >

> > Nada: You know, Jgar, I told you this was important to me and you still

wouldn't go. If I can't expect that you'll be there for things like this, then I

can't expect anything from you at all.

> >

> > Jgar: It must be awful to feel that way.

> >

> > Nada: It is. You live there in your house and it's all about you and your

husband and you don't give a fuck about anyone else.

> >

> > Jgar: It was not my intention to cause you pain. I'm sorry you're feeling so

terrible.

> >

> > Nada: I tried so hard to raise you and your brother, and I just feel like

(insert mentally ill ravings about how she expects me to be her mother).

Remember when (insert instance of youth in which she was actually being kind,

though with fictional embellishments, and omitting that it was probably in

response to something awful she did)? Do you understand what I'm saying?

> >

> > Jgar: I hear what you're saying. I just don't see it that way. I guess I'm

just not capable of understanding. I'm sorry.

> >

> >

> >

> > And you know, after three or four rounds of my giving her absolutely no

material to work with, she just ran out of things to say. I stopped making her

feel that she had to defend herself, and even she got tired of saying the same

thing over and over again and getting nowhere. It was magical. It was hard to

fight the impulse to correct her when she made things up or defend myself from

false accusations, but it was worth it. She's now acting as if our most recent

disagreement never happened. And when she tries to bring it up again in a few

months to guilt me into something else I don't want to do, I'll use the same

technique: I can't, I'm sorry, I hear you, Sounds awful.

> >

>

>

>

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>

>

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I'd like to also say that was an excellent illustration. I think I'm gonna have

to use it soon! ;-)

> >

> >

> > " The only winning move is not to play. "

> >

> > You're right, Doug, it is nuclear war!

> >

> >

> > One thing I notice about your scenarios is that they don't involve defending

yourself. I just recently learned how useless it is to try, since she can always

invent things or just plain refuse to agree with the obvious truth. Instead, I

decided to try this:

> >

> > Nada: You know, Jgar, I told you this was important to me and you still

wouldn't go. If I can't expect that you'll be there for things like this, then I

can't expect anything from you at all.

> >

> > Jgar: It must be awful to feel that way.

> >

> > Nada: It is. You live there in your house and it's all about you and your

husband and you don't give a fuck about anyone else.

> >

> > Jgar: It was not my intention to cause you pain. I'm sorry you're feeling so

terrible.

> >

> > Nada: I tried so hard to raise you and your brother, and I just feel like

(insert mentally ill ravings about how she expects me to be her mother).

Remember when (insert instance of youth in which she was actually being kind,

though with fictional embellishments, and omitting that it was probably in

response to something awful she did)? Do you understand what I'm saying?

> >

> > Jgar: I hear what you're saying. I just don't see it that way. I guess I'm

just not capable of understanding. I'm sorry.

> >

> >

> >

> > And you know, after three or four rounds of my giving her absolutely no

material to work with, she just ran out of things to say. I stopped making her

feel that she had to defend herself, and even she got tired of saying the same

thing over and over again and getting nowhere. It was magical. It was hard to

fight the impulse to correct her when she made things up or defend myself from

false accusations, but it was worth it. She's now acting as if our most recent

disagreement never happened. And when she tries to bring it up again in a few

months to guilt me into something else I don't want to do, I'll use the same

technique: I can't, I'm sorry, I hear you, Sounds awful.

> >

>

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Hey Girlscout!

Yeah, I'd say that qualifies as NOT PLAYING.

+Coal Miner's Daughter

>

> >

> > Yeah, Well, I was about 26 when she said those things. i'm going to be

> > 36 soon. My solution was to just not speak to her again.

> >

>

>

>

> > You gotta learn NOT to play the game, girl!

> >

> > Nada: When are you going to give me grandchildren?

> > You: As soon as you give me a mother. So anyway, I think my migraines

> > are caused by being a freaking KO!

> >

> > Nada: I think I know why you have always been mad at me.

> > You: I m not going to discuss my feelings with you. So how bout them

> > Steelers?

> >

> > Do.

> >

> > NOT.

> >

> > Play.

> >

> > Her.

> >

> > Games.

> >

> > You will lose, she will hurt you. An interesting game Professor

> > Falken. The only winning move is not to play.

> >

> > Doug

> >

> >

> >

>

>

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Hey Girlscout!

Yeah, I'd say that qualifies as NOT PLAYING.

+Coal Miner's Daughter

>

> >

> > Yeah, Well, I was about 26 when she said those things. i'm going to be

> > 36 soon. My solution was to just not speak to her again.

> >

>

>

>

> > You gotta learn NOT to play the game, girl!

> >

> > Nada: When are you going to give me grandchildren?

> > You: As soon as you give me a mother. So anyway, I think my migraines

> > are caused by being a freaking KO!

> >

> > Nada: I think I know why you have always been mad at me.

> > You: I m not going to discuss my feelings with you. So how bout them

> > Steelers?

> >

> > Do.

> >

> > NOT.

> >

> > Play.

> >

> > Her.

> >

> > Games.

> >

> > You will lose, she will hurt you. An interesting game Professor

> > Falken. The only winning move is not to play.

> >

> > Doug

> >

> >

> >

>

>

>

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Hey Girlscout!

Yeah, I'd say that qualifies as NOT PLAYING.

+Coal Miner's Daughter

>

> >

> > Yeah, Well, I was about 26 when she said those things. i'm going to be

> > 36 soon. My solution was to just not speak to her again.

> >

>

>

>

> > You gotta learn NOT to play the game, girl!

> >

> > Nada: When are you going to give me grandchildren?

> > You: As soon as you give me a mother. So anyway, I think my migraines

> > are caused by being a freaking KO!

> >

> > Nada: I think I know why you have always been mad at me.

> > You: I m not going to discuss my feelings with you. So how bout them

> > Steelers?

> >

> > Do.

> >

> > NOT.

> >

> > Play.

> >

> > Her.

> >

> > Games.

> >

> > You will lose, she will hurt you. An interesting game Professor

> > Falken. The only winning move is not to play.

> >

> > Doug

> >

> >

> >

>

>

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Good advice for those of us in LC.

I stumbled upon a good one myself. I was holding the phone away from my ear

when she rambled because I couldn't handle it anymore. I basically didn't

answer anything because I didn't actually hear it anyway. Who knows what she

said?

This happened a few times last month because I was going through all this

emotional upheaval over the realizations of BPD and KOs and all this stuff

(October when I found you all).

Now she isn't even bothering to rant; even in person! I guess if she didn't

know I wasn't listening, she processed it as a non-response. Worked great and

accidentally.

Also, I have started interrupting her constantly like she does me. I use no

rules of courtesy. It's actually kind of fun. (I only do this when we're alone

or on the phone.) I've been enjoying talking with her for the first time in a

long time because I just DON'T CARE about all the crap!

Not " good " advice, but it's all I could muster at the time. :)

+Coal Miner's Daughter

>

>

> " The only winning move is not to play. "

>

> You're right, Doug, it is nuclear war!

>

>

> One thing I notice about your scenarios is that they don't involve defending

yourself. I just recently learned how useless it is to try, since she can always

invent things or just plain refuse to agree with the obvious truth. Instead, I

decided to try this:

>

> Nada: You know, Jgar, I told you this was important to me and you still

wouldn't go. If I can't expect that you'll be there for things like this, then I

can't expect anything from you at all.

>

> Jgar: It must be awful to feel that way.

>

> Nada: It is. You live there in your house and it's all about you and your

husband and you don't give a fuck about anyone else.

>

> Jgar: It was not my intention to cause you pain. I'm sorry you're feeling so

terrible.

>

> Nada: I tried so hard to raise you and your brother, and I just feel like

(insert mentally ill ravings about how she expects me to be her mother).

Remember when (insert instance of youth in which she was actually being kind,

though with fictional embellishments, and omitting that it was probably in

response to something awful she did)? Do you understand what I'm saying?

>

> Jgar: I hear what you're saying. I just don't see it that way. I guess I'm

just not capable of understanding. I'm sorry.

>

>

>

> And you know, after three or four rounds of my giving her absolutely no

material to work with, she just ran out of things to say. I stopped making her

feel that she had to defend herself, and even she got tired of saying the same

thing over and over again and getting nowhere. It was magical. It was hard to

fight the impulse to correct her when she made things up or defend myself from

false accusations, but it was worth it. She's now acting as if our most recent

disagreement never happened. And when she tries to bring it up again in a few

months to guilt me into something else I don't want to do, I'll use the same

technique: I can't, I'm sorry, I hear you, Sounds awful.

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Good advice for those of us in LC.

I stumbled upon a good one myself. I was holding the phone away from my ear

when she rambled because I couldn't handle it anymore. I basically didn't

answer anything because I didn't actually hear it anyway. Who knows what she

said?

This happened a few times last month because I was going through all this

emotional upheaval over the realizations of BPD and KOs and all this stuff

(October when I found you all).

Now she isn't even bothering to rant; even in person! I guess if she didn't

know I wasn't listening, she processed it as a non-response. Worked great and

accidentally.

Also, I have started interrupting her constantly like she does me. I use no

rules of courtesy. It's actually kind of fun. (I only do this when we're alone

or on the phone.) I've been enjoying talking with her for the first time in a

long time because I just DON'T CARE about all the crap!

Not " good " advice, but it's all I could muster at the time. :)

+Coal Miner's Daughter

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> " The only winning move is not to play. "

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> You're right, Doug, it is nuclear war!

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> One thing I notice about your scenarios is that they don't involve defending

yourself. I just recently learned how useless it is to try, since she can always

invent things or just plain refuse to agree with the obvious truth. Instead, I

decided to try this:

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> Nada: You know, Jgar, I told you this was important to me and you still

wouldn't go. If I can't expect that you'll be there for things like this, then I

can't expect anything from you at all.

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> Jgar: It must be awful to feel that way.

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> Nada: It is. You live there in your house and it's all about you and your

husband and you don't give a fuck about anyone else.

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> Jgar: It was not my intention to cause you pain. I'm sorry you're feeling so

terrible.

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> Nada: I tried so hard to raise you and your brother, and I just feel like

(insert mentally ill ravings about how she expects me to be her mother).

Remember when (insert instance of youth in which she was actually being kind,

though with fictional embellishments, and omitting that it was probably in

response to something awful she did)? Do you understand what I'm saying?

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> Jgar: I hear what you're saying. I just don't see it that way. I guess I'm

just not capable of understanding. I'm sorry.

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> And you know, after three or four rounds of my giving her absolutely no

material to work with, she just ran out of things to say. I stopped making her

feel that she had to defend herself, and even she got tired of saying the same

thing over and over again and getting nowhere. It was magical. It was hard to

fight the impulse to correct her when she made things up or defend myself from

false accusations, but it was worth it. She's now acting as if our most recent

disagreement never happened. And when she tries to bring it up again in a few

months to guilt me into something else I don't want to do, I'll use the same

technique: I can't, I'm sorry, I hear you, Sounds awful.

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