Discovery what's eating me...

[Guest guest]

Hello again - I've been thinking alot about why I am I so unmotivated to " take

care of myself. " Being unemployed has taken it's emotional toll on me as has the

estate/house issues that I'm dealing with. I finally realized that I need to

make some major decisions about my living situation and take some serious

forward actions. As soon as I admitted this to myself, I realized that I have

just been feeding all my insecurities and fears about selling this house and

that I'm really not that hungry most of the time.

This evening I saw " someone " from my family's past at the market... and this

started my thinking of my need to move forward. Life has been in slow motion as

I have been and I can't keep feeding the anguish and resentment because it's

literally making me ill. I think that reading the posts about listening to your

body has pushed me into listening to my feelings as well. Normally, I would be

feeding the " voids, " but as I hit the pause button... I know that eating is not

the solution. So...I'll trudge onwards and hope that by expressing myself... I

can find the strength to continue listen to my body and soul.

Judy Ann

[Guest guest]

Judy Ann that is a GREAT BIG step! Those moment where the dots connect and you

can SEE what has been invisible until then are indeed life changing. BEST wishes

and keep up the good work for yourself. Just because the economy is 'stagnant'

doesn't mean that you have to be too. Freeing yourself is an entire life

process, not just in the food department ;-)

Katcha

IEing since March 2007

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> Hello again - I've been thinking alot about why I am I so unmotivated to " take

care of myself. " Being unemployed has taken it's emotional toll on me as has the

estate/house issues that I'm dealing with. I finally realized that I need to

make some major decisions about my living situation and take some serious

forward actions. As soon as I admitted this to myself, I realized that I have

just been feeding all my insecurities and fears about selling this house and

that I'm really not that hungry most of the time.

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> This evening I saw " someone " from my family's past at the market... and this

started my thinking of my need to move forward. Life has been in slow motion as

I have been and I can't keep feeding the anguish and resentment because it's

literally making me ill. I think that reading the posts about listening to your

body has pushed me into listening to my feelings as well. Normally, I would be

feeding the " voids, " but as I hit the pause button... I know that eating is not

the solution. So...I'll trudge onwards and hope that by expressing myself... I

can find the strength to continue listen to my body and soul.

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> Judy Ann

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